I wasn't gunna, but I am
2007-04-13 22:28:00
Yes the Fat Rant video, I seen it the other day, and I am finally getting around to posting it. Why? Because it has some great points. I weigh 185, and may not be proud of it, but I don't beat myself up about it anymore. Embrace the video peoples! Disclaimer: I know skinny people have a tough time putting on weight, so I feel for them too. Skinny and Fat, it's where it's at..All should be embraced. :DQOTM: Are you ashamed of your weight? It is just a number, until your other numbers go up, I don't think anyone should worry about it.
Monsters and Mattman
2007-04-13 17:15:00
Those were the words out of My Mattman's mouth this morning at 1:30, just after I had fallen asleep. I awoke to him saying mommy, mommy, and trying to find the lamps turn on switch. So I pick him up and lay him next to me, and was shacked to find out he was trembling, I groggily ask what's a matter baby? He then goes on with this long explanation about his bad dream, where monsters were fighting the power rangers, batman killed the big one and the power ranger killed the little one, or something like that, I can't quite remember it all. But he was scared, which is a first for us. Mattman is our tough guy not scared of anything, but this dream got to him. Nightmare I should call it, but then he will associate that bad dream with the night time, I don't want to freak him out even more then he is. He hates the dark, which I am trying to welcome him to, by dimming the lights or turning them off at night when he goes to bed. So the next hour I soothingly convinced him it was time to go
New Myspace look?
2007-04-13 07:16:00
If only I could get paid to actually make this happen and have the knowledge to do so, I think it kicks ass to be honest...I think myspace needs a new look, and the front page looks that keeps changing are annoying the bee-jeezus outta me! Thats about it tonight from the lil chica, she is doggone tired, and sinuses/cold are going round three on her..
Driving in my chevy feeling kinda..
2007-04-12 21:35:00
It's done I have finally annoyed the piss out of the manager at the apartment complex I applied for last week, today she gave my hub some 'tude when he was on the phone with her. We understand she has got a ton of things to do, yet so do we. We weren't rude to her, in fact, I think she's a cute old lady, who I wouldn't mind as our manager. Anyhoo we have another appointment with another complex, this one being a two bed one and a half bath, but all the amenities are paid. Cable, internet, water, trash, and sewer, all paid. Price is a little high for a two bed at around $660 a month, but the way we figure it, it might save us money in the long run, who knows. Monday is the appointment to go look around it, so until then, still just calling random units, and really striving for a 2 bed now. We ran out of three bed options a long time ago, lol. We can make it work though no problemo.Last few days I have been spicing and 'uh spanning this house, walls are scrubbed, floors and shining
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A road well traveled
2007-04-12 07:12:00
“For me, a landscape does not exist in its own right, since its appearance changes at every moment; but the surrounding atmosphere brings it to life - the light and the air which vary continually. For me, it is only the surrounding atmosphere which gives subjects their true value.” ~Claude MonetI found that quote today after making the piece above, and I fell in love with it. I have been blogging absolutely boring things lately, so I figured today, I would try to force some funny outta me, let me know if it works..lol.*insert funny belly laughing paragraph here*Ok...I thought about it...just couldn't do it. nothing funny is really happening these days. Got too much on my mind for all that. Until the sun rises again folks...Seize the night!
