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New digs yo! 2007-03-14 21:58:00 So I redid this layout yet again, and I am soooo diggin it, are you diggin it? You know you are just shut your mouth, and go googley eyed. LOLI really need a life, oh wait I do have one, I better get back to it before they forget me. did I mention I am waaaaay to wired on caffeine? now mixed with bad sleep, it works wonders for energy, you just find out you don't move a whole lot, but you are ready for absolutely anything, and want to do everything, but why the legs are so heavy and things are going so snaily slow, is beyond me. I finally got around to getting pics of my tattoo. Here it is:Mind you it is still not done, I am getting the rest done actually this weekend, my tat has finally healed enough to finish things up, I hope he does a better job this time, I like it, but it does need work, the shapes will be shaded, the wisps will be corrected, and maybe a bit of color here and there throughout it. The picture makes it look crooked but really it's not, I just didn't get the righ
The Seven 2007-03-14 07:02:00 WRATH.1. Who did you last get angry with?my brother2. What is your weapon of choice?Words, no evidence can be found.3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?I have before, I would do again if need be.4. How about of the same sex?Sure whoever it is, I can defend myself5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?Not anyone that I can recall..6. What is your pet peeve?that freaking word... pet peeve... stupid. 7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?It takes awhile, a few days depending on the situation.SLOTH.1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't?Slept.2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?My boys are early risers so 9pm when G lets me sleep in. lol.4. What is the last lame excuse you made?There is no excuse ma'am. LOL5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?Sure have the one about the knives, some cool stuff right there..6. When was the last time you got in a good workout?Um, I don't do it on purpose i Read more:Seven
Wasps are coming back 2007-03-14 05:41:00 I have wasps, every summer, it gets like WW3 Wasps vs. my family, and any poor soul that walks around my home. They are vicious buggers and a lot of them we fight them all summer long and they are ruthless, always coming back , not dieing, or whatever the hell they do, I think they have nine lives.In other news, my father goes into the hospital tomorrow, for we don't know how long, no worries, he seems to be fine, but the shakes I mentioned before have got to the point where they are unbearable for him. It gives him so much pain, he can't deal with it anymore, so they are admitting him into a cuckoo hospital for cuckoo and addicts, although he is not really either, but the OTC drugs he was on for so many years really messed him up, and the trying to get off of them on his own has not been easy. He lost that battle now, but hopefully this means he is on a better track in his life. That makes it on my list of Why I don't take medications.My auntie is still dealing with her mothers dea
One in a Gazillion 2007-03-13 06:54:00 I have a star! Because of this, it lead me to here and I named a star. Here is my little certificate rendered in photoshop because, the darn site wouldn't work when I clicked the link to view my own, so I made my own off a model from a blogger named Presurfer. The name is a combo of my boys names or nicknames, a crazy name, but it works. :)
Feeling oh so old... 2007-03-12 19:51:00 My Boo turned three this last week, and we had the whole party shabob with just ourselves, and it was awesome. I can't believe he is that old already and tonka turns two in a few months, it's all insanity, they grow up so darn fast. Not much else going on really, I just pimped my myspace page, so check it out with the links on the left. I am beginning to hate my pointless posts, I think I shall write with more effort and purpose from here on out..maybe, just maybe...chow! Read more:Feeling
Lost muse, please return if found 2007-03-11 06:05:00 Yup lost it so enjoy this from this site. We each have within ourselves the ability to shape our own destinies. That much we understand. But, more important, each of us has an equal ability to shape the destiny of the universe. Ah, that you find more difficult to believe. But I tell you it is so. You do not have to be the leader of the Council. You do not have to be king or monarch or the head of a clan to have a significant impact on the world around you. In the vastness of the ocean, is any drop of water greater than another? No, you answer, and neither has a single drop the ability to cause a tidal wave. But, I argue, if a single drop falls into the ocean, it creates ripples. And these ripples spread. And perhaps - who knows - these ripples may grow and swell and eventually break foaming upon the shore. Like a drop in the vast ocean, each of us causes ripples as we move through our lives. The effects of whatever we do - insignificant as it may seem - spread out beyond us. We may nev
