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No title 2008-06-17 12:38:00 I'm dreamy.. and it's always about you.. us. To love and to take care of. I cannot hide from your thoughts. Thirsting for your kiss.. Freezing without your embrace. This is attraction fatality.I want you.I possess an unyielding idiocy. Will your manly ego be happy seeing me like this? I do not want to, but I keep on falling in love with you.I wish I could tell you ..but reality hinders.Picture fr
NOOO!! 2008-06-16 11:12:00 The Sea summons the Female Silver Penny over the clouds. Moon look at me. Its waves reach out high. The moon looks at it. I see depth in you Sea. I long to explore everything in you. How can it be possible? Painfully absurd. I am jealous of the sand that has your constant touch, Sea. You belong to your Sky. I cannot have you Moon.. ever. Obsession.Mania.Delusion. You. You. You. You and you again.
How Can I Not Love You 2008-06-15 11:44:00 You once held my hand. The touch of your palm on mine cannot escape my mind. I had an inexplicable breathlessness. Poignant. I wanted to free a tear. Why.. It just cannot seem to elude my memory. I felt a mushy heart attack. What is it I feel everytime I catch a glimpse of you? You shatter me sweetly. I saw you eyeing me. No, I did not want you to notice that I was aware of it. But my preten
Just nothing 2008-06-03 05:08:00 Silence starts to cradle me ..dangling a counterfeit pendulum! It's 3, early dawn. The omnipresent lady is snooping behind my back again ..bombarding me with spooks. A real ghost or seizures of schizophrenia? Oh I just heard her. She whispered my name. Lady, give me a few more minutes!Now my mind is numbing. I can't think of anything! I'm feeling a mild chest pain. Short shallow breaths are now
slap it 2008-05-31 12:51:00 This is a scene from a 2007 film "August Rush".My Hunny and I were both astounded upon watching that movie just this year. I thought it wouldn't really sound like that if you play the guitar by tapping it. But Dann gave it a try and he amazed me! He is a remarkable guitar player at all.I found this one from Youtube. Just a bit faster than the original version.I myself can do it. It's easy. Try it!
Only Me 2008-05-30 12:08:00 My real name's Leilani. My parents, siblings, relatives and some of my friends call me "Ning". That's my childhood name. At school my classmates call me "Lei", " Lani" and "Lan" . But much as I want, please just call me Lei.When I was in High School I was afraid of courtship. I didn't mingle with guys. Because for me, it already means that you're a whore. During my college years, I cursed those w
My Sugar Daddy 2008-05-29 12:10:00 My brother gave me a ring this evening. Just another late birthday greeting for me!He is currently working as an Adidas Store Supervisor in Dubai. Anyway, he mentioned that he already got the CD we sent for his birthday last April. I guess he appreciates it. Fact is, He's a difficult person. He declines a gift if he doesn't want it. My sister once asked him what he wants for a present. He replied Read more:Sugar
, Daddy
Is that so? 2008-05-28 12:39:00 I received greetings from unexpected people on my birthday.. Surprising!Anne. She is my highschool bestfriend. We haven't rubbed our elbows more than a decade. There was a time when we were both online and then I buzzed her.. hmp! she didn't care to respond. Cold shoulders hurt me. Good thing she remembered my day.Arjae. Before, he was my Technical Support Supervisor. These days, we call each oth
Finally 2008-05-28 11:36:00 I was bumming around when my friend Csseyah told me about Adsense. But since I was driven to busy myself writing, I created a blog. Moongoddesslae.blogspot.com is my first ever blog site. I haven't gotten my money from Adsense. It has to reach $100 first. That's ten years to wait (kidding aside).Then I met Aidan online. He told me about doing paid reviews. A common person who doesn't surf the in Read more:Finally
Don't Cut the Drama 2008-06-18 11:35:00 I am exceedingly a sentimental ditz.I treasured in a box all the letters I received since I was in high school. Until now I manage to reread it all over again. Love letters, cards, and even used gift wrappers. I'm into scrapbook-making too. I enclosed every candy plastics shared with a special somebody.. bus tickets and emptied bottles of mineral water. Who says that's cheesy?I still keep someone
Poltergeist 2008-06-27 11:39:00
Here.. Embraced by the wind. I can tell that somebody's outside. Somebody.. Hhhhhhh..I guess not. Just an entity. A formless unearthly being. It gives me a shaky lip. I must not look. I'm sitting next to the window. Though all closed, still the wind blows the curtain ..that nearly touches my shoulder.
I remember last night, it was 3 in the morning. I asked Dann to buy me something to eat. Cha
It's Time 2008-06-24 11:13:00 Photo by: KhalilshahI don't wanna talk.
Have this picture as your basis.. Now, can you tell me what I'm exactly feeling right now?
I'll go to bed now.
I ain't fine.