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H to the a to dee t 2 da e
2007-04-15 07:17:00
Me not nice? Gah never! ha! hehe I actually want to do a hate post, just letting it rip on the things I hate, totally random, and totally out there things to amuse, to release, but not concern those thinking of my well being..lol. I have compiled this here little list, ok it's a doozy, but whichever..1. I hate mice, not scared of them no, but hate that I know one is running around my homestead as I type. We noticed it today, and haven't been able to find or catch it since. That's what I get for living out in the country with no cats, but then again I haven't had a mice in a year or more living here with no cats..2. I hate the way that I cannot be there for someone when they are wanting someone to be there, whether to just talk face to face, or even have a hug. It friggin breaks my heart not to be able to help people when they need it, I can't save the world, but I can one heart at a time, in the only ways I can ya know..3. I hate that some people think they are better then other p
One, two buckle my shoe
2007-04-14 19:59:00
1. You are soon to be moving house, I'm sure you will be glad just to get a roof over your head, but what would your perfect house be like?Ah Perfect house..hmm lets see.. Ideally a 4 bedroom with 2 bathrooms, living room, family room, kitchen, master bath with jacuzzi style tub, my own lil office room, a huge backyard with a small pool in it, hottub included, on about 5 acres of my own land, that isn't too much to ask for is it? hehe2. Your artwork is important to you, who is your favorite artist and why?I don't specifically have a favorite artist to be honest, I enjoy all things that each known artist has brought to the table. I am so random each of them get me in some way, I do not like however that someone can draw a line with a doodle, and it be called art, and everyone pays too damn much money for it, what is the point of that?3. What was the worst hairstyle you ever wore? When? Where? and do you have a photo?I do not have evidence of this anymore thank goodness, but the worst
Ya Learn as you go
2007-04-14 17:11:00
Life's a voyage that's homeward bound.~Herman Melville Last night was a wreck and a half in the homestead, I announced bedtime and all hell broke loose. not with Boo or Tonka, but with my Mattman. He started screaming and crying and just flipping out. not the usual type of flipping out, but the literally I am scared flip out. It was because he didn't like his room, there are bad dreams in there he said. I spent the next 20 minutes trying to wean myself out of his room, because every time I got up to leave he would get up and start running towards the door and screaming don't leave me, don't leave me, I started tearing up, because it bothered me that he was so scared. The trick that calmed him down and made him listen to me, was telling him to dreams about angels. He asked what they were, so I tried to explain to him what they were. He immediately calmed down for some weird reason thank god, and then he layed down and I was able to leave the room. Every noise got him out of his roo
Strange Proportions
2007-04-16 19:56:00
I have absolutely nothing to blog about today..just thought I would let ya know... =DQOTM: If people can put up nude statues everywhere,then why can't we run around naked?
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Inter-viewed
2007-04-15 20:35:00
1. You are the only blogger I know who lives in Idaho, and for all I know you ARE the only blogger in Idaho. I have to ask: are you people allowed to eat anything but potatoes?Nope everything has some potatoes in it, I can't get away, it's everywhere I look, and now i can't go a day without rubbing my lucky 5 pound potato that I had had for ten years now. I go nowhere without it. Idaho is actually known for its potatoes yes, but in reality, it is the Gem State, because of the types of rocks people find here. My brother in law actually found a rock that no one else did, he got to name it and he chose Weiser Peacock Jasper, it was really cool. 2. You are very into painting and art, and you are an accomplished artist yourself. Don’t you feel that the ability to paint a Dogs Playing Poker picture is the ultimate goal for every artist?I do all my stuff in adobe cs3, I only wish I could actually paint on canvas...oh andI don't ever want to paint a dogs playing poker, although
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Oh puh-leaze!
2007-04-18 03:28:00
rant/ I am sick already of hearing the VT shooting on the boobtube, sick of hearing about Imus, sick of it all. You know why, well on the VT case, I wonder why does it take a tragedy like that to make people care. People who didn't even know those people are mourning. Mourning for what exactly, mourning because it wasn't you? I mean come on already, people are dead, shot in a brutal unnecessary way, and yeah I too even feel for the family and friends of those victims. But why don't people care like that all the time? I always feel you are not completely loved and appreciated until your dead. I think that in itself is pretty damn sad. The guy was crazy, couldn't force him into counseling, other things went wrong, I honestly feel until they know any more about the case, I believe he was just a fucked up kid, and definably had something wrong with him. Mental illness is not always something you can control, and it can send you off doing things that you otherwise wouldn't do. I feel s
Rainy days and Tuesdays
2007-04-17 17:13:00
