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Funny or not 2007-05-19 16:14:00 Funny or not here it comesActually I don't get it, we pay billions for the awareness of the endangered species, and simply a well respected company like VolksWagen just symbolize the power of it's vehicle and space by putting an imprisoned or kidnapped elephant which is by no concept funny, I don't know correct me if I'm wrong Read more:Funny
Two Gods 2007-05-14 22:08:00 Sorry but this is something I keep repeating and visualizing in my mind, so why not share... :DAll though I believe in one GodBut two invaded my beliefsThe first is the God of fireCalling for revengeDemanding actionExpecting revoltThe second is the God of windCalming my angerDrawing stabilityEstablishing peaceWho will win?
Turn my back 2007-05-07 15:52:00 Ok I know 10 days since my last post.Well it's simple I was way too busy to post, (but not read my blogofriends posts :P )And here is something I wrote, I hope it isn't too melancholic.....The day has cameThe day that I wished forThe day you say, let us be friendsThe words are lost in their meaningsWhat is friendship?Am I your friend?The immortal feeling of loveDidn't die, but it have been subduedI overcame the lose that overcame meThe sadness that consumed meSo when you calledI didn't know what to doSo when you asked for my friendshipI didn't know what to sayYou asked for pressured relationshipI responded by an unconditional offerBut sorry sweet EFor I will not endure that pain againI am a man, and my word is my obligationI told you that I will never leave you aloneAnd I won'tI am a man, and I will not cry anymoreI told you that I worship your smileAnd I will always do
In Black Again 2007-04-27 09:30:00 Our liberator, the greatest party ever, the party that whatever he does is acceptable, and even divine, Hizbollah did it again.Sorry I rarely talk in politics but this time will be an exception.Again
there holly war against the US and Israel have renewed.In July 2006 they kidnapped two Israelian soldiers, with no war declaration.Eldad RegevEhud GoldwassAlthough they promised that they won't do anything stupid for summer, well they just destroyed my country.But at least they were soldiers they knew the risks.All I can say Is thanks to three great parts in the ME we are loosing our country (Hizbollah(Iran), Syria And Israel).But now Hizbollah after the Two Israelian soldiers we are amazed of the new enemies of Hizbollah, now the Hizbollah has begun the elimination of his most dangerous enemies.I will put a little bio on Hizbollahs newest accomplishments.Ziad GhandourZiad Ghandour MomBorn In 1995, he was a student, the dangerous thing about him was that he is Sunni but supporting a Druze Read more:Black
Microsoft Attack On Firefox 2007-04-23 16:29:00 Microsoft has launched a massive attack on Firefox
(the Best browser ever :P)Hehe, anyway I really encourage you to use Firefox. It's way better than the stupid IE :P Read more:Microsoft
Sweet Love Story 2007-04-21 08:24:00 A friend of mine sent me the sweetest love story ever:This 80 year old woman was arrested for shop lifting. When she went before the judge in Cincinnati he asked her, "What did you steal?" She replied, "A can of peaches." The judge then asked her why she had stolen the can of peaches and she replied that she was hungry. The judge then asked her how many peaches were in the can. She replied, "6." The judge said, "Then I will give you 6 days in jail."Before the judge could actually pronounce the punishment, the woman's husband spoke up and asked the judge if he could say something. The judge said, "What is it?" The husband said, "She also stole a can of peas."Tell me isn't it sweet :P Read more:Sweet
, Sweet Love
Tagged 2007-04-16 00:05:00 Sorry But I was reluctant about what to post when i*maginate taged me (shut up I know I'm a week late) well I didn't know what to say (without loosing ALL my blog friends :S), but I finally decided to post it anyway.I was drunk once for 6 days on a row (the good old days :D)I still have all my GFs passwords (I did an excel sheet for it :P)My first kiss was when I was 13 or 14 I don't remember (the girl forced me to kiss her :S)I work in the media, considering the bad wages in Lebanon I'm very well paid, I got a raise of 20% after my first year, and I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEE my job.This one is my biggest disgrace, I still eat my nails, and the ..... u don't want to know .... I'm a masochist... BTW: I regained this bad habit after my EX dumped me :(Well I can't tag anyone (all the blogs I read have been tagged :P) there is just one Pazuzu :P I love that girl, if you read my blog, then you are taged b**** :P Read more:Tagged
