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No BIG GAY Deal 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Today's post, conjured through my frustrations of the past, in particular - just one man. Yesterday my EX came to visit, and while I hoped it was for Valentines Day, I would soon learn otherwise. You see, despite the betrayal of trust, the lies & hurt, my deep seeded feelings for him remain - unchanged. I may be a hopeless romantic, yet I was not expecting a miracle. Perhaps a cuddle & some small expression of interest through verbal transmission. Seemingly impossible to do or perhaps my expectations rank to highly. What I discovered yesterday, my EX is profoundly disappointed that I have been going out with 'new' friends to 'gay' orientated venues. Wholly crap!! Why didn't anyone tell me these people were gay, that the clubs were all gay. Why didn't someone tell me I WAS GAY! Hang on one minute, he is in fact GAY! Oh the controversy of it all! No need to mention I was living as a straight man for 30 years & would never dare enter a venue where same sex couples could be seen
Job Interview Pt 2 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Just to let everyone know I got the job & start Monday 19th Feb. Finally! Read more:Job Interview
A Walk 2 Remember 1970-01-01 00:59:59 My housemate went to gym yesterday, so I decided to escort him to the facility & then keep going on one of my many walks. But it ended up being 10.6 kms. Yes between the balloons on the map is exactly 5.3kms & I had to walk back. My legs were killing me, but gee it felt good knowing I had the stamina to make it that far. Read more:Remember
Hot Video 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Check out this gorgous man 'Silvio Nascimento' posted at L'HOMME EST UN CONCEPT
Sheekah 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Most of you know I have a moggie named ?SHEEKAH? but here are a few things you don't know about my amost 10 year companion!She loves noodles.Fave toy is a shoelace.She cries out when she cant hear or see meHad 1 litter before being desexed (7 kittens) One I kept & had stolen & one is still at my best friends place. When it came time to give birth she would not deliver without my 'being with her'. At one point I left the room to have a coffee and she strolled out with a new born dangling between her legs, crying out for me to get back in there. Yes I played midwife.She stands on her back legs at the dinner table & places one paw on my arm in a hope my fork will provide her with a taste of what I am eating.She cuddles into my tummy everynight & stays there until I get up in the mornings.She loves to talkSheekah will be 10 in August.
Plant Your Kiss 1970-01-01 00:59:59 You know the drill...But remember you can only Tonsil Tango with '1' of these. Who will it be? Read more:Plant
Or Nightmares! 1970-01-01 00:59:59 I have battled fires, captured criminals, fallen in love, lost love, found hope, won my riches, been shot & even died in my dreams. Yet none of them were as vivid or ominous as the night a burglar tried to enter my bedroom.I was fast asleep and awoke to the sound of louvres being meddled with in the vacant room behind mine. I crept out of bed and tiptoed in, it was dark, my heart was racing. I drew the curtain slightly and was immediately faced with the intruder, his face was hidden beneath a balaclava, his dark eyes fixed to mine. I gasped in fright and became rigid with fear. My breathing stopped, I couldn't speak. All I wanted to do was use a firm voice & let him know I was in control & that he would fail in his attempt to get inside. But no words came from my mouth, I was still unable to take a breath. For the longest time we just glared at one another. I felt horrendous evil all around me. I tried again to speak & once more, I failed.Panic had me cornered & I watched in horro Read more:Nightmares
Shaney's Wallpaper 1970-01-01 00:59:59 I had a little time on my hands today so I created my own PC wallpaper. I would like your comments on whether or not it looks good enough sitting on your monitor screen. I cant make that decision, it is my work. Dont be nice if you think it is crappy. Sometimes the worst criticisms are the most helpful. Thankyou in advance for your judgement! Size = 800x600 if that helps. Read more:Shaney