Good god I write a lot 2007-03-09 01:40:00 I am glad bloggers like to read or else they would get tired of me, oh wait, that's what is happening, I just need to stop writing completely. LOL Nah I could never stop writing, if I didn't have a computer, I would write in my journal most likely not near as often though, considering I type faster then I handwrite but it would get done. I am seriously enjoying watching my children grow into who they are, everyday there is something a little different about each one. I am honored to have the opportunity to watch them grow. As hard as it is to be a mom, especially a stay at home mom, and still growing myself, well it's worth all that is tossed my way. There are things about me now that would not ever be if I had not had them, consider the following: The sixth sense, utilizing that with the blood curling scream that is not a temper tantrum, but an in pain sort of scream. Only a parent can tell the difference. The super sonic hearing, in times, where they have snuck into the fridge gra
Little moments like that 2007-03-09 01:01:00 I have completed my list of memorable moments from my trip for me to enjoy and for you to well whatever ya want. 1. This is probably the funniest memory. I was coming in from outside at my auntie's home, because ya couldn't smoke inside, and I opened the door to enter, looked to my right, and seen my uncle billy kind of swinging his hips in a funny seductive like way to Ann. He looked up and he was so embarrassed. It was friggin hilarious. Bad thing was my auntie wasn't even paying attention, she missed out on the whole little dance thingy he did for her, I had to go wash out my eyes with bleach.2. Seeing my father for the first time. Giving that bag of bones a huge hug, and seeing the biggest smile I had seen on a man since G got his bronco. 3. Seeing the holocaust memorial, that was so neat, whoever came up with that idea to display it that way, deserves many kudos, and gets a gold star from me. 4. Private moments on the phone and webcam/chat with G. Need I say more?5. Hearing my
Mr. Clean and then some 2007-03-09 00:35:00 One thing I have yet to mention about me being away was that it completely threw G in a loop. This guy was exactly like my title says. Everything in the whole house was cleaned and clean all week. It was insane. He of course had no problem keeping up with all the things, and even mentioned to me how easy it was for him. Yeah that's great and all, but now I am finding myself slipping into the best house cleaner around. Things have been kept this clean since I arrived back home, and I can't stand it not being clean. I think it is my subconscious kicking in, and hell I know it keeps the hub happy, so I can't complain. I kept on complimenting him while I was away at how good of job he was doing, because I realized I don't compliment that fella enough. He deserves it, he treats me good. I can live with it. lol.I am really enjoying my little space here, I think I have hid it well from my auntie or anyone else, even though anyone stumbling across this page, could very well know it was me, Read more:Clean
I saw your picture today 2007-03-07 15:31:00 I found something when I was on my trip, I am not sure exactly what it was, but I am not the same. I wasn't the same being there either. I was not shy or nervous with anyone or anything. That is a huge shocker for me, and even anyone who knows me. I was able to strike up convo with anyone, and even get a few laughs out of them all. I think it may have been because anyone who I already met, talked enough for two people at 100mph, and max volume, but it was awesome. Everything felt so comfortable and natural. When I arrived at my aunts house my father was there waiting for us. I walked into the door turned to the left and there he was, the only thing I could think of saying was, long time no see. Then I gave him a big hug. He is a really incredible guy. He is going through a lot right now, withdrawals from his prescriptions that he has been on for some good 10 years now or more. The reason being is that the medicine's he was on was giving him some serious side effects, so with the docs
What was she thinking? 2007-03-07 06:55:00 I have so much to blog about, so I am just going to do a little at a time here and there. This post's topic is...What was she thinking
?It involves a little thing I like to call rotten rosebud. This little rotten rosebud, thought she could ask to invite herself over to my home, knowing full well I wasn't there, right. Well G said no of course. (I trained him well) The hint was not taken. Rotten rosebud, practically stalked him online whenever I was on chatting to him and the kids via webcam throughout the week. She kept insisting that my boys needed a playmate. Um ok, does she not know how many I have? I have three, they are eachothers playmates. I find it totally crawling under my skin that she would offer to do something like that knowing full well I wasn't home, and she had never offered to come over before this, at least a couple months ago I think is when I last seen her. The icing on this crabby cake, is that she has a huge thing for G. They dated, if you can call it that back
