Owner: Of Foolish Wisdom, Moonshine and Melancholy URL:http://voice-in-the-water.blogspot.com Join Date: Fri, 16 Mar 2007 13:39:26 -0500 Rating:0 Site Description: A blog of reflections and philosophies, often containing the moonshine of hope, tainted with melancholy from the author's past. This is the blog of a hopeless romantic, a cynical bitch, and a scientific philosopher. Site statistics:Click here
Disease 2006-11-27 09:07:00 Feels like you made a mistakeYou made somebody's heart breakBut now I have to let you goI have to let you goYou left a stainOn every one of my good daysBut I am stronger than you knowI have to let you goNo one's ever turned you overNo one's triedTo ever let you down, Beautiful girlBless your heartI got a diseaseDeep inside meMakes me feel uneasy babyI can't live without you Tell me what I am supposed to do about itKeep your distance from itDon't pay no attention to meI got a diseaseFeels like you're making a messYou're hell on wheels in a black dressYou drove me to the fireAnd left me there to burnEvery little thing you do is tragicAll my life, oh was magicBeautiful girlI can't breatheI got a diseaseDeep inside meMakes me feel uneasy babyI can't live without you Tell me what I am supposed to do about itKeep your distance from itDon't pay no attention to meI got a diseaseI think that I'm sickBut leave me be while my world is coming down on meYou taste like honey, honeyTell me
Blog! 2006-11-27 08:04:00 You Are 83% PerfectionistYou're a total perfectionist. So go ahead and congratulate yourself on a "perfect" score.The truth is, everyone is sick of living up to your standards. And you're probably even sick them yourself.「おわり」~+~
Ramblings 2006-11-27 00:46:00 One, I'm slightly annoyed that in this subject, I don't get the grade I deserve.Maybe if I revealed more about my personal life in that requirement where everyone else divulges issues about themselves so I'd get a better grade?!Let's start.I have these tendencies to hurt myself when I'm angry.I also tend to hate the authority when I see that he/she is violating my personal space.「おわり」~+~
Long Day 2006-11-24 02:11:00 It's sitting by the overcoatThe second shelf, the note she wroteThat I can't bring myself to throw awayAnd alsoReach she said for no one else but you,Cuz you won't turn awayWhen someone else is goneI'm sorry 'bout the attitudeI need to give when I'm with youBut no one else would take this shit from meAnd I'm soTerrified of no one else but meI'm here all the timeI won't go awayHey it's me and I can't get myself to go awayReach down your hand in your pocketPull out some hope for meIt's been a long day, always ain't that rightAnd no Lord your hand won't stop itJust keep you tremblingIt's been a long day, always ain't that rightWell I'm surprised that you'd believeIn anything that comes from meI didn't hear from you or from someone elseAnd you're soSet in life man, a pisser they're waitingToo damn bad you get so far so fastSo what, so longReach down your hand in your pocketPull out some hope for meIt's been a long day, always ain't that rightNo Lord your hand won't
rants and rants 2006-11-23 07:07:00 Somehow, I have this want to help but now, I’m not sure if I should.If I help him, either I’d simply have a good time and perhaps really be his friend or I’d be involved in the vengeance he has stored for someone he can’t forgive.If I don’t help him, I’m not sure of what will happen both to him and to me. All I can be certain is that his state could get worse.*.*~+~+~+~When you don’t know what to do, things sometimes go wrong.When you don’t know where you stand, you won’t know whether you’re sinking in the quicksand or on the line of fire.~+~+~+~I don’t want to cuss or hurt somebody that’s why you don’t see me backstabbing or saying stuff about other people. But the fact that everyone else is doing it is tempting me. Even more of a but is that if I do gossip, people would target me and blame me over and over.You, scheming conniving progeny of lactating canines!!!~+~+~+~There is a growing need for the establishment of more mental institutions in this country. T Read more:rants
Fate's Hand 2006-11-17 01:21:00 Fortune smiles on the once unfortunate.「おわり」~+~
Truth In Lies 2006-11-15 00:50:00 The stupidity of the world is starting to upset me again.「おわり」~+~ Read more:Truth
I Can't Rebel, therefore I rant 2006-11-15 00:42:00 The thing with hoping for something you want to do with your life is that there is an uncertainty that you can't have it. And you can't have what you want to do with your life because what you want sometimes depends on other people. In the end, you fear what you want not coming to pass. In my case, it's the cotillion. Had it not been for my date who's been banned from entering the school, and the lack of professional and gentleman-ly male students of this batch, I would probably be part of the performance. And had it not been for that selfish and egoistic educator, I'd probably get the help I needed and asked for from Ma'am David. At some point, I have the right to say that life sucks because it's interdependent on other lives. But when you think about it, you don't need that ____ing interdependence to enjoy some passions in life. Like singing. Though, you can't really perform for a class production unless they approve... 「おわり」~+~ Read more:Rebel
