Owner: Further Down the Bunny Hole URL:www.xanga.com/etherealprey Join Date: Wed, 28 Mar 2007 13:00:02 -0500 Rating:0 Site Description: the insane rants and ramblings of me, living life in nyc, cursing out those that appose me, mocking those clearly stupider, and making fun of life along the way. no censorship, no pink frills. just the way nyc is.... Site statistics:Click here
Monday, March 26, 2007 2007-03-27 00:39:31 My ferret Gwen died today. Rather she got really sick over the weekend, I didnt' know why. I took her to the vet today, first to one that was 24 hours, and supposedly good, but apparently didn't take ferrets. so they re-directed me to another vet at st.marks, where i hailed a cab and rushed over. I had hoped that they could take care of her. But instead they told me the worst. The vet seemed pretty knowledgeable, she was like your ferret is very sick and dehydtrated. She is pale and weak and frail. She told me that she was bleeding internally, and that was probably from lympthoma (sp?) and that it was cancer. they would do more tests to be exact but being that Gwen was 7 and that was pretty old for a ferret they didn't. the doctor was like yes we can give her treatment and medication and she was all for it if that's what I wanted. she also said that if we did that she would be in pain, she would not be happy. So I looked at Gwen and told her i was sorry that i couldn't help her. Read more:Monday
, March
Monday, March 26, 2007 2007-03-26 04:53:14 my spring break is over, my ferret is very sick, i'm so not fucking motivated to work on school or thesis. i've got other stuff brewing in the background, my wrist fucking hurts, and i have to go to class tomorrow. shit sucks. i'm surprised at the amt of ppl tell me to switch servers so i can see their lvl 70 character. sigh. i did start up a new character, a female tauren shaman, she's slow as all hell, and yes she's a spotted dairy cow, funny as all hell...feathermoon, where my lvl 70 friend is. Read more:Monday
, March
Tuesday, March 20, 2007 2007-03-20 14:58:46 today i did laundry and while i was taking my clothes out of the dryer this white guy comes in and takes people's clothes out of the dryer and putting them in the bins. I don't know how he knew which ones to pick but he took them out and put his clothes in. damn i always wondered why don't u wait a little. i remember that you're suppose to wait like 15 min before taking someone's stuff out, he just walked in went i need to dry my stuff and take someone's stuff out and throw his in. i hope at least that the stuff he took out was dry. damn white people...I really hate thesis, it is quite evil. I'm having a gripe with it right now. mostly because when i was presenting for my midterm i had this really annoying critic. normally i don't care and can handle bad critics, but this person was really annoying. annoying in the sense that when i bring up references to my thesis he googles it on his laptop. now that's really annoying and rude in a sense. you're totally not paying attention Read more:March
, Tuesday
Sunday, March 18, 2007 2007-03-18 02:02:03 i really hate stupid white people. i really do. i have no idea why white people are so dumb and loud. Do you want everyone to know you're a complete moron? i guess so. i swear everytime i take the LIRR home its filled with stupid white people. today was especially bad, being that a bunch of them who aren't irish went to the st patty's day parade and then went to the bars to get drunk. too bad they didn't puke their brains out and then get run over. they're loud and drunk on the train, no one wants to hear their pathetic conversations or their comments on life and who's a ho and who's not. no one wants to see some teenage white bitches dressed skanky wearing too much makeup talk about stupid shallow stuff on how some guy likes them or looked at them in class. Ugh. one college guy even said it, if you don't have anything to show put a damn shirt on! then you have the stupid couple sitting there arguing over stupid shit. yes your relationship is in trouble. you're both settling a Read more:March
, Sunday
Friday, March 16, 2007 2007-03-17 00:11:47 hello all, I am quite addicted to WoW. Currently I am an undead female warlock. I'm into the cannibilism part hee hee, level 5 right now, i love the imp i got. I'm currently in the underworld city. I have to say it's pretty addictive. let's all get together and kill some stupid humans!!!! Read more:March
, Friday
Friday, March 16, 2007 2007-03-16 01:07:26 strange day today. well not so strange. while eating at a resturant for late lunch today with my sidekick this guy decides to stop and try to talk to me in the weirdest way. He says starts rambling at first, saying how he just got a haircut and that his camera isn't working or something and needs to be fixed and then said if he could take my picture for something. What? yeah that's what I was like. It sounded more like he wanted to take a pic of me, fine, i said, fine go ahead. he said that there was something wrong with his camera and that it needed to focus on something, ok whatever. so then he starts taking a lot of pics and starts talking to me about stuff. whatever. then he gives me his card about contacting him for prints and stuff cause his camera, which used film. yes film, remember that old thing, so whatever. got his card. i see he's a real photographer. geez if he wanted to take my pic then just ask. weird converstaions are not ok. but his camera was a leica camera. as ol Read more:March