Just click to view 2007-03-07 02:17:00 Just a teensy bit of pics I threw togethor. :)Make your own | Click to playor click the click to play link below to view.. :) Read more:Just click
Home Sweet home 2007-03-06 23:18:00 I finally made it back, as hard as it was to leave, it was so sweet to get home. The boys were sleeping last night when I came in so I woke up to "Mommy! Mommy! You are home!. I got the three biggest hugs ever, it was awesome. I only got about 4 hours of sleep last night, so I am dragging some chains today, Call me the living dead girl if you may. lol. I was too busy and wired to sleep last night. hehe.I would have more pics of things, but my auntie copied the cd's wrong so they are blank, I am waiting on a zip file from her, so I could share some of the things she captured, the things I captured are on regular film *gasp* I know lol, but my digital cam was not working at the time.Ah I am exhausted, it is going to take me a week to get my body back to normal. chow! Read more:Sweet
Farking airlines 2007-03-05 03:20:00 So the flight originally scheduled for today was moved until tommorow..They saaaaid they called to notify via auto machine to our home, but noone recieved it, and no email was sent, so we had no clue going down there that it had been canceled, I was furious, but this time tommorow I will be almost home, so I guess it aint that bad. so tommorow I will finalllly see my babes. :)
one more day 2007-03-03 18:24:00 one more day and I am home! as much as fun as it is to be here, it is so exxciting to be home again. I miss my babies and my G, and my online peeps. More pics to come soon, maybe on monday when i am all settled in and whatnot. I hope you all are taking care of yourselves, and all that mushy stuff..lol
Pictures 2007-02-28 23:48:00 whee! finally go some pics here, the short way to explain it all is my bro is the one in the hat, my father is not, and my auntie, wll she ain't me, so you can figure out who she is. I am having a blast, oh the one of me in that crazy hat and glasses, was just me having a little fun, and ya know I don't think I look half bad, how sad. LOLAnyhoo in to the pics here:I will post more as soon as I can. :)I miss the internet hehe.. Read more:Pictures
Safe and almost sound 2007-02-27 14:18:00 I made it, the flights were ok, but my ears hurt like hell with each landing, I still cant hear fully through one ear, but it doesnt hurt anymore. I hope you all taking care of yourselves. I am having fun, I met my father, he is awesome. :) I will write more when I can today I meet my bio mom, and the rest of the family.chow!
Raining bunnies and gerbils 2007-02-25 17:35:00 Goodness the weather today is horrible, well it was this morning. It looks like it is trying to clear up now, I hope it does. Here where I live we always have wind, in all sorts. Either high winds, breezes or whatever, last night it got so bad it was shaking the mobile home. I always think we gonna lose our cinder blocks or something when the winds get like that. My arm is pretty sore today, I can't wait for it to heal and get it done. The wispy like shadings around it right now, is just grayish, when I go in for a touch up, it will get some of the colors I chose for the shapes coordinated into the wisps, and the shapes will be shaded as well. I am going to try to take a pic today, and wait to post until it is all the way done in a couple weeks, to compare the two. Right now it looks like I colored on myself, hehe. The healing process is pretty nasty, it peels like a sunburn, its kind of neat, but ya worry if all the color is coming off or not. I only have 11 hours until I leave my ba Read more:Raining
Boy oh boy, ouch 2007-02-25 01:43:00 I got the cadency tattoo today, and boy that hurt like hell. It is still swollen, and still have a lot to do yet before it is done, but it will be awesome. I did the lower inner arm, and it was nice the first outline of just the shapes, but then he got into the shading around it, sort of wispy like, and it was intense, just a water needle was all first go 'round, then he went back over it with diluted ink, and yikers, that hurt. It will be so worth it though, it will be awesome, I will be sure to have pics here in about a month after the touch ups and the rest of the work is done. Everyone kept asking me, what those marks were, and so I had to keep explaining to them, which was cool, because it means it is original, and I knew that when I designed it, so whee! :) My stomach is all up in knots right now. Anytime that I do anything intense or even nerve wracking or something my stomach hurts, my stomach didn't hurt at all when I was getting the tattoo, but right after that, it started
