累 2007-05-16 12:01:00 雨天。昨晚meet 了一个friend online on ICQ. 好久没上ICQ 了。都没有人在ICQ anymore。 but 上去是因为要找些朋友的email。看到了lin。"oi, why you still on ICQ? so ancient liao u still use ah?""look who's talking" lin 说 "you got MSN or not, u ancient ah peh""of course lah! come here to grab some email address only. i actually like ICQ, can search for strangers to chit chat. msn cannot. sometimes bored mah, want to find people to chat. so i still use icq lor." then 我就给了lin 我的msn"so late liao still awake ah?" lin 在msn msg 我."hai, cannot sleep leh. damn bored. nvm, going to koon now""ok good night"我真的很无聊对吗? but 有时和stranger 聊天很interesting 的。我有好多朋友是在ICQ search 出来的 oh! lin 也是其中之一。
荷花 2007-05-22 07:22:00 雨天。今天,荷花来到了我的世界。Afternoon 的时候,在ICQ 逛逛, 又在看有没有人还在ICQ 上,找个stranger 吧。真没心情work。"Oh Oh", 我的ICQ叫了。哇 weird leh, 通常都是我search 人,都很少遇到人家search 我的。"hello" 一个叫荷花的在msg 我。"hi. intro?""f 26. u?" 哇seh! cha bor leh! so good... got ger find me... 不知道是真实假。usually internet 都有pervert 扮 chabor, 很无聊hor...."m 27 :) nice to meet you!""how are you?""fine. fine. you? where are you from?""i'm ok.. i guess... i'm from canada" 这女孩是真的吗?! ang mo leh! 有女孩找我已经不常见了,还有canada 的ang mo?! 哇 我要中toto 了。hmm... 看起来好像心情不是很还,难怪这么无聊找人聊天。"wow. i've never been to canada before, but i think its a nice place. i'm from singapore""i know. i saw your details." 不会吧。就这样,没有下一句了?那我怎么接下去啊。"so which part of canada
斯坦利公园 stanley park 2007-05-24 11:57:00 "hello my dear prince!" 她又在msg我了。 "how are you?""hello my dear water lily" 以比之道,还施比身。我是她的dear, 那么她也是我的dear lor."aiya, don't call me dear. I will blush"我这时起了疑心。"aiya? this is not in the english language right?"我还以为她是ang mo。原来她是asian 来的。她妈(ops)是vietnamese, 她爸是hong konger,所以不只会english, 也会一点点vietnamese,而家中是讲cantonese的。在canada出世的她,在学校只学英文,而中文是自己学的,所以只会看一点点。她喜欢听英文歌,因为家里是说广东话,所以也会听广东歌from hong kong。 wow... so interesting..."... you're not bad yourself, you speak English, Mandarin, Hainanese and Japanese""aiya, you are making me blush" 哈哈哈她是在canada customs工作的,同时也在一所high school教书。爸爸开餐馆。平时喜欢逛街,看戏,听歌,biking。"i like to cycle too. we have a place called east
歌 song II 2007-05-30 01:49:00 大晴天。这么多人MSN我。你们很鸡婆leh!I already figure out the song了。要知道the name of the song?! 给你们tips 吧。如果还不知道是什么歌then 就 too bad!我用英文的words, translate 到广东话,就是歌词了。“难分真与假,人面多险诈,几许有共享荣华,檐畔水滴不分差......”还有,我现在用的是MSN,不是ICQ lah!