TroubledSoul or a DumbSoul 2007-04-11 08:51:00 Days have passed since I last posted, and the reason is very simple I was very confused what to write.Well lets be simple, she left him (again) and was feeling very bad about that, as always I was the supportive friend.Let me tell you one thing ones of the hardest things in life is to see the woman you love cry for another man.And again she told me how wonderful I am, how good she feels when I'm around and blablabla.But the only thing that prevents our comeback is the physical part, don't get her wrong, she's talking about kissing her, she said that she can't imagine kissing me.I said, please fulfill my ego, and I kissed her from all my heart, my heart almost stopped, it was Sunday the 8th of April at 19:18.Do you know what was her reaction, she said who am I kidding, it's you that I love...So I felt WOW, OMG, YEY. Her color changed and she was acting like it was the greatest day of her life.I asked her to get back together, she asked for two days, I promised her that she can have
Hard work 2007-04-05 09:33:00 Hey well, I won't talk about my love life (or the lack of love life) to avoid the million scream from my dearest friends :P.....But I'll Post some pictures that a colleague and a friend (a girl ooooooohhhh) took.A little background:I had spent 10:00 hours at work and I was terribly tired, and she came to see me, when she found me she STOLE my phone (well I was asleep, but I can't post the picture with my face in it....) and she took some pictures that she will use to blackmail me....1- The WS was inactive.2- Wherever I go there will be a mess3- And again
Promise 2007-04-01 01:39:00 Today was our last encounter, well she left him, and me, she said that she left him because of me, but she loves him, not me. Sweet E told me to make her love me, I know now, that she never understood that word.I promise you that I will loveAnother womanI'm so tired of naming the worst feelingI'm so exhausted of remembering youYou asked me to make you love meI never imagined you stoppedThe only thing I thought that will never changeWas your love to meI promise that I will never hurt youAnymoreI promise that you will never hurt meAnymore
Souls Can Dance 2007-03-28 13:15:00 Inspired by a movie I watched last night, and the unexpecteddevelopment in my lifeMy heart couldn't restUntil I convinced himThat my E is deadHe wore the black dressHe cried secretly all dayHe cried openly when I was his only crowdHe kept calling her nameBegging her to wake upBut E was deadHis morn seemed to be endlessThen the day cameWhen she woke upCalled him, and he didn't listen to meHis joy was indescribableHis prayers were answeredSweet E was awakeBut the but must existShe couldn't remember himShe couldn't see who woke her upWhich is harder losing something?Or knowing the place ignoring the way?That second lose was too much him to bareMy exhausted heart diedRemember this dayThe day that the living diedThe day that the dead awoke Read more:Souls
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Sad weekend gets weird 2007-03-26 22:46:00 Friday:Ok now let's start, the normal depressed weekend lured in the horizon, then I had a call, it was her the sweet E:Zou: Hey bannout (bannout=little girl)E: Hi kifak (kifak=how are you)Zou: Well I'm fine, never been better (lying of course)E: Well at least one of us is goodZou: What's wrong? Tell me maybe I can help.E: Not on the phone, can I see you tomorow? (tomorow=saturday)Zou: Well of course.* A stupid chitchat came along the phone call, and she laughed a little, and we hung up.Saturday:I woke up veryyyy exited I canceled an early friend's appointment and met her, we talked about many things like how our relationship ended after 3.5 years for one single mistake, and she kept emphasizing that it wasn't the only mistake that "[{(WE)}]" weren't happy the last year or so (I didn't understand who she meant by the we. Anyway she refused to talk about SJ (prince charming), so I considered that she was happy with him.But the most meaningful thing of that day was that when we we
