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Only two weeks left! 2007-04-29 17:56:30 I almost didn’t renew this site and I probably shouldn’t have as I’m hardly ever blogging anymore. I guess it’ll be down next year when I’ve noticed everyone who has my e-mail address.
I’m taking shifts at the clinic for the other students so that they can take my shifts when my exam is coming up, but I’m starting to get really tired as I have rotations at school too (only two weeks left now!). And with Aurora requiring attention it’s absolutely non stop action from 6AM to 9PM. And that’s why I had decided not to go to the russ party at school on Friday. That didn’t really go as planned, but at least I had fun. I got my ass kicked by a capoiera guy, sang “Say You’ll Be There” Spice Girl style, and had a beer fight with Curly.
This weekend Aurora and I have been to puppy training, and she’s dead tired. The good thing is that I can see some changes in her behavior Now I just need to keep on training he
Feeling a bit reduced. 2007-04-14 22:10:41 Milan was great. Spent too much money, did a little sight seeing and had lots of pizza, pasta and ice cream. It was hard to leave Aurora, but I got daily reports so I knew she was fine Came home and was afraid she had forgotten me, but she was wild when she saw me
I currently have horse practice and I’m actually quite comfortable with horses now. The only downside with the horse clinic is that you stand A LOT and start at 7:30AM.
My birthday was spent with friends over for dinner and was great fun. Did even more celebrating yesterday at a school party. Took Karine from work with us, and it seemed like she had a great time. I, however, fell asleep with Curly during the party after discussing why I wouldn’t sleep with him. I’m a bit amazed that strangers care so much about what’s up with us. I also had to leave “early” at 4AM cause Aurora was home alone for the first time Read more:Feeling
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Stress! 2007-04-03 07:44:34 It’s Milan tomorrow! Kine is feeling better and Aurora is staying at Sunniva’s. I haven’t packed yet, and I’m starting to freak out again. Oh, I know it’s gonna break my heart to leave Aurora.. Sunniva is picking her up tonight as we’re leaving pretty early tomorrow, and then I won’t see her in 6 days!
A girl at college, who’s living with a girl I worked with yesterday, is at the hospital with infectious meningitis. It’s horrible, and the girl I work with had to leave to see a doctor and run some tests to see if she’d gotten it too. I haven’t heard anything, so I hope she’s okay.
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Finally some days off! 2007-03-30 19:10:59 So, finally a break from school. I celebrated with an 1 hour long nap and woke up with a paw in my face.
I handed in the assignment yesterday, and it felt really good. I was actually dizzy from stressing with the last pages. Oh, and I celebrated with a pizza and Aurora licked a slice. At least she has learned to sit now, and I’m trying to teach her how to not walk into me or others, or cars for that matter..
The trip to Milan might be in danger as Kine got something from the cows last week. They thought it might be salmonella, but it wasn’t, so we’re just hoping she’ll get well enough to go with me, cause I’m not going alone.
Oh, and I heard that I was Curly’s girlfriend today. That’s news to me. Read more:Finally
Aurora Belize. 2007-03-25 22:01:59 Aurora Belize
is here! She’s shy and sleeps most of the day, but loves being outside. She was scared of steps, but it seems to have passed now with the fear of people. She’s only met two other dogs, and at first she’s nervous, but after a second sniff she wants to play. And she licks everything and is a pica dog.
Ah!
More pictures can be seen here.
Oh, and about that really long name: When I got her I couldn’t think of anything but Aurora even though I knew it was too long, so that’s what I called her the first day. While writing on that damn assignment that’s due in a couple of days, I got to think of Belize as a name, and I love it. The only problem is that I got a little too attached to Aurora, so I call her both. Should be able to go over to Belize entirely, I hope.
Writing on the assingment and having a puppy makes my head spin. In the past three days I’ve eaten just a little bit more than I usually eat on one day. Read more:Aurora
Oh well.. 2007-03-19 23:54:38 Yes, I do know my blog is acting crazy, but that’s cause I’ve upgraded to WP 2.1.2. and can’t be bothered to fix it right now. The smileys are also being overintelligent popping up when they aren’t even supposed to..