Knock me out with feathers 2007-02-24 17:08:00 I didn't get to sleep last night until about 3 in the morning, because I had stayed up watching Taxicab confessions, and watching hub try to put the computer back togethor in a new tower, he is such a computer nerd. hehe. Then when I got to bed about 2, i didn't fall asleep until about 3. I just tossed and turned. I think it was my nerves, I am just now getting a bit nervous about flying and all the stuff that goes with it. Everyone who reads this pray nothing but good things for me at 8:30 p.m. mountain time tomorrow night, until 11 a.m. the next day. LOL I have got everything packed and ready to go..almost. I still have like film, and things to pick up and pack first. I am so tired of talking about my trip and getting things ready, that I just want to go and get it done with now. lol. I am going to try to find the time to hop online and update when I arrive, that way you all know I made it. :) I am so tired this morning, I have almost fallen asleep a dozen times, I think I best get Read more:Knock
PBJ on Wheat 2007-02-24 00:52:00 The woman who called me out and thrashed me from head to toe with her words, well her ma passed away today. That is so sad. I thought of that woman as a friend, and I can't really understand why she did what she did, but I am not letting it get to me, it is more of like a "what in the world" sort of thing. Besides all that, not much is going on. I am slacking on all my chores, but I will be sure to get it done the day I leave. lol. Gah, I am out of it, I need to find some stuff to write about, because I don't have anything. *hint, cough, WW, hack, sneeze* LOLPMS sucks.
Elephants that moo and poo 2007-02-23 06:28:00 I hate immunizations, M B and T always get sick. M had the poos and the vomits today, T had the poos, and B actually got lucky and didn't get sick but was really cranky. Within a couple days though they will be fine. I might be getting a tattoo this weekend, the marks I chose before, only if the artist can come up with something more then the three symbols, and try to unify them in some way. Either that or I have found another design I like which is actually medusa with her eyes closed. I found it on dev art and absolutely fell in love with it. [link] I have always liked Medusa, not for her evilness of course, that is only a plus in her history, but it's just something about her. of course the artist who did the link above, done her in a very pretty way, and not really medusa like at all except the snakes, but it was awesome nonetheless. Medusa to me, would represent who I can be but don't like to be. I can be a very bitter hateful person, believe it or not. I am not proud of it, bu
A new day 2007-02-22 21:28:00 Today was pretty busy. I had to go to town to get the rascals their immunizations, that was hell in a handbasket. Nah they were pretty good about it, they all got an average of four shots, all at once, it is so good how they do that, although I can imagine it is pretty painful, but my boys are troopers only crying for maybe less then a minute or 30 seconds. I am almost all packed for my trip, so its getting close, I am so nervous. I got family coming out of the friggin woodwork now, all wanting to meet me and my bro, which is kind of nice, but it is difficult making time for everything, if only there were more hours in the day for these kind of things. My hub will have a great week though I think with the boys, they tend to behave better with him then I, which irks me, but hey if he can have a great week then more power to him. :) I still have onts of stuff to do before I go, and tons of stuff to do when I am there, I will be almost thankful it is over. I am gunna miss my boys, all fou
Official closing time 2007-02-21 21:48:00 So I closed up shack at the doom blog place. This time for good. In all aspects of the word.So anyhoo this new identity here in blog land is going to take some getting used to but the name is growing on me, so far, so good. I have not notified everyone I have wanted to yet of this place, so please if your able to read this keep it on the downlow. My tracks are being strategically placed by me. I will decide who I give this site link to, and if someone else really looks to find, and they find me, then so be it, whatever, just as long as my auntie has no clue, and drama thrivers don't either. That's about it for now. This blog is not about just me, I plan on not trying to speak to an audience anymore, but just myself really. Hence the new blog title up there. :) Read more:closing