, Friday
Sunday, March 11, 2007 2007-03-12 00:10:08 at last i have let the last part of me still hoping for a futile situation die. i have let the hope in me for it to die. i have let that part of me die finally. i cannot say anything but that that part of me is dead and no longer exists. i close the book yet again, and now it will fade away into a blurred memory much like many things in my life. The current state of my life is no longer on pause. That part of me has died. I wonder if anyone will miss it. the greatest love song ever....i wonder if anyone else finds the beauty in this song besides me... Read more:March
, Sunday
Sunday, March 11, 2007 2007-03-11 14:35:19 i've realized that due to those damn midterms and stress and lack of sleep, i've realized that i've only been eating one meal per day which is really really bad. ugh. i gotta get back into the grove of things, i gotta eat more, i hate school, it's driving me insane. ugh...so tired...ready to sleep...ready to eat... Read more:March
, Sunday
Sunday, March 11, 2007 2007-03-11 03:10:55 300 was a bloody good movie. tons of gratitious violence, and some sex. hee hee. yeah i think it was well worth it. Read more:March
, Sunday
Monday, April 02, 2007 2007-04-02 04:38:54 The vet that I had taken Gwen to, sent me a sympathy card. It was nice of them to do so. It seems that my excessive crying in their facility along with my inability and anger to let Gwen go made an impression on them. Sigh. i do miss the little blonde princess. Eve is quite sad still, she is quite and looks around. She notices that she's gone. She realizes she's alone. I feel bad for her in a way. I wish Gwen was still here. i'm surprised that ppl seemed to care, and have sent emails and such about my loss. i'm surprised ppl care....I have given up hope on everything else. Eve is the older ferret too, she's 8. Whew she is a survivor...go Eve! Read more:Monday
, April
Saturday, April 07, 2007 2007-04-07 04:01:00 I am quite tired and annoyed. Frustrated and tired. sigh. my phone is totally freaking out on me, the screen doesn't work anymore, i can't call or txt anyone or see what anyone is txting me. totally useless, and this is just after i re-blinged it again. blah. thesis is stressing me out royally. i'm at that point where i'm trying to do my thing and everyone won't leave me the fuck alone to do it. i'm stressed and totally unhappy. ugh. there are far too many stupid tourists from hickville usa. far too many today. i'm read to kill them off slowly, that should stop inbreeding in the midwest. paper due again. i hate writing papers, i also hate the fact that i have to keep writing papers, i thought that was done in my undergrad how sadly i was mistaken. my ferret Eve is quite sad. she is alone now, she is not taking it well. i give her toys and treats, and wonder if that's enough but she seems sad...poor eve...but she is a curious and energetic ferret...still...the remote for my ille Read more:Saturday
, April
Monday, April 09, 2007 2007-04-09 14:18:03 I have reached that point where I just don't care anymore. I'm tired. I'm frustrated. I'm trying and yet I am abandoned. I am left to my own vices, I am left trying to come with a solution to that which has no answer. I am tired. I have given up all hope. I am ready to step off and fall and see what happens next because I have reached my last shred of sanity left. Let me fall to see what is there. why did the lead singer of fuel leave anyways? Read more:April
, Monday
Friday, April 13, 2007 2007-04-13 13:41:35 I've decided that after this person has failed me several times before repeatedly i might add, that i've decided not to keep this person as a friend anymore. seriously how many flake outs and retard moments can you have? And when I really depend on you and you flake out, you know what that says? you're A an idiot, B a total flake, C you just don't care or D all of the above. no more lame excuses. i gave you a chance and you still went back to your flakey ways. that's it. and even though everyone else makes fun of you, i laugh and understand why. I think I have too many magazine subscriptions now. Read more:Friday
, April
Sunday, April 15, 2007 2007-04-15 16:04:58 I am starting to get sick. alas right in the middle of thesis, this happens. damnit. god you totally suck... Read more:Sunday
, April
Wednesday, April 18, 2007 2007-04-18 03:55:39 so apparently the crazy guy that shot everyone in virgina tech was korean. whicih reminds me of the crazy koreans in my school. esp this one korean who is all pro korea, it's all about korean pride, she's rude as fuck to me, but totally nice and sweet to her fellow koreans. isn't that a bit rude and bias? that and the fact that she goes to church, korean churchm, what happened to love thy neighbor? Apparently it only applies to korean neighbors and fuck everyone else. anyways it got me thinking about how rude she is to me, how she never says hi or anything to me, unless the other koreans are around and she doens't want to look like a bitch, which she is. a 29 year old bitch that desperately wants to find a korean man to marry her. but i digress. whenever she talks to me its all aggressive, like why did u do it this way? why did u make ur presentation all cute? so much cuter than mine? geez sorry i guess my thing was cuter and everyone liked my presentation and not yours. suck it up Read more:Wednesday
, April