I was on call all weekend, but nothing happened except yesterday night when they didn’t even bother calling me. Meaning that I could have gone to Lillestrøm to see my parents on Saturday, or go out cause it was St. Paddy’s Day. I did wear green, just cause I was texting with Simon, and he was being cute again.
At least I got to see my parents on Sunday, when they came over for dinner and met my roomies for the first time. It was so great to see them again, and I hate that can’t see them this Easter, and have to wait until June or something. I miss my family.
DOG! 2007-03-16 20:49:55 Ok, so the big news is that I’m getting a dog next Friday! I’m gonna have her for a week and see how it’ll work out with Dagfinn and everything, and then we’ll take it from there. I’m super excited, but I still haven’t found a name! I’m thinking Aurora, but I’m still not sure. I also need to get a lot of stuff like bowls, toys, food and whatnot. Now I just wish I had my own apartment and a roomie that wouldn’t mind looking after her when I’m at work. It’s first now that I realize just how many hours I’m away from home.
I met Maria yesterday for the first time in forever. We had dinner and dessert and talked for hours. I miss her!
What’s important to me right now.. 2007-05-13 17:26:06 It’s now 18 days until my final exam. I still have a week left on rotations, and I still need to write the last assignment. I’m starting to freak out as I feel I don’t know anything, and also cause I don’t have job waiting for me. So I said yes to a summer job at the college polyclinic for three months. I’ll mainly answer phone calls and I thought it’d be good to get some money as I don’t know what’ll happen after the summer. Then it hit me that this is supposed to be the best vet clinic in the country and I’m supposed decide, and know, who needs medical attention right away and who can wait.
My plan, if I didn’t get a job in Oslo, was to go to the UK and take some courses of behaviour problems in dogs. I’ll need to take Aurora with me as I’ll be gone for 3-4 months, so I’m now going through the rabies vaccination programme, which takes at least 6 months. Poor Rora, I’m not a fan of the idea of her on
Jobs and stuff 2007-05-20 04:03:50 Never even thought about it, but Disney has a song called “An actor’s life for me” (Pinocchio) and “A pirate’s life for me” (Pirates of the Caribbean). Useless information, I know.
I’m in my two weeks of preparing for The Exam, but I haven’t read a single line yet. I’m gonna start tomorrow, I swear. I need to have a couple of days off, cause I’m so damn tired of everything right now.
As for the job searching: I’ve only sent one more application, but I got an interview I just need some ink for my printer, and then the rest of my applications can be sent to various clinics in the area. And I’m gonna apply for a job in Bergen, too. Never been there, but my sister said she didn’t like it. But then again, she was very negative to me moving here too, so what does she know Read more:stuff
Mmm, McDreamy.. 2007-05-29 02:41:17 I slept so bad last night that you’d think it was me having the exam today. I’m baby sitting Ella for Sunniva while she has her exam.
I’ve found me a McDreamy
.. They never come without complications. Damn.
This is it! 2007-06-01 01:42:38 Yes, this is it. The moment I’ve worked for since I was 8 years old: I’m finally done with school! I’m a veterinary nurse.
The exam was horrible. I got the two worse subjects ever, the subjects that we all hated the most: Hygiene and immunology. Hor-ri-ble! Hygiene in itself isn’t that bad, but my exam was to clean up after a colic surgery on a horse. Yes, I got horse. I’ve said it since I started college, and damn wasn’t I right. I’ve never cleaned up after a surgery on a horse. Well, at least I passed. The oral exam was immunology, which actually was okay, cause we were mostly just talking about vaccines. And even though I had the feeling of falling (you know, like when you fall endlessly in a dream) through the entire practical part, I knew I had passed when I left the OR.
So, I celebrated with going to the movies with Sunniva and drool over Orlando Bloom. And today I’m gonna celebrate my day off with buying myself a TV antenna and a
You can stand under my umbrella 2007-06-09 06:17:16 So. It’s hot. Way too hot to do anything but lie around and do nothing, or maybe swim in the ocean.
The summer job is okay. I don’t get to touch a lot of animals, but I certainly help and that, at least, feels good. It super stressful though, and one of my co-workers has started smoking just because of that..