Shaney's Wallpaper No 2 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Ok here is my 2nd attempt at a desktop wallpaper it is 600x800 & is for a centred layout (not stretch) so you can put what ever colour you like behind it. I almost went nutz getting the right effect for his eyes. Maybe this wallpaper buso should be left to the pro's. But it was fun anyways. Read more:Shaney
A Chat to Remember 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Pic taken Feb 6th 07I was sitting here thinking this morning. I know & yes it hurt. I was thinking about all the people I have chatted to over the years on the Internet, that I have never met, & perhaps never will.And it saddened me. Chat programs come & go, people come and go. I remember a few years back, before MSN shut down the chat rooms due to paedophile activity, I used to frequent the general chatroom in a hope of having a laugh, being silly & just talking to complete strangers. But what I got was a handful of wonderful Web Friends, people who went beyond the craze and called me a mate. They didn't care that I was an ocean away, what mattered was the fact they were able to communicate from the otherside of the world with somone they could see as genuine & friendly. After the close down though, like a passing storm, many of them just simply gave up the craze & I never head from them again. I often wonder how they are doing, wonder if they think back like I do and may Read more:Remember
A shade of Red 1970-01-01 00:59:59 When I was younger my Mother bought me a red T?Shirt. It was the brightest red I had ever seen. She said with my complexion & dark hair, the colour looked wonderful on me. It was just one of those pet hates we all go through as a child & I guess for some lable queens of today it would still be happening for them. It was how I saw the colour! Red always looked severe, it was a harsh colour. The devil always wore red, sunburn has a reddish tint.... As a child, if I was asked to draw a flame I always used orange & red.... When someone was angry their face change to red.... Needless to say, I never wore that T-Shirt and have never owned another piece of red clothing. Dont you think thats strange?
Job Interview 1970-01-01 00:59:59 I am off for another Job Interview
today...Working for a hotel located just across from the Roma Street Parklands. For those who dont know Roma Street, it is the hub of 'Brisbane City' for travellers, who choose to go via coach/train to the southern state or further north here in Queensland. Roma Street Parklands are truly maginificent, picturesque & one can spend a whole day, walking through the many gardens/boardwalks or spend a lazy day friends & a BBQ/Picnic. Many couples choose to have their wedding ceremony here & photography enthusiasts are always in their element. The above pictures give a brief glimpse at the splendor of the parklands & if I happen to get this job I know where I will be spending my lunch hour. Here's hoping. I need work!
Plant Your Kiss 1970-01-01 00:59:59 This weeks selection...Wet your lips & pucker up for a smooch fest! Read more:Plant
One more Chance 1970-01-01 00:59:59 It has been an incredibly busy week. Physically demanding, mentally riveting & surprisingly enjoyable. The one downside to my week was knowing a guest had passed away during the night & having one of the housekeeping girls find him would have been quite a shock. He was a diabetic, & one can only assume he became ill quite sudden & could not raise an alarm. I only found out when I saw a man carrying a morgue tag which looked similar to that of the luggage tags we use everyday during check-in's. I had to do a double take, just to make sure. Next week I start on night shift, which on it's own is a challenge. I don't know how many of you have worked from 10pm to sunrise, but those who have would know how difficult it is too adjust to the lifestyle changes. The last time I worked graveyard It sent me crazy & I got very run down. I guess this time around some careful planning for diet & rest is a must.And so ends my first week on the job.I was thinking the other day (again a s
?Be Mine? 1970-01-01 00:59:59 ?H?A?P?P?Y??V?A?L?E?N?T?I?N?E?S?D?A?Y? For everyone that has a special someone & especially those (like me) miss out.
Till Debt Do Us Part! 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Ever feel as though you are unappreciated? Or perhaps that something you used to do out of kindness & being helpful has become 'expected' That is how I feel lately because I do not receive Thanks for the effort I put in to helping out around the house. You may be sitting there saying, "but hang on you live there & everyone should contribute to keeping house. But what if I was to tell you I do it ALL? Granted that I have lived here for the past 8 weeks without paying my way (no job) yet I still managed to go beyond the call of duty & exceed all expectations. I painted (a least 35 hours) mowed, washed, gardened, ironed, vacuumed, cleaned & not just for me. For the entire 8 weeks my housemate did not have to lift a finger at home. It saddens me that he spent more time trying to find error in my helpings than to show appreciation. And now that I am back to full time work, I still continue to wash his clothes, mow the yard, clean house but the Thanks-Yous have all but disappeared. I
Monday Mark 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Oh you know I cant help myself!Every once in a while I need to remind myself I am human & in need of some MD. Read more:Monday
The Spare Time Blog 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Just a quick post, because I simply dont have time to dribble on with my usual rantings. I am really tired lately & havin to get up early for work means having to hit the sack at a reasonable hour. Those blogs I love to read are not being forgotten, I will visit a soon as time permits.Big hugs & kisses to all my blog buddies. xox Read more:Spare
Hairy V's Smooth 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Do you like to run your fingers through tufts of manly body hair or prefer the delicacy of touching soft, smooth skin. A delicious thought in any manner! I thoroughly enjoyed my first day on the NEW job, brand new challenges, alot of new faces & a happy work envorinment, all made for an exciting venture. I look forward to tomorrow.
Apologies 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Ok yesterday was a little bizarre & I guess I let it get to me. We all have days like that. I am just tired of seeing the cruelty in humanity. I witnessed a young kid being verbally abused at the hands of a few thugs who figured they were "MACHO" as long as the helpless victim was out numbered. When I attempted to intervene, I was spat on & cursed in no polite way. Our youth is out of control & one has to ask what the hell is wrong with the parents of these little shitheads. Perhaps they lead by example. But that was no excuse for my outburst so I do apologise. I'm ok. Just frustrated!
Scorn the Malice 1970-01-01 00:59:59 I do not envy your so called ‘beauty’ for it highlights a malignant consortium. You excrete disrespectful feeling through your subordinate judging’s. Why do you feed off your cynicism & candid opinions? Your shallow demeanor shall not validate conformity in what is reckoned to be ‘commendable friendship’ while your heart is vacant of sentiment. I loathe the very breathe that beckons life into your senseless being.Your venomous conduct has reduced all rapport. While complacency may drive your twisted ambition, know this: Your heightened malice, insensitive, cold hearted, contemptuous soul will suffer immensely should you fail to recognize the ill paved journey for which you have elected to take. Fuck You! Read more:Malice
Wash & Wax 1970-01-01 00:59:59 I dont have a vehicle, but I am sure if I did, I wouldn't mind at all if a hunk like this was responsible for servicing my needs...Eerrr .....oh I mean the car!
Melting Moment 1970-01-01 00:59:59 I just had to post this picture, based purely on 'lust'. ....I think I have just found someone equally as sexy as my 2 favourite males. (Mark Dalton & Brett Hendrichsen)I did have his name but someone lost it amongst all the hot sweats & well never mind. Oh my! UPDATE: Chris Rockway...Thankyou to Matt for his knowledge of the gay film industry. Read more:Moment
Geared for NITESHIFT 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Well it is official! I worked my first grave-yard shift & have just arrived home! It is 7:50am Wednesday Morning! My eyes are hanging out my head, gritty, sore and watery. Of course I expected it. I knew full well what I was in for, but it does nothing in prep for the 'effects' after the first night. Alas! I also got to see exactly what my job entails & by the looks of things, I am going to thoroughly enjoy my evening duties. The beauty of my job is the view! 10 levels up & I have a 180 degree view of the city & all its magnificence. As daylight approaches the surrounds become visible and I catch a glimpse of the Brisbane River, The Gateway Bridge & a fabulous aerial view of the Roma Street Parkland's.I work alone, the work is not hectic & is set to be completed at a comfortable pace. Although I have been warned of some fairly busy periods, where an extra set of legs would come in handy.Now I just need to figure out when is best to sleep.Bug eyed over & out