Deep Night Rain 2008-06-22 12:53:00
Chilly wind moves the window curtain. The rain just ceased on falling. Clouds perhaps are still blanketing the moon. Starless dusky early dawn. It's 2 AM. I hear nothing but the clock's tick-tock. I need it this way. Hush. Now it's a one on one between me and myself. No intruders please. Huh! The lady ghost (goosebumps).. I must not have mentioned her. Shhh.
I just checked on Dann. He's profou Read more:Night
Kiddo Sweets 2008-06-21 09:53:00 Care to watch..
..Testing.
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I don't wanna sleep 2008-06-20 10:16:00
Dropped
Go Away
Over
Left
Goodbye
Forget
No!!
Get out of my system!!
This one's for you..
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A Shower of You 2008-07-26 11:05:00 Rain.. Angels' teardrops, I say. Is the entire heaven weeping? It used to pull me down in the dumps. Not anymore I am dispirited by the rainfall. But I am not in a jovial state either. Perhaps I am learning to love it. Because it is you I have in mind when it pours. I will wear my kiddie shoe and bathe outside.. smiling and looking up. I miss you...that is to finish the drama. Read more:Shower
I, Megaera 2008-07-23 08:58:00 A distant stare.. An amorous spot you cannot spare. Cloudless sky..holding lovers' night wishes. How do you see beauty in them? You find serenity in isolation.. passion in simplicity. Chained. Spellbound by the amiable Rhya! She peppers your eyes with a cool hypnotism ..through the waving leaves near you.A penny for your thoughts?Tis only her in your mind.. Is it not? Just her.Yes, just her. *s
Olive Sneer 2008-07-22 11:03:00 Blue horizon, crystalline waters on sedimentary rocks. Bubbly low waves and broken seashells.. I will throw stones o'er the singing wind's eyes. You and the nature, alone. Sea breeze touches you. No. How you cared for them.. They won love, from you. I am jealous.Tis wherein you cast a world ..you call, Sweet Escape. Dream on, let me please. I wish I were there with you.I am so jealous. Read more:Olive
Seizures 2008-07-21 10:58:00 You. Oh, only photos of you, I see. I crave a word from you, penned down. I long to know your innermost thoughts ..what makes you simper and weep. How do you bury yourself for love? I didn't catch you in my night clouds. Holding hands means connection.. an advent of communication. I used to have that sort of dream. But these days it is just plainly your smile in my nocturnal foggy pictures ..ye Read more:Seizures
The Wing 2008-07-14 09:48:00 Opals roll under my pillow case. Here comes another one. Unceasing ..as sun, shining and setting day by day. Bleak rain glaciates this pink orb. Quivering.. like a dew on a winter morning. You are gleeful o'er the shrieking azure, you play with the hankering lamia ..a doppleganger breathing inside my mirror. You disrupt my hibernating psyche night after night. Perplexing! And yet you are untouch
Color Green 2008-07-13 12:50:00 She loves you.. Why can I not seem to admit that? I see you only in black and white.. and I find no blushing sparks around. One.. two.. how many of them? There just got to be something about you. A slow tiptoeing.. Now run!! Eyes ..scratching. Lips ..pouting. Tongue ..biting. Wait! I sit on the frigid ground ..hitting my legs with my fist. I curl down to slump my head on my knee. No.. No! I do n Read more:Color
, Green
No title 2008-07-12 09:59:00 Here goes the orange warmth on my eyes. It is no surprise. Liquefy a feet of ice! Slay those mischievous mice. No rain clouds this time. Just a purse full of dime ..only for the greatest mime. Go blow the glacier rime. I will free my salt water and soon.. be a feather. Nearly halfway there. I have no more reason to shiver. It is for an eye to meet another eye. See it coming by .. as birds fly
Kill the Night Eye 2008-07-11 22:20:00 A female owl catches fireflies in a bottle night by night. She had some the other day, yet none at all, this time. "I do not feel well.. I can not even flap my wings" she whispers. She fades out into ash blue. "You better have a jar of owly caplets" says an echoing voice. "Alright now.. here we go!" she mumbles while gulping one. Then she dozes off straightaway. Again, she wakes up.. she falls of Read more:Night
The Dance 2008-07-10 09:24:00 Drumming, tapping droplets from above. I imagine a sweet dance with you amidst a night rainfall. The moon is the only light ..radiating our skin into ghost-white. We have the wind to clasp our arms around each other. Crickets are the unearthly chimes playing the music of passion. Weep with me.Our tears will be hidden in the rain. Read more:Dance
Newfound Piece 2008-07-07 09:06:00 Post-it faces, thirsty blossoms.. pink fabric-like papers are the first few leaves of a budding seed kept in secrecy. It was only one of my surprises. But the wind had a detour. It tragically blew our directions apart. I missed the chance of handing you over our shared sentiments' compilation.What have you thinking lately? Did you see me cross your tied up thoughts? You used to kill the fatted c
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