Today is our Candidates Ball at school, and only four of us are going, but I’m gonna have fun. I predict that I’ll be drunk before we’ve finished the first course, puke in the bushes and fall asleep behind the barn. Or something like that.
I can’t write anything about my McDreamy, or the other nick we have on him, cause I’m afraid he’ll read this. Not that I think he does, but it’s complicated enough as it is. I’m unhappily happy and I dunno what to do with myself. Read more:umbrella
Cursed. 2007-06-10 15:55:49 Ah, screw that!
Yesterday was the strangest day I’ve ever experienced.
First it was McSweety who sent me text messages that was not suited for his relationship status. And I was trying so hard to be the good girl, but the wine was getting the best of me and I’m falling so helplessly for him.
Then it was Curly aka McSlutface. Rumour said that he was dating this girl, but whenever I asked about it, he just denied it, and now he almost didn’t wanna admit that there ever was a girl, but I was really happy for him (and this was way before I had a thing for McSweety) if it was true. So we had a little chat about this girl and he said they weren’t even talking anymore. And I told him about McSweety, and he said I should stay away from him and I said that it was all or nothing for me, which he agreed was the right thing. So later usual thing happened: He made his move and I said no. And then I told him it was all or nothing, just for fun, but he didn’t get it.
Gloomy. 2007-06-18 00:16:49 We hung out more or less the whole day. We walked the dogs and bought snacks. He came over with two movies for us to watch, and I tried to tell him how badly I didin’t want to watch either The Ring or The Village, but he just laughed and said it was the perfect movies for a Sunday date. So we watched The Village and he held me in his arms through the entire movie. At least the parts we bothered to watch.
Then, after he left I got super depressed cause it hit me again that he’d never leave her and I’d be the one broken hearted. So I told him we had to end it before I fell too hard. He said he had already fallen for me, but it was a complicated situation. So I decided we should go back to how things were before, and this is where we are now.
If only things were different.. 2007-06-17 08:57:24 I’m so gonna pay for this. She might even kill me.
But I really like him. I mean, really, really like him.
What bothers me, among other things
, is that I’m not sure I’m getting to know the real him. I mean, everybody’s on their best behaviour at first, but still.. Maybe it’s the fact that I probably can’t trust him.
God, I like him. Read more:different
Am I in love with him? 2007-06-21 17:07:44 So this was a horrible day. Due to my semi insomnia and cause I have trouble eating, I just broke down and cried at work today. I was super stressed cause we were overbooked and was constantly trying to please everyone and do my job, and when I finally got a very demanding owner in to the vet, I just turned to Marit and said, with eyes filled with water: “I’m seriously gonna cry soon.” And I just sat down and another owner came up to me and said: “I don’t have an appointment, but..” and I just broke down cried right infront of the poor woman. Thank god she was a woman, that she didn’t get offended and that Marit took over.
Later I hung with McSweety. We barbequed and was just chatting when suddenly his girlfriend came home again. His mood instantly changed, and told me that they had argued yesterday and he thought it was going to an end. Then he went inside to talk to her, and they came out together and we all just sat there. I can’t eve
Stupid decisions. 2007-06-20 00:20:33 So that lasted for a day and a half.
It was pretty awkward when we first met again. I tried to distance myself to him, but it was all very strange. It got better after a couple of meets. Today, after work, we just hung out in the backyard, and suddenly he was holding my hand again, and couldn’t get myself to tell him not to. He kept saying he missed me and looked at me in that way that I had to restrain myself not to throw myself in his arms again.
We had a discussion through text messages about things, and I told him that I wouldn’t tell him to leave her and I couldn’t give him advice, he had to figure things out for himself. I got pretty tired of him and said that I didn’t want to be the person I was at the moment.
I had to go to a meeting for Dagfinn, and when I got back he made me dinner. It was pretty romantic, but I tried to pretend it wasn’t. Dagfinn came while we were there and commented to another neighbour that he didn’t know what we wer Read more:Stupid
Wondering about the day after tomorrow. 2007-06-24 16:04:21 Good evening, and welcome to the soap opera that is my life.
The last couple of days has been bliss, just hanging with him. Then when he leaves I always think about why the hell they still live together, what he has told her and what’s going on, and it makes me sick. Today is the first day in two weeks that I’ve had proper meals and actually has felt full for more than five minutes.