Yesterday we went to our interview/showing, at the two bed for 675 and all utilities paid. There was definably a catch. It is small. No dishwasher, and no W/D hookups. One bedroom is the size of our master now, the other one is smaller then the kid's room now. We figured if we get the place, we would take the smaller one that would most likely just fit our bed, and then the other one, we would in cooperate all the boys into. We have a bunk bed, and all we need now is another twin mattress that we can use to tuck under the bunk bed when not in use. Because the bed that Tonka has now is a slug bug toddler bed, as much as I like it, it is an odd shape, and just waaay to big for what we need. So we figured he would be the one to use the twin mattress that tucks away. There hasn't been any applicants on the place yet either, we were the first one's to even look at it, and it's only been available for a week. Which is really cool. We might have a chance at this one, considering we still
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Fly away togethor
2007-04-17 06:55:00
There you were eating your dinner the night before, talking carelessly about things we had done before. Quite the pleasant visit, with many laughs we had shared. If only for a moment, I could relive that again. If only for a moment I could tell you I loved you again. If only...You flown that day. Tested out your wings, and flew. I watched you try to fly for so many years , and in that moment it was bittersweet. Bitter were the taste of tears on my lips, sweet was the soft music on my clock radio.Promise me, when I get that way, that you will help me dance on those stars, that you will guide me on where I am to go. I am not scared of it In fact, I welcome it.. But please time your demands carefully, for I still have much to do. Let me see you, come out of the shadows. Come to my window and tell me your tales. Show me what it is like to fly with your words. Tell me the things I want to hear, and most of all tell me, you and I, will always be near. (totally random..just working my muse h
On to higher grounds
2007-04-20 08:22:00
(my attempt at a self manip and no makeup!! EEK!)I believe this will be my last post for the weekend. Tomorrow will be spent loading up the rest of the stuff driving over to the new place unloading, and all the regular moving in and out stuff. I won't have the internet until Monday sometime I think. We have to pick up a wireless card for our computer and get it programmed into the system that's there. So that's about it, I am tired and sore, and gunna take a hot bath and go sleep like a log.Take care ya'll!
Breaking a Sweat
2007-04-19 21:13:00
(Oh Is that so? the answer is no!)The only thing I hate about moving is the cleaning up. The spic and spanning everything, the outside trash pickup, the "let's make sure this is clean so they don't give us any shit" type of mode we are in. I have got almost everything boxed or bagged up besides our essentials for the next two days. Still there's a ton of things still left to do. We are not filthy animals, but we are not neat and tidy either, so there is always something to pick up off the floor, or always some trash outside, that blew in our yard. Thankfully though, seeing how the brother in law is moving in here after we move on out, we can leave furniture behind. We can leave anything for the yard sale behind, because I believe the yard sale is the upcoming weekend. So that's that. It's just the next week is going to be spent making our new place a home, which is fairly easy to do really, and then driving back out here to clean up what we may not get before we move. Then after t
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You tube crush
2007-04-19 07:44:00
I had to share the vid I thought it was sweet, and I digg the beats. :) It would definatly be possible a youtube crush
, hmmm the guy in the vid is cute. =DSpeaking of videos, It think I am about due for another one maybe in the next week.. anyone have any ideas? Oh and I need an idea for a short audio thing for an online radio show.. anyone have any ideas on that? It can be almost anything.Have a goodnight, or whatever all!
Article piece
2007-04-18 21:59:00
Since I couldn't say it any better, I bring to you a piece
of an article...Questioning life is most often rooted in change that rides, crowded in tandem, with fear and death. Fear (real or imagined) makes us all do unusual things (or engage in the practice of avoidance, which is a very bad thing). Death, while it is always peering out at us from our own inseparable shadows, is something none of us can quite get a handle on. We do know we have to accept it, but most of the time, as with milestones, we just choose not to think about it.Change can have the aura of death, because it is permanent and has its own distinguishable “bite.” Fear can reek like death, because the unknown nature of it has the capacity to consume and debilitate us. Change, fear, and death are there just taunt you … as much or as little as YOU choose to let them. This is much like the power people have over you. They only have as much power as YOU allow them to have.You can do all the planning you want, but li
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WOW!
2007-04-21 09:09:00
you love the look don't you.. just admit it already.. it's still got some MAJOR tweaking to do.. ok ok well minor changes, but it is a beta template which means I can finally use the blogger controls instead of having to code everything in by hand.This template brought to you by...Drumroll please....Final sense.comNow don't noone I know go and use the same template now ya hear? =DI gots to get packing some more, the hub is bringing home boxes and it's 1:15 a.m. my time, It's gunna be a loooong night. chow!