Saturday, April 21, 2007 2007-04-21 16:35:04 there's a reason why i hate Maxim Bakery. the one here in flushing is fucking retarded. mind you its along the way to the train station but the people inside are fucking slow and retarded as all fuck. i don't understand what's so hard about ringing people up. the girl at the register was slow and stupid. some lady asks her for an ice cube and that took 20 minutes. meanwhile me and this other lady are on line waiting, another lady comes and goes to the other lady at the counter who says no go to that lady i don't ring ppl up i just stand here. wtf? why is this bakery so crappy? i swear it's like wtf is wrong with you people. not only that she takes forever ringing up the other lady, and then another lady finally shows up to help her with the register. wtf? where were you 10 min ago? i couldn't believe how stupid they were and slow. i usually go to tai-pan but its farther away but their baked goods are so much better and they're faster and not retarded. god. maxim bakery sucks, do Read more:Saturday
, April
Friday, April 20, 2007 2007-04-20 14:39:30 Lately bc of a friend in aussieland, I'm totally into this Twitter thing. don't know why, maybe because of my phone now, note my blinged out razor killed itself and then i ended up using htis other phone, this old phone that flips out and has a keyboard. i can text like crazy now. sadly though it has no camera. sigh. so anyways i'm updating twitter more, not as much a she does, course i don't encourage stalkers, but whatever. most of the twitters involve me bitching about stupid ppl on the LIRR train. god why are people from long island so dumb? esp the white ppl? god they're loud and dumb. incredibly dumb. like last night, i was sittting there and this old white woman fat too,decides to sit next to me with her big bookbag. wtf? the train is crowded and ppl are freaking loud. so this lady, who is a FREAK starts calling everyone she knows in her cell phone, and not even that cause apparently she doesn't know how to use and opens up this notebook filled with numbers and starts dial Read more:Friday
, April
Friday, April 27, 2007 2007-04-27 03:17:16 I am quite tired these days, but there is light at the end of this long tunnel. at least i think it is or maybe it's an oncoming train...sigh...its almost over!!!!one thing i've noticed out here is that for some reason unknown to the rest of us in the universe but if ur in singapore and u have a blog that is ur ticket to stardom. like seriously. some girl just blogs all day and that's her job. she even has online blog fights with other singapore ppl who blog. wtf? what has this come to? are they that bored there? Have they nothing else to do? Is the internet that new there that when ppl blog it makes them famous? i dunno. it seems weird. some of them are really shallow, and some are just retarded. but the main fact is that they put up pictures of themselves and want the world to know about every detail of their life and get mad when ppl comment on their blog. go figure. i dunno. all i know is that hell i would blog all day if i could make it my full time job...but let's be realisti Read more:Friday
, April
Wednesday, April 25, 2007 2007-04-25 20:53:05 rain and more rain, first it's hot and now rain. go figure. anyways i found out my high school reunion was last weekend. i was far too busy with thesis to remember anything but thesis. so it passed and went. sigh. then i wondered how everyone looked like and what happened to them. myspace shows all and sees all and has pictures of people who haven't aged that well at all. damn that's why you wear sunscreen so you don't turn into rasin face! haa haa. but whatever. so i got all nostaligic and remembered back to high school. i remembered the people and the friends i had made and the good times we had. then i made a small realization. there is a girl at my current school parsons that reminds me of someone, i just couldn't remember who, and now I remember. she reminds me of this bitch i hated in high schoool. anyways now the girl at parsons hates me. strange is not? perhaps it is karma cycling through, i hated her in high school, and now another version of her shows up later and hates Read more:April
, Wednesday
Monday, April 23, 2007 2007-04-23 15:12:29 so last night as i stayed late in the lab working, course by the time i left everything was closed. so sigh i endd up getting greasy kfc. ugh. the guy who took my order was an idiot as always, and told me they didn't have this so i ended up getting a 2 piece meal with biscuit, that which took forever to get too. so then i get on the train. yes the lovely LIRR train, it was 12:14 and i'm sitting on the train tired and hungry. and suprisingly the train is crowded as well. wtf? its sunday. so there's this fat asian girl sitting across from me, she's stuffing her face with some kfc sandwhich. once she's done she starts staring at me eating like WTF? are you that hungry?! guess so, i was like wtf is this fat bitch staring at me for! she was wearing way too much eye makeup, her lashes were coated to the max with mascara and she had on too much liner, that and her foundation was cakey. ugh. and u have the nerve to stare at me? wtf. anyways so the fat pig then decides to take off her heel Read more:April
, Monday