歌 song 2007-05-29 01:09:00 晴天。炎热的夏天到了吗?over the past few days, almost 每天都和荷花聊天。最近market 很好,很容易找工作。我也去try try,就这样找到了a new job。所以现在是tender resignation period,懒懒的,每天只是handover 而已,所以最近都和荷花聊得很久。比和人chit chat 还要多啊!日以继夜,no sleep no rest 的和她聊。"... and she just go on and on, jumping up and down on the sofa until she broke it! we didn't tell the guy when we left, but I think we cannot sing there anymore. They must have caught it on the video or something." 她在说她last week 去唱karaoke 的事。"hahahaha. oh no! i must keep you and your friends far far away from my sofa!""I am now you moron! I'm half way around the world from you!" 我突然想起了 halfway around the world.. that won't stop me from loving you... halfway around the world... i'll still be feeling the way i do...荷花是一个很chio 的女孩。一点点瓜子脸,
像 You 像 Me 2007-06-07 03:22:00 "what mouse walk on 2 legs?""errm.... i give up""Mickey Mouse!""hahahahaha""ok, the next question.. what duck walk on 2 legs?""Donald Duck!""errmm.... all ducks walk on 2 legs. hahahahaha""omg! hilarious! lol"我们天天聊,most of the time 闲聊就会讲冷笑话。不过很可惜, a lot of 冷笑话都是in chinese的,她又看不懂,cultural 也不一样。有a lot of 无聊的冷笑话cannot say. lol.monday 的时候......"what are you doing now?""me? watching tv. there's a show on tv. last episode. some vampire serial". 我和马小玲的约会,3 times a week 都会有。"what's that?""some cantonese vampire show. about this group of people who are vampire, good vampires, and they battle different things all the time. this is the 3rd season, they are battling fate. i'll send u a pic. :p" 我send 了永恒国度的pic 给她。"omg! i love this show!"duh... 她也有看僵尸的meh? oh. 忘了僵尸originally 是cantonese 的。"yap. we call them chapter movies here. i
Letter 信 2007-07-03 04:50:00 今天收到了lily 的email。--------------------------------------------------My Dear Dear Prince,I'm so sorry for not coming online. I know you've been waiting online for me to come on. I'm just so tired, so tired of everything. So tired of coming online and having people asking me how am I doing, so tired of seeing emails. I know everyone one of you meant well, and are really concern about me. But I'm just so tired of replying and saying the same thing over and over again. I'm ok, I'm ok, don't worry. So tired of seeing people taking pity in me, so tired of crying, so tired of crying myself to sleep, so tired of thinking, so tired of being tiredI shun my friends, I shun my colleagues. I don't know who else he has been sleeping with. I don't want to double guess everyone. I don't want the fear of half expecting someone to just say "Actually I slept with him too."I quit my jobs. I've quit my Customs work, and quit as a teacher. I cannot face seeing these people with red a Read more:Letter
你要来吗? 2007-07-08 05:00:00 星期天,又是雨天。好久没洗车了, cos too lazy. 昨天决定wash it, cos 很dirty 了。finally 车清洁了,then the stupid sky decide to rain today. 妈的。下午到了tampines看看Hokkaido Fair... 好多人... food 也不是很好吃。咳。我的standard raise 了,不是新鲜的seafood,吃了都不爽。"I'm missing you now, at Hokkaido." 我很无聊的mms了我的荷花。我找个corner, 拍了myself in front of this big big sign that says 北海道。逛了逛tampines, 真受不了。so many people! so crowded! 正要回家时...."Don't stay there for too long! If you do, who is to bring me around when I come to Singapore? :)" 好惊人的sms... 我send 了她一个"what do to you mean?!" but 她也没reply 了。 哇靠!要害我 have sleepless night ah!
你在哪里.... 2007-10-11 21:22:00 星期五.. gloomy day... long weekend 的前夕...好久好久没有她的消息了,她失踪了,MIA....每天我都会上MSN, frequently check 看看她有没有online... 这么的miss 她... 是爱吗? 爱情就是黑洞..... 扭曲我所有..... 我想要爱你却迷失了我自己..... 真的分不出来.... 给的是不是真爱..... 游戏我玩不起来..... *duh* 张震岳 像devil 一样, 在我mind 里面开始唱歌...."oi, what happen to you? 你好象瘦了。" 星期三,和 Josephine 到 sakae sushi 吃。wa lao.. 是我没胃口吃,还是 sakae sushi 的 standard drop 了?"我失恋 liao lor" 我毫不在乎,又认证的说。"siao ah! 你是monk ok! 像我这样漂亮的 lady,你都不要。你会失恋?" Josephine 和我是好久的朋友了。以前她也爱过我,她的早餐,情书,泪水我都收过了。but in the end, 我还是拒绝了她,和 C 在一起。 then who knows, 到最后 C dump 了我.... 奸女人。现在的Josephine,从 al
Arrival 2007-12-03 09:05:00 "SQ17... 1145pm... hmm..." 我望着flight information board.... 内心非常 excited... midnight 的airport aircon, super 冷... almost time 了... 快去belt 37 吧...一个星期前,收到了她的sms...~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~.."hey, its me. Are you going to be very busy for the next few weeks? *hugz* miss you""hi baby! its been so long! i miss you! where have you been? I'm not very busy nowadays. Its going to be Christmas soon! so work's slowed a little.""Thinking. Straightening out my thoughts. Great. I'm coming over then. Will email you when I'm home. ttyl."回家后看了看email... 原来她临时决定来看我,就马上买了机票。piang...~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..biang... 12月 的 singapore.... everyday 下雨... 是不是global warming? 为什么这么冷?? then somemore snowcity 搬到 airport 了.... air con 冷到~~~~~~两手插进 pocket... 好冷... 我望着地上,看