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Life does go on 2007-02-21 07:37:00 All good things must come to an end. How very true is that quote eh?I am done with blogging anywhere but here at my new home *squeel* and at bloggityboo, where Jeremy and Sallie graciously set me up a blog there awhile back. It is a cute little place, very cozy. The reason being, well, for one drama, I always run from conflict, and never stare it down in it's face. The other reason, is I am feeling I have to hide myself from my family. My aunt is somewhat of a google freak, and she knows my nickname at myspace and at deviant art, so I did not want her to ever run across my blog. There are things that I may need to vent about or whatever, and there is no need to cause her anymore stress. The drama at efx2 is bullshit, I am with King when he says he plans on getting his people out of there as well, I hope more people see it as what it is not as what is offered. It's something like, paying high gas prices because the president said so, we all have to do it but none of us like it. Althou
Why won't they sleep? 2007-03-17 04:30:00 Children's blood is made of energy, I swear it on my life. I have children who don't go to sleep foooooorever. It could be my fault...Their bedtime is anywhere from 7:30 to 8:30 at night. I think that's way to early. BUT. They are usually cranky and mopey by then, so I do the good thing, by putting them in their rooms and wishing them a goodnight. THEN..They start to get hyper, they start to play with each other, talk through the walls, and the air vents, and laugh and giggle with glee. Ok it's cute, yes. Only for the first hour or so. If it goes on any longer then that, I get a little irritated under the skin, because by then I want peace and quiet. I'm selfish in that, sue me. I do my room rounds cuddling them back in pleading with them in a sneaky way to go to sleep, yes ok all is fine and dandy. I close the doors, walk out of the hall, make it to the kitchen, which is about ten steps away. What do I hear? You guessed it laughter and jumping around. Ok now it gets a bit irritat Read more:Why won
Life Lesson 2007-03-17 20:22:00 (I found this gem at DA)A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.Her Mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word.In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see.""Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied.Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots.She did and noted that they were soft.The mother Read more:Life Lesson
A Bittersweet Symphony 2007-03-18 16:11:00 Last night we went out bowling and got dropped some news as soon as we arrived. We are to be out of our home in the next two months. the MIL sold the property all of it, hers and ours and the 5 acres it sits on. It all rightfully belongs to them though so I can't really complain. This just means I have a ton of things to do. What really gets me is that they couldnt have made this decision when I had money, go figure. I have to look for low income housing, section 8, code word CHEAP. The rentings I was looking at last night was atrocious, 3 bedrooms ranged anywhere from 600 to 1200 dollars. We only pay about 280 for the place we have now, so we are in for the blackhole. We are hoping that we can land a low income place if at all possible. I know the waiting lists are long for them places, but I am hoping like hell somewhere there is a 3 bed open for a decent price. It isn't easy packing up what we have here that is for sure, we have been here about 2 years, and I finally was able to f Read more:Bittersweet
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Tidbits of me cheerios 2007-03-20 06:07:00 My tattoo didn't get finished this weekend because apparently it wasn't healed enough. This thing is taking bloody forever to heal. It''s been just over three weeks, and I still got new skin coming in over in making it shiny and dry. So I just got to keep lathering it, like I don't do it enough already. Anyhoo yeah next week it should be good to go. I take forever to heal on anything these days it seems. I can bang myself up, yeah it hurts, then the pain goes away, but yet the wound still remains for ages. It could be due to the fact that I may still be a bit anemic, but who knows, I am not a doctor. I should be in bed sleeping, but who needs that anyways? I hate that I can't ever sleep at night, it's all the caffeine I take in throughout the day to wake me up, and yet, it doesn't kick in until later at night, you think I would crush this cycle by now, but if you seen me in the mornings, you would want to give me an iv drip of straight caffeine!I have been busy sorting this and Read more:cheerios
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Too good to be true? 2007-03-21 05:37:00 I think I just found a goldmine!A photo host goldmine.http://www.dropshots.com/When I signed up to do a test on it, I uploaded the image, selec ted the first HTML code, and whamo. It produced it, in the proper size for my blog, I didn't have to add codes to it or nothing. Take for example this photo that I manip'd awhile back...The dimensions to it when I uploaded it was 751 x 888. I didn't have to do anything but copy the code and it gave it to me this size, which is SPLENDID! and is exactly what I was looking for. The image is still clickable even too. :)I think I am in love! :D
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