What Makes Men Fall in Love? 2007-03-22 09:22:00 Well I rarely read a full article in the press, usually I read a few lines and then dumb it. But this one, is so true and puts the finger on the right spots.I dedicate it specially specially for S&D and i*maginate just to point to what guys are really like, and the ones she is stumbling upon are just some teenagers or immature (even old teenagers or immature) people.SourceHere are some picked lines....I can tell you this definitively about men: When a man falls for a woman, he falls hard. Men love to be in love. While men often get stereotyped as single-minded sex-seekers, the truth is that a man's stomach churns like a slushy machine when he's in those initial stages of the perfect relationship.Well yeah we love sex, but let's get real if we just need sex we will go to hookers, if we must fall let it be in love....About 60 percent of men deem friendship the most important thing in a relationship...What can be better than living with your friend, a good laugh, a nice flirt, this
Lost again 2007-03-19 21:26:00 It has been 9 days since I last posted,Well this isn't a long while,Read what I wrote and you'll see why.Am I a masochist?I don't look to myself this wayA few days ago you calledI asked you to call me if you left himAnd you did callI knew that my path is longI knew that I'll have to regain youI knew that even the simple kiss must be regrantedBut I never imagined thatI'll have to work for your love againI never imagined that you lost that feelingIs it me? Am I the problem?Did I think big of us?Did I imagine a happy ending?Did I hallucinate of two grays?Side by side on the sidewalkHolding each others handsAnd looking back to their answersFor what life threw to themAnd laughing of the weakness of life for there loveYeah that's what I thought, imagined and hallucinatedThe day we kissed the first timeThe day we sweared the eternal loveThe day I saw you sleepingIt's easy for you to say take it easyYour not the one dreaming every night of meWishing me goodnight, even miles awayHolding
Just some Thank YouS 2007-03-10 01:04:00 Hey hey What the hell r u all doing here I said "Just for S&D" :PThis is for Sex and Dubai, just because I felt I should thank them or her, or them in her :P I don't know they confused me, and besides I just was waiting the perfect thing to say, so this card say it all :D, but I have one small favor S&D, please post cuz I'm so soooooo desperate to read your posts that I almost memorized the ones in. Anyway I realy realy like your posts, keep it real.PS: Actually Chris And Shlemazl did a GREAT job cheering me up, but guys i'm sorry, i'm straight, and I don't really feel good kissing your asses so thank you no really i'm just joking you have 333333 thank you each :P THANK YOU Read more:Thank
3D Ping Pong 2007-03-08 08:54:00 I got addicted to this game but I never managed to pass the 8th level, tell me if u could.Play Read more:Ping Pong
Some good conversions 2007-03-05 22:34:00 "Kids! Accept Jesus Christ as Your Lord and Savior and Get a Free PlayStation 3!"I don't know if this is a joke or just some lame theft.Anyway, I had a good laugh I hope you do....If Christians must "fight" something, it's bad image not the so called "War on Christmas". These are the true pests in Christianity.
Sexual advice 2007-03-02 21:54:00 It has been two to three days since I last posted, part of it is because I was too busy at work, relatively in peace in my free life (I finally accepted my lose) and for the last part I got addicted to S&D's posts and others comments on them, anyway I really really got mad of the stupidity of men and/or the extremely deviated image that women have of them, so here are some rules I follow that I encourage all to follow:1- A kiss should never be asked, never forced but should come.2- Let the moment guide you hand not your dick, sometimes you both will reach places that you regretted touching that moment.3- Now to a very spiky subject; the anal, guys before thinking of it try it yourself, get a dildo lubricate it well, and ask her to stick it in YOUR ASS, now if you like that feeling, change your orientation, if you didn't how come you ask her to do it.4- Never ask her to do something you won't do, whenever you feel asking her for a blowjob, try getting the 69, if you can't or don't Read more:Sexual
Sin or Not 2007-02-20 21:55:00 Every time God create a manHe takes a handful of soilAnd as if he is kissing the unborn bodyHe blows life to the ashesThen he puts his hand in the new bornAnd pump his small heartBefore removing his handHe takes one of his ribsAnd the child cries of pain and lossHastily God reassures himHush hush sweet soulFor this rib is yoursFor you will breath to get it backFor you will breath her airFor she will breath yoursFor you will feel her heart beatFor she will feel yoursIn the divine moments of loveThen he gave life to the ribAnd sent them each in it's pathHe blessed them both and saidI separated you, but when it's timeYou will be reunitedWhen the devil saw that the divine plan is almost fulfilledHe refused to accept his defeatHe took a handful of dirtAnd blew in it fire and the semi-devil was bornThe reborn devil didn't cryBut looked to his father with no goalThe devil told his childI will deliver you from life's troublesBut claim me one soulCause him painCause him agonyMake him a Trou