A junk overload
2007-04-21 02:18:00
Spread the boombah baby!Gah I never realized how much stuff I actually have until you try to stuff it all into one trailer, we took what we could the first run, and we still have the big furniture to run over there along with our food. We will be doing that in the morning though, so I have the comp for one more night! whee! I haven't much else to blog about sadly, I am far to wanting to pass out to even type, getting about 4 hours of sleep does that to a lady. chow!
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Well gee I am connected! =D
2007-04-27 21:06:00
Finally! I am finally back online now, for good of course as long as the bill is paid..lol. Reason being is because we tried the wireless and it was just not wanting to work at all, we tried three different wireless cards, and the only thing I managed to do with it was post my previous blog days ago. So now I have dsl again I do believe, and it's flying at 3 Megs, whatever that means, but hey it's fast, and me and the hub is happy. =DSo anyways, here is my godawful long writes I have done during the time I was offline, no need to seperate into different posts, well at least for me. hehe. I have got a ton of emails to check, blogs to read, and people to visit.Have fun ya'll!*****************************************************I am enjoying being back in the city. There are always things to look at, always things to listen to, it may not be peace and quiet anymore, but I feel a sense of home here. Out in the country that wasn't the case, all ya ever heard at night was the occasional
Wireless is on my hit list
2007-04-25 00:17:00
Farkin wireless. I wont be bk until Friday I hope. take care and have life folks!
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Ah ha
2007-04-23 23:22:00
Oy! So I am back, I dunno for how long though, this wireless thing seems to be shit so far. The place it is connected to doesn't want to work all the time, so my connection is not always dependable. Anyhoo besides that we are all moved in and everything is about done in terms of everything in it's place. I have a ton of things to check and whatnot if I can, so that's about it right now from the new chica homestead. chow!
Freedom Writers is a must see
2007-04-30 17:30:00
Damn that movie is good! If you haven't seen Freedom
Writers
, and you like that sorta stuff, then go get it, it's not a waste of dough. Really gets ya thinking, and all teenagers need to watch it as well, should be mandatory in school. Well it's an idea anyways.. I love movies that are based on a true story, even though you have to figure out what parts are real or not real. It just makes it more personal, more exciting. Freedom Writers
, uses most all true stuff, from what I could tell by watching all the dvd extra's. The actual scripts read in the movie, are from the real freedom writers, so that's pretty cool. It shakes ya up, when ya think of all the teens going through all of what they did, and moved on away from it. Saddest thing is, this kind of thing is most likely still happening today, and won't end anytime soon. A funny thing happened yesterday. I drove to the store yesterday which is maybe 10 blocks away. It was the first time I drove there myself since moving here. I
Questions from SmileShorts
2007-04-29 19:41:00
(I am waaaaay overdue to give questions, as well as answering these.. lol)1. What is the most embarrassing and funniest thing that has ever happened to you or someone you know?I can't recall anything embarrassing happening to me, except the typical dive in the pool, and the top of my bikini flew off, I was slightly mortified..LOL that was years ago though, so no one remembers it except me.2. You wake up one morning and find out that you must become a man or die. What is your name, what do you look like, and what do you do for fun and work?My name is Chance, I am tall dark and handsome, I touch myself for fun and experimenting really, and I don't work, I like to sit at home and twiddle my thumbs all day long.3. Have you ever TP'ed someone's house or egged someone's car? been caught?Nope and Nope, that was sooooo yesterday in my day..We broke windows back then and dented things..4. You have just had a sandwich and ice cream cone named after you, what kind are they and would you actu
Random among other things
2007-04-28 17:25:00
My cellphone got stolen from right outside my door I do believe. I think I left it on the chair out there, or dropped it, I can't remember, and someone decided they liked it more then me, this happened about two days ago, so thinking I just lost it in the house somewhere, I go to the pay phone and give it a ring so G can find it, little did I know someone would answer it that wasn't him, but rather a young girl. I said sorry wrong number, and then thought about it, I didn't have the wrong number.. so I dial them back, and she answers again, and then I just hung up, laughing. Because this has to be the stupidest thing I have ever done a long with her behind the phone, I mean WHO answers a STOLEN cellphone?!?! So we just canceled our service, that would have been canceled that week anyways. Another thing that's been going on, is my dear kiddos have made a friend. It's a little girl next door who I believe is about 6 or 7 maybe younger. She's a wild one, but they love her, they ha
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Not a whole lot of anything
2007-05-03 04:01:00
There is this woman somewhere around here that I have heard just bawling, howling, and screaming curse words and all that. It's as nerve wracking as it is annoying. She went on one night about two hours, it sounded like a fight with her boyfriend or something, I dunno. I hope like hell it stops because the way that woman cries, you would think that she is getting the shit beat out of her, which the first time I heard it, that's what I thought it was, but I can't say for sure. I cant get my artsy musey back. I have tried at least a gazillion times and I can't get anything
together, I think it is taking a break, because for awhile I burned the midnight oil with it more then enough times. And it seems I can't get my bloggie on either, takes me awhile to even get one put togethor, I always get distracted.. lol. So maybe that's a hint to stop for now on this post.. Hope ya'll is well...Chow!