An Open Letter 2006-11-11 15:27:00 You know, I'm afraid of you in the sense that you can see right through me and my weaknesses. At the same time, I don't want to run away from my fear because I have something to be thankful about. And thanks to this childish gratitude, I can't just watch and stand by and let the person who's guided me out of the cave die earlier than he's supposed to.「おわり」~+~ Read more:Letter
Of Robots, Musicians and Philosophers 2006-11-11 04:43:00 Of Robots, Musicians and Philosophers
Though they resemble human beings in appearance, with eyes that sparkle when happy, and tears that fall when in sorrow, there's nothing really human about them.He programs his every move like a hacker breaks into the system. Best be no traces left but you know he's been there.With the calm disposition of a musician before his performance, he leaves his audience with hearts moved by his presentation.He thinks way too ahead of the game, that I, trying to follow in pursuit, fail to do so.「おわり」~+~
Of Follies and Fallacies 2006-11-08 00:57:00 Of Follies
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We had a bull session in class. Homeroom. It's a good thing that Ms. R was more or less liberal about things. The last adviser I had was more biased against me. It was degrading for my mental health.But I have him to thank because I wouldn't be close to o9 if it weren't for him.Anyway, hardly half the class said anything. But the some of the people who had to say something were people who just had to proclaim how perfect they were. Not literally of course, but the way they said it just goes to show that people can't accept being wrong at times. Especially when they're just going against one person with a strong defense mechanism built only to equate the defense mechanism they have formed because of number and ego.High school is the time when people are at their worst.「おわり」~+~
>>> And I Scream 2006-11-04 08:59:00 I don't wanna feel all emo but as of now, I feel that way...Ah.:Bang:\\Anyway, when you enter a room full of people yet giving off an awkward air, the first instinct is to not enter that room. But what if you have to? What if you must because it's required? And you have to do that every single day until the end of the school year.This is the question I've been living with for the past few months as a part of my class.When you know you don't belong, automatically you just let them be and try to be part of it all. You don't contradict and go against their system plainly because they're the majority.But I just did the opposite of that. I let them be and tried to be part of it.Of course I was different. Perhaps far too different. For them to relate in case anyone's reading, my deviation from the mean was too far off to be accepted. I could have dealt with that, having not to be a part of them, had it not been for my disabilities which required their help.I could have just been s Read more:Scream
Um... No Chance Yet 2006-11-04 06:48:00 Apparently, there's no chance of what I'm hoping for. But my current situation is starting to grow on me. Slowly, yes but it's still growing. I hope that this doesn't lead to any danger on my part.May this end not in a fairy tale neither in a tragedy nor a comedy.~+~+~+~Grades need improvement. Mostly out of the danger zone but I need to work harder「おわり」~+~
Silence. 2006-11-02 09:46:00 For now I don't want to loseI don't want to give inTo my angerTo my hatredTo these emotions which drive me to killTo the hurt they themselves are causing yet questioning「おわり」~+~
Random Thought 2006-10-26 15:11:00 You know the feeling when you care for someone in a way that is no longer love but form of caring evident because that person means something but is neither in the form of infatuation or deep friendship or love?「おわり」~+~ Read more:Random
And Now? 2006-10-14 10:11:00 Maybe I'm just a little dazed from everything that's been happening. It may be some joke that he was hitting on me...And i'm the creator of a joke, giving him an illusion of reciprocation「おわり」~+~
An Open Closed Letter 2006-10-12 18:07:00 An Open-ClosedLetter
[excerpted]"If you told me you liked me instead of tripping on me, I would have actually fallen by that time.Almost everything was in place and come to think of it, I intended on taking the opportunity to tell you something...Yes, ________________, I was already infatuated.But when you did that, everything build up by mechanics and simple electronics failed.Yet, I'm left with a question as to how I really feel about you..."「おわり」~+~