Saturday, April 28, 2007 2007-04-29 00:47:58 two fat chicks on the fob bus were talking really really loud in english on the way back from chinatown to flushing. Ugh, it was pretty annoying. being that the bus is already filled with ppl talking on their cell phones and the radio on, and the ride is bumpy...anyways these two fat asian chicks, both look the same, long straight hair, fat, glasses, were sitting in the front talking about how slutty they would be, and how they wanted a spring fling and all this other shit no one cared about. thing is, on the fob bus, no one really speaks english or cares to listen to what you have to say, how sad. two fat chicks only outlet of making ppl think they're cool is on a bus of fobs...alas...how sad...too bad they didn't realize they were fat, and needed to loose some weight, maybe then ppl would acknowledge them more. haa haa... Read more:Saturday
, April
Wednesday, May 02, 2007 2007-05-02 04:19:23 Me me me me me me me me me me me....that's all I heard from this one girl yesterday in class. me me me me me me...all about her. everything she said was about her, and it kinda got annoying, mind you that the other 12 students in the class weren't so vocal about themselves and annoying either. yes we're all just here for you. we're all here to worship you and listen to talk about blah blah blah. reality check. no one really cares if u can't make it or not. no one really cares you're a moron and don't know what a startup folder is. and most of all no one cares about your project because it's really really lame...i mean cmon its a website...of all things in the world..that's pretty lame...so no one cares about you...awe...so stop with the me me me me me me...everyone just shuts up when u open ur mouth...and the monster that hides around the school kidnapping and brainwashing innocent villagers, looks more bloated and fat these days...could be those high waisted jeans and granny Read more:Wednesday
Friday, May 04, 2007 2007-05-04 04:08:01 checked out the lesportsac sample sale today. i went at the wrong time. around lunch when all these ugly old women wearing too much makeup and perfume were. that and annoying girls who were so airheaded and bimboy. nonetheless i stood on that long line for 45 min and then when i got inside they didn't have any tokidoki! WTF! The flyer and email both said it would be there, course when i got there, there wasn't any! WTF?! they had all the other crappy bags there, nothing that I wanted, complete waste. course all these older woman were snatching up all these bags for some reason, damn is it xmas shipping already? anyways thesis is killing me as always...sigh.... Read more:Friday
Tuesday, May 08, 2007 2007-05-08 12:49:09 say spiderman friday. ugh, kristen dunse is SO annoying. totally ruined the movie, please shut up and die. or at least something along those lines. the other blonde who's realy a redhead that dyed her head blonde was annoying as well, an airhead yes, but really didn't need to be in the movie you know? anyways it seemed like they treated this movie like it was the last, tied up some ends and cleaned up some stuff, but they had too many subplots going on, but whatever. itw as ok, but hell they killed off a main character. wtf? you need that character there! it's for conflict. you need conflict, otherwise it'd be some lame ass movie, which it was reaching towards. too many damn annoying kids in the theatre, it's not march of the penguins people. ugh. two more days....ugh....chelsea show soon.... Read more:Tuesday
Thursday, May 10, 2007 2007-05-10 23:51:02 I am done with thesis and I am done with all you ugly ppl! yes esp you the ugly one! HA! Read more:Thursday
Monday, May 14, 2007 2007-05-14 13:13:21 Done with classes. check. graduation this friday. time to get a dress. get a manicure/pedicure, get hair done, and maybe a massage...and yes time to do some major shopping. time to be a girl again...i spent sunday in an old diner in jersey...hee hee....helping my teacher with a film she's doing....that and we went to some weird flea market where anything and everything was up for sale...that's the non working diner with no bathroom...sigh... Read more:Monday
Friday, May 18, 2007 2007-05-18 03:05:08 dept graduation today. the bitchiness of some people come out and never cease to amaze me. and in about 12 hours it'll be time for the big graduation complete with black trash bag garb. lately i've been noticing this monster of a creature staring at me. *shudders* could it be that she has realized that even though she puts on a skirt she's still a hideous creature that no one wants to be around? or it could be i'm not as fat as she is. hee hee...time to be bad.... Read more:Friday
Monday, May 28, 2007 2007-05-27 19:02:16 today has been a strange day to say the least. we were goign to meet up for dinner with the koreans today but i didn't get an email but i did get a txt from one of them staying it was a rooftop bbq. ok. so i txt her back like hey should i bring something? she's like yeah...i go cake and soju? she's like yes! so ok i go get some cupcakes for her. i txt her for where it is, and she tells me the addy, and i wonder when did she move right? she's like east village. er ok. sounds good. so i go there, there's no one i recognize, i call my friend and go dude i think i'm at the wrong place. i don't know anyone here. she goes what are u talking about? she finds me and i turn around and its not her. i'm like WTF? turns out that somehow we had each other's numbers some how, we had almost the same names as the ppl we thought we were txting. it was really weird, i was like er aren't u jinny? no i'm janny. i'm like er ok. i thought it was a typo error. but anyways she was cool and she sai Read more:Monday
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