Fictional Life 2007-02-14 21:11:00 I've lost hopeNo more waysNo more feelingsSo today will be the birthdayOf my fictional friendsOf my second lifeThat neither existNor likely to existIn that life I'll beIn that life I'll doWhat I wasn't, what I didn'tWith EMy friends will be what I missedWith EI'll even have a girlfriendThat I wish will representTo E what SJ represented to meWill she be hurt?I don't think soIf she willWhy is she still with himI hope notI don't want to hurt her anymoreI just her to get rid of that pity for meI just want to tell herThat I have a life without herLike herI'm very happy without herLike herI'm not waiting herLike herThat's why I called it a fictional lifeThat neither existNor likely to exist
What is needed 2007-02-13 15:58:00 I used to think thatAll I need to get her backIs to call herIs to talk to herIs to see herIs to hold herIs to kiss herI never imagined thatPrince charming will influence all what she doesWhen I called her all she could think ofS is going to callWhen I talked to her all she could think ofS and her talked on that subjectWhen I saw her all she could think ofS and her did this and thatWhen I held her all she could think ofS is the one nowWhen I asked her a last kiss all she could think ofShe would never betray SI see now thatI can never have her backShe forgot who I amShe betrayed what we haveShe summoned a barrier between usMy only hope is for him to disappearAnd I don't accept thatI won't pray for his deathBut I pray for my reliefI pray for my death
Continue 2007-02-05 11:34:00 Let me tell u how I asked her out 3/May/2003, after a week of hesitation I decided to tell her how I feel so when she asked me as a friend who is the one I secretly loved I told her that I'll give her 2 hints and if she knows I'll give her a present I told her that the first letter of my love's name is E and the second is ********(her last name).A wise man once saidThere is no soul matesFor everyone there's a million true loveAfter what I experience I sayI don't see a million potential mateI see a million bump on the roadWherever I look, I see herWhen i'm on the roadI see a nice romantic coupleI hate myselfWhen I watch tvI see a beautiful loving kissI hate myselfWhen I'm wearing my clothesI remember each comment she gave meI hate myselfWhen I look to the mirrorI imagine what could she sayI hate myselfThe last time we talkedShe told me to forget, forgive and continueBut my heart stopped beatingMy mind haltedI am a prisoner of my hatredI am a prisoner of my agonyI am a prisoner of Read more:Continue
Who am I 2007-02-04 22:19:00 Tonight again I couldn't sleep until I wrote this, I cried for the life I lost for her boyfriend.I also imagined I saw her 5 years or so from now, living our dreams.I was walking a few days ago on the marinaEnjoying the nice breeze and the hot summer sunMany were doing the same some young couplesAnd a few families, with there kids running freelyI envy those families, then my eyes were fixedThere was this couple a few feet from meThere was a kid running in front of themAnd the man was embracing his mateThe woman was leaning on his shoulderThat was very romanticThen the kid stopped to get some flowersThere I saw that he was a boyHis figure was angelicGreen eyes, blond hair, very pretty faceI could easily have mistaken him for the baby JesusI thought to myself, if I married this would have been my kidThen the woman called the boyI was choked I could have sweared that I know this voiceThe couple arrived to a jeep and opened the doorWhen the woman turned a lightning struck meShe was my fir
Who is that? 2007-02-04 22:10:00 The next day I remebered our ultimate goal was to wake up side by side,So I immagined where will she be in 5 years, and what will she do.I woke up at 3:00AMI felt a warm body near meI remember that I was dreamingBut what was that dream?It was a sweet and peaceful oneIt was my first kissOh yeah that dream was a memory I hadIt was my first kissMy first loveMy hand carressed my mate's shoulderThen I carressed his hairI felt a strange object in my handOh, it's the wedding ring in my fingerThen my mate mumbledWhat is it honeyTo my choke I didn't recognize his voiceThen I heared a sharp cryIt was like a baby's cryBut I don't remember I have anyThen my mate furiously came up and saidWhat is it with u don't u hear the babyOh my God he isn't ZouZouWhat have I done?When did I loose him?