Contemplation 2006-10-04 02:15:00 Last night and during the "weekend," I spent the time contemplating and analyzing things. To sum it up, I came to the following conclusions:Perhaps I'm wrong to judge them as they were wrong to judge me... Either way, there's no point blaming everything on everyone just because they do the same to me. "If you want something done right, don't expect anyone to do it for you. Better that you do it yourself." The same applies with them. I'd better make the move. It's not that i'm humbling myself... I just don't like what their doing and the best way to deal with this is pretense.In exchange for getting past all the pains of my childhood, I grew up too early. But that childhood suppressed yearns to be released... I have to find the right middle of things to prevent further damage.I have inability to forgive... A reality that I've seen but accepted only now.Immaturely-mature/Maturely-immature. An adjective I've used and a part of my personality embedded to prevent things from spilli Read more:Contemplation
And How Does This Matter? 2006-09-23 13:22:00 in less than two weeks, i'm already 16... hahaIt's not that I don't want to be 16. So much nice stuff has been said about it but for me, won't it just be the same as being 15, 14, 13 or 12 minus the angst? So initial plan is that I won't celebrate my birthday save for a lunch/dinner treat for me and my friends....10.06.90and to think after my birthday, i'm taking my periodic exams... XP「おわり」~+~
Just For Me, For Now 2006-09-16 08:26:00 There so much I want to say right now but I won't for some good reasons...For the support several people have given me to reach some dreams of mine, I'm eternally grateful... [especially the most recent ones]For the guidance of people from whom I least expected it from, all the more I'm indebted.~+~+~+~To capture a moment is different from a simple click of the camera's button.To make art from capturing that special moment in time is even more profound in meaning.To tell someone about a history through that not-so-simple act makes photography all the more worth while.~> that's why [...]「おわり」~+~
First Entry 2006-09-16 07:01:00 Of all Blogspot blogs I have, I'll be keeping only this one active as this happens to be my ComSci 3 requirement [yes, as applications for Adobe Photoshop, HTML and JavaScript, we have to blog].So... Unlink all other blogs and add this one instead!「おわり」~+~ Read more:First
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Writer's Block and Other Things 2007-03-26 12:24:00 As of this point in time, I suffer from what people would dub as the writer's block. For some reason, I seem to be uninspired, restless, or at the very least, out of focus. I'm either simply rereading some chapters of The Lexus and the Olive Tree by T. Friedman or playing Hackits trying to figure out something there or simply chatting with whoever is online on my Y!M list.Ah! This is the part I dislike about summer vacation. It's the time before the good stuff happens.Or, it is that I can't think of a challenge to write something about boredom.~+~+~+~There are just days when I could just wish that it would just stop. But it won't and it never will so I might as well face it.There's always the option of eliminating the source of the problem, though.「おわり」~+~ Read more:Writer
Another Reunion... Almost 2007-03-27 12:51:00 This may be one of those rare occasions that I would discuss details of my life here so you can have fun picturing the events in your mind or just skip... =))~+~+~+~I spent today at Greenbelt with my barkada from seventh grade. Ana wasn't there so... :(Anyway, we met at Starbucks at 6750, looking conspicuously suspicious amidst the neckties and the blazers and the iBook's and all that. Strangely enough while waiting for Noelle and Michael, a Caucasian sitting on the table adjacent to mine was trying to get me to chat with him. I guess I didn't dress up to look 16. O.OLunch at Cafe Breton, Noelle's idea, was fine had it not been for the waiter staring at me. O.O Perhaps that was the result of another failed attempt of mine to try and dress up as a girl. Next time, I should go out as a transvestite. :PSince our tickets for 300 were for much later in the day, we just tried to kill time at Powerbooks discussing stuff like the old times. Of course, I can't relate to half of what they' Read more:Almost
Advertisements and Words of Thanks 2007-03-27 12:38:00 First of all, I would like to thank Jejomar Bongat for sponsoring this activity and for this blog ranking in 3rd for Week 1 of the TNBA.It's a simple thought concocted from a grandiose idea to shed some light on what Pisay can offer the world and it has gone as far as this. Through Taking Notes Blog Awards, blogs of PSHS students are read, voted for and given distinction, as well as credit for their ideas shared by and to the world.For more details please visit Taking Notes at Wordpress. (^^,)Of course, thanks also for helping in increasing the traffic flow. X3「おわり」~+~ Read more:Advertisements