He’s incredible cute and sends me messages about how he miss me and wants to be with me and so on.
But the pink elephant is still there. I met her yesterday, and I was looking down to give her time to just pass by in silence, but instead she yelled: “HELLOOOO!” to me and smiled. She hates me. And she’s doing everything to make my life miserable. Not that I’m entitled to complain, but what the hell: I’m going to anyway.
So today I asked him if he wasn’t afraid that he’s throwing everything away for something that could last for only a month or s Read more:tomorrow
And theeen.. he freaked me out.. 2007-06-29 15:37:48 Yep, it’s another update of my oh so eventful life. I’ve managed to calm down now, but I expect them to at least have figured out of things by the time I get back from Harstad.
He kinda freaks me out. Okay, so he’s 10 years older than me, but still.. He wants to have kids. In the way that he wouldn’t mind if I got pregnant now. I thought it was worse than it is though, and he later said that because he works with kids every day, he doesn’t really need to have a baby now. And that’s very fine by me. In one way it’s good to be with a man that doesn’t freak out if you forget the pill, but this is way too soon to even have this conversation.
And then he started talking about living together. The subject came up since we’re both looking for another place to live, but still, it’s way to early to talk about that too. Although, I wouldn’t mind living with him, but that’s probably the crush talking.
And theeen he said th
Bad, bad romantic movie. 2007-07-06 07:07:28 It’s been a lot of ups and downs since last time. We almost had a fight right before I left Oslo, or, more like me not wanting to speak to him cause he still couldn’t get himself to tell her. During the next day I told him to stay away from me cause I can’t be the other woman and wait for him to finally move out. Then we both calmed down a bit, and actually ended up planning for him to come visit me here.
And he did. He stayed at he cabin with the entire family, and we spent the days like we’ve been together for always. His ex kept calling him and he missed his dog so much that he had to talk to her, apparantly. I tried to be brave, but he noticed that it bothered me. So we had a talk. The talk we planned to have so many times before.
He asked me if I knew what I wanted in life, and I said yes without telling him exactly what. He told me what he wanted and why it didn’t work out with him and his ex. And that when he met me he found everything he missed i Read more:romantic
, movie
Rapid changes. 2007-07-11 18:11:04 When things change, they change quickly..
The same day he left, he went to see his ex and the dog. I knew that when he left, and well, there wasn’t much I could say about that anyway.
At night I got a text from him saying that he knew he wasn’t supposed to write me, but he missed me and would fix things. I still wouldn’t believe him, but he said that he’d told his ex that he wanted out and all he had heard from her was that he had to understand that if it was so, then he had to give up the dog.
The next day he said that he wanted to live with me and I could think about it and tell him what I wanted when I came back to Oslo. I kinda said yes, but then I figured out that it meant that I had to wait for him and had doubts again. That night we had a mini argument, or again, more like me not wanting to talk to him. The next day we spoke on the phone and he said that everything was figured out now. He was going to have the dog every other week, he was going to call Read more:Rapid
, changes
Love. 2007-07-15 12:14:28 Before I even knew that he liked me, I said that if I’d get him, I’d never complain about not having a job or money ever again, cause I’d live on air and love.
He says I’m the girl he’s been waiting for.
Love and stuff. 2007-07-19 15:49:12 I told him about this site on the condition that he wouldn’t try to find it. Maybe I’m stupid, but I don’t want him to read about my thoughts.. Maybe later.
We decided to take it slow. Slow meaning normal boyfriend/girlfriend-beginning-of-a-relationship kind of speed. That’s what I wanted in the first place, so I’m relieved, although he confuses me with all this changing his mind. But we had a good talk yesterday, and today was just bliss.
Line is coming tomorrow, and we’re gonna go shopping, drinking and, I guess, be as silly as usual I’m really looking forward to this! Read more:stuff
Just like that. 2007-07-22 11:50:13 And just like that it was over again. And this time for real. One second everything’s great and he’s smiling at me and we’re laughing at something stupid, and the next second he’s distant and says he can’t do this.
I can’t handle this either.