The creation 2007-02-04 22:04:00 I couldn't sleep that night,feeling sooooo hollow,wondering why do people love the first place,and what will happen to me,how can I continue.The angels praised the lordAnd begged him not to create that new feelingWhy create a new name of painWhy cause agony in the name of goodWhy give the pity humans that powerThe power to create and destroyThen the allmighty hushed them allAnd said I love humanityI'll give them the power to loveThey will love me and each otherAnd every human will love one special humanThen the days passed and god saw that this was goodAnd one day an angel came to god and pointed to one humanHer name was EAnd the angel said how come this semi-angel loves twoThe allmighty said I createdAnd gave the power to createThe creator of this scenario is my old servantThey once sweared that only death will separate themSo i'll take the life of oneThat one will live in my kingdomHe will find the love he is seeking in my heartBut wich one my lord, asked the angelThe lord answere
Palestinian hospitality 2007-05-24 05:17:00 Let me show u the good hospitality recognition of the Palestinian
s.Those people that didn't learn the first time (1975-1992) that lebanon is theres to play with.But started again to burn Lebanon.1. They stole a bank in northern Lebanon2. They killed around 10 Lebanese army soldiers in cold blood (they dicapitulated them)3. The army retaliated brutally4. The war on terror in Lebanon had a name war on "Fate7 el Islam" but what did the other Palestinians, they protested, against the people that gave them all, that sacrificed a country for them, look what the other Palestinian gangs did.They protestedThey Bombed our MallsThey threatened the Lebanese Army5. For humanitarian reasons the army compromised a cease fire to remove the dead and the injured from the street so the Palestinians in the middle of the cease fire ceased control of a Mosque containing the red cross and the UN HQ's in the camp.That's why we love to hate the Palestinians.
Death of a feeling 2007-05-26 04:05:00 When a man diesHe disappears from the face of earthAll that remains from himA fading memory in the minds of the people that knew himA growing feeling of lose in their heartsA simple cold tombstone reminding earth of his passageThe same goes with loveLove have died in my heartAll I wanted at first was to forget and overcomeNow I fight the fading of that memoryTrying to hold the last rope slipping from my hand quicklyI don't miss her anymoreBut I miss the mutual attentionI miss loving and being lovedI miss caringAll is left of that dead love is just me
Missed calls 2007-02-28 01:52:00 What do u think you'll miss after a break up?Things that you never valuedLike the everyday pasionate kissLike the everyday first kissLike her genuine skin smellLike the feeling on your lips after a kissLike the wetness in your mouth before a kissLike her phone calls
, that just wana see if i'm OKI ask myself every other minuteWhen did I get this much in love?Was it when we were together?Or when we broke up?I feel that I don't need her anymoreBut I need love, passionI don't need her love anymoreBecause no matter how much I love herMy love is and will hit a brick wallShe love's him, prince charmingIf she thinks she loved meAnd now she loves himThen God be with herShe doesn't know what love isShe left, she got out of our futureShe left the picture
Two brief moments 2007-02-25 15:08:00 This weekend I managed to steal herFor two brief moments I succeededTwo days were my brief momentsFor two days, I would hear her whisperingIn my ear before I wake upFor two days, I would hear her talking freelyTo me, again about her, and her lifeFor two days, I rarely heard his nameNo more SJ, no more themFor two days I remembered how it feltTo hear her say us againTo see her smile for meTo feel her presence beside meOh God I thought to myselfIf this what you call friendshipI just want to be her friendBut after every dream there's a wake up callBut after every starry night there's a morningAnd again I was hit by a small wordA word that brought me back to realityHow high I would climbHow hard I would tryShe betrayed usshe loved someone elseShe even told meThat she had plans with him for summerOh E, sweet EDon't you knowHow deep small words can goThey don't just pierce the heartThey can reach the dreamsAnd another timeMy brief momentsWere shatered like a thrown mirror from the sixth
Free Kareem 2007-02-24 16:25:00 I'm sorry but there's something more important that came to my view now, more important than my personal problems.First I'm sorry that I'm a Middle Eastern, this is the first time I say it but now I'm sure of it.When I was surfing a bit on the web, I stumbled on a strange title: "A blogger has been sentenced to three years for 'insulting' Islam and one year for 'insulting' President Mubarak".Oh my god, not long ago, we heard people here in Lebanon swearing and cursing the Christ and the Cross, everyday we see people burning the star of David in Egypt, isn't Judaism a respected religion in Egypt.I don't blame Islam, I blame Muslims, fanatics and stupids.Do you call this respect: "Al Azhar allow enrolment of Coptic students under the condition that they memorise the Qur’an", this is stupid, shallow and lame propaganda, do you think the "Holy Qur'an" needs propaganda?What do you think the lowest level of human beings would say? let me give you a hint: "I was hoping that he w Read more:Kareem
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