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Summer 2007-03-30 13:57:00 Summer is that time of the year to celebrate the triumph and the conquest of the previous school year for students and a time to relax for pretty much everyone else. It's supposed to be a time to relax and enjoy the absence of staying up late, working on assignments procrastinated, exams, and other things. But of course, too much of something is bad so here I go.As of today, officially 19 days already of summer, I feel tired of it.Yes. I need my commission work. I need the money I get from it, which arrives in May. I need to use my brain. I cannot live off sudoku alone. I have to get out. Damn. I forgot that the nearest decent library is in UP. Gah! I cannot blog all summer long as excessive ranting is detrimental to my moral values [yes, it is].Point: I need something to do. April 9 is so far away!!!!Swimming is an option denied to me. It's not because I can't swim. When I was a kid, I was even enlisted into a couple of competitions but ever since my clavicular fracture last year, Read more:Summer
Remembering 7th Grade 2007-03-31 12:00:00 This is what blog hopping does. Kids, do not try this to test your sanity *cough* or what's left of it.This part will be short and simple as these sentiments do not deserve the spotlight of the Internet.~+~+~+~I've read a friend's blog on his brother's graduation. Well, all of a sudden, I began to recall my own graduation, on that stage addressing my schoolmates for the last time. Then much later in his post, I was mentioned, not with my name, but with what I was once was.And it was a straight slap on the face. To remember how I've taken the easy times for granted. To see that I couldn't be grateful for what I once had and how I'd feel so bad on what I didn't have was a memo on the frivolities of being thirteen. Maybe it's not being thirteen that is the issue but perhaps, it was being in Grade
School being airy-fairy, juvenile and such.Lastly, to forget that I was never alone to face whatever tribulations on the way, that God was always there to listen, that I had a family I Read more:Remembering
I'll be short and simple on this one 2007-04-02 12:32:00 I've spent this school year on living in misery, taking a crash course in a breakdown which may occur at a far more inconvenient time in this early life. So now, I come to justify with the prior statement what I've done.Moving on, I would like to indirectly thank several people [though this is really overdue XP] who have helped me get through this school year and for the memories. To these people, you know who you are... XPFor being the best class adviser, especially at this point in time. For the listening ear and the open mind.For returning my interest in a subject I seem to take for granted, as well as for the times.For *cough* reminding me of the importance of research skills and good work ethics.For the times we'd spend after class, talking about anything under the sun and for being there when I needed you most. And well, for being you :3For the great anime references, for increasing my awareness of reality, the world, life and pisay. For being a great ate, in many more ways th
Bored again. 2007-04-04 07:00:00 I haven't been up to anything lately. Perhaps light reading and blog hopping - but none else. This is the result of the absence of work:Name quizzes: What Your Name Means? And for my results: my i.phRecent downloads: Anime - Naruto Shippuuden. Manga - Kakashi Gaiden, Angel Sanctuary, Black Cat. Music - ;)Recent reads: Maya by Jostein Gaarder, Mythology by E. Hamilton [c/o Powerbooks], The Iliad by Homer, Thus Spake Zarathustra, by Friedrich Nietzsche, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll [all c/o Project Gutenberg]Cooking. Wow. I never thought that would come out of me but I cook my own breakfast now. I'm learning how to cook leche flan. ;D No accidents so far. =))"Let's conspire to re-ignite all the souls that would die just to feel alive." Late nights OL?And this is why bored mad scientist[s]/writer[s]/artist[s]/philosopher[s] are not supposed to be bored. :))Life begins at April 9.「おわり」~+~ Read more:Bored
Boredom | Musical Rant-ations 2007-04-06 07:52:00 This time, I decided to change my blogskin. Not that I have anything against the previous one, but since I'll be busy this summer, as well as in the incoming school year, I might as well invest on a skin I know I can read properly, no matter what screen resolution I may use.But of course, the absence of reasonable thought is something I didn't account for.So now I shall rant about the quality of songs / the music industry / how overrated music[ians] have become nowadays. This is the product of the lack of productivity. You are free to spam/flame/et al but you really have to read this first. Are we clear? Good.~+~+~+~Lately, I've been taking a daily dose of music videos, modern music and the like and I have to say that I am disappointed at both the musical quality and the lyrical quality of the songs. And when I say I am disappointed, it's an understatement.Now I didn't primarily target every single artist/band/group who has had a music video/recording contract when I thought of th Read more:Boredom
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