He said he had meant everything and I said it didn’t matter cause he took it all back. And that was our last words to each other.
I don’t know if he’s staying in his apartment or not, but I’m desperately trying to find another place as soon as possible. Good thing I’ve got Aurora and my Harry Potter world to sink into right now. We were supposed to see HP5 today, but I guess I’m going alone.
Up, down, up and then down again. 2007-07-29 09:20:31 Yes, there have been many ups and downs lately. After last entry, he meant that I had misunderstood what he had said, and didn’t mean to break up. I can’t see what I read wrong, but we spent the next day together and everything was fine. Until he told me he couldn’t again and it was over again. After a few days he wanted to see me again, and he asked if he could stay at my place and asked me not to ask why when I looked puzzled.
So the next days were very good, except that he wanted to be alone a couple of times, which was okay by me cause I know he needs it. But today again he wanted to talk, and he told me he couldn’t do it, and he didn’t know if he ever could.
I’m such a fool to believe that everything would be okay, but I guess you live and learn.
It’s so strange, cause I hardly know him, but I want to spend the rest of my life with him. He said he wanted the same, but I guess he didn’t know what he was talking about, like all the
This time around. 2007-08-02 17:01:23 He suddenly turned around and wanted everything back again. I told him no, cause it’ll be like the other times we tried and he freaked out. So we argued for two days, and I cried my eyes out cause I really wanted to be with him, but I can’t just be around when he thinks it’s okay.
So I decided we should just be friends for a while for everything to calm down a bit, and for him to understand what he really wanted, and for me to be able to believe he’ll be there for me the next day.
But I missed him so much, and we met a couple of times, and this time I think he means it when he says he’s ready.
So we’re back together taking it extremely slow. I refuse to set foot at his apartment even though his ex is moving out very soon. Maybe it’ll work this time around.
Back again. 2007-08-14 09:55:56 I was in Maria and Norbert’s wedding in Germany last weekend and had such a blast! We had a bachelorette party on Thursday where we went out to a steak house and later to a bar. I had half a drink at the bar, but damn it was like drinking three or four drinks. Line and Hanne-Lill got super drunk and had a hard Friday. I managed, after several hours to get Line with me to Munich where we went shopping, but spent most of the time at McDonalds, drinking Coke. I was nauseus the whole trip, and I still don’t know why. I’m a little bit better now though, but not quite. Saturday was the wedding, and I must say, the best one I’ve been to. I only now realize just how boring Norwegian weddings are.
I guess I can let you know that my boyfriend’s name is Christian now, and he got a little bit inspired by the wedding and predicted that I probably was going to get married in 1-2 years from now.. I’m not convinced.
Came back to Norway yesterdayn it’s fina
Good. 2007-08-26 05:01:11 Things are good (knock on wood)!
I’ve started working at the polyclinic now and it really good so far. Never a day since I started veterinary nursing classes have I ever doubted that this is what I wanna do. Even with the lowish income.
Saw Dunderhonning with Christian yesterday. They’re really good, and it’s great to see how they’ve evolved. I still remember Tore playing in the bedroom giving me headaches
We’re taking the kids out today. Christian wants cowberries for his meaty dishes.. And later we’re going to see Die Hard.
It’s all good.
Phases. 2007-08-30 14:56:46 So.
I still can’t get entirely happy. Like, no worries and pink clouds and that sort of things. It’ll probably never be like it was in the beginning, but I guess we’re over that phase anyway.
New looks. 2007-09-03 14:25:19 I hated the last design for the waddler when I created it, but couldn’t get myself to change it until now. What I can’t understand is why the text is bold..
We’ve painted the walls in the living room and put wallpaper up on one of the walls. It looks much better now, but we still need a new bed, a couch and some shelves, plus a couple of other stuff. We’re going to Ikea tomorrow though, but as we don’t have a car we’re just getting some of the stuff we can carry home.
I’ve been sending texts with a well-known vet about a job, but I know that I really, really want to stay where I am.. The problem is that I’m not certain that I’ll have a job next year, and it would be great to at least know that I’ve got income for a year forward. Maybe I’m being stupid as it’s very hard to get a job as a vet nurse in Oslo, but I feel that I at least have to try.
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