I have got to be losing my mind...
2007-05-02 05:40:00
I found my cellphone under my dresser in my closet. How the hell does that happen?! How did the girl answer my phone if it was under my dresser the whole time, and this house has been rarely empty since the time I thought it was stolen. Hub doesn't know it yet, as he is still at work, but I can almost guarantee you that he will laugh his ass off. I am not even sure if it's embarrassing or not, because I know for a fact I dialed that number correctly, and a lady answered the number, and no my hub didn't have a lady over, not in the two minute time period I was gone.. lol. I still don't know what the heck happened, I can't grasp it all, part of me wants to laugh, and part of me wants to be pissed, because it was my fault we don't have a phone now, granted it was going to get canceled anyways within that week, but I could have had it for another few days. Meh, shit happens I guess.I am off to go back to my cleaning and rearranging my bedroom again.. I have about an hour or more left
The one that started it all.
2007-05-01 06:21:00
1. First off, what's your name?Like you don't already know,.. go get ya head checked.2. Ok, but what do people call you?Chica or Babe3. Have you ever kissed someone with braces?Out of the six I have kissed, none had braces..4. Who is the fourth received call on your call log?I don't have a phone, but if I did, I would imagine it would be G.5. If you could change your eye color, what would you change it to?Ice blue, or violet, even though, I dig my eyes..6. What is the wallpaper on your phone?Please refer to 2 questions up.7. How many pillows are on your bed?3 pillows, 2 stuffed animals, and a partridge in a pear tree9. What color is your shirt right now?A light teal, it's some camp shirt from the thrift store I think. 10. What was the best thing that happened to you last year?Um, if the best things come in small packages, then there's a million things.11. Do your friends annoy you?Absolutely, but only because I love them. My online friends though, I would say no they don't annoy
It followed me home, I swear!
2007-05-05 06:41:00
I was born…In a hospital like many many other babies almost 22 years ago. My mother…Gave birth to me in that hospital, believe it or not.My father…helped make my mother pregnant causing me to be born. I am…the combined effort of everyone I have ever known.My childhood could be described as…a 200 page book no one would dare to read alone on a stormy night.During my teenage years I…was almost everything I never want to be again.At one point in my life…I hope to look back, and be satisfied with what I see.At my age now…I realize I have a whole lot left to learn, If only I could remember it all.Never have I ever…sky dived. One day I will do that by golly!If I could go back in time…I would have gotten more of the kid out of me before adulthood.I hate…spots on my windshield of my car when I am driving it.I love…being in love, and giving love.When I thought about children…before I had them I thought they were icky screaming terrors.Growing up…is something I still h
I have a heart of blood
2007-05-05 05:52:00
It's funny how the heart is used for the symbol of love. Anything that has a heart on it you automatically think of love. That might not be the case though.. Consider this, There is someone who makes you very angry, and you get really upset, what hurts? Your heart. From what? Anger. Next scenario; Your in a rush to get to the elevator, you fall and trip over someone's bag, falling flat on your face, your embarrassed. What feels that? Your heart. What's it feel like? Stupid. It's just something I thought up of, hearts are everywhere, and mean just one thing. Love. Why is Love the most important emotion? Have you ever thought of that? If we don't have it we want it, if we have it we can't get enough, if we lose it, we would die finding it. Why don't we put up as much effort into happiness and peace instead of love. Love can't be all those things mixed together, there is an order in which things has to work. you can't have love without peace, you can't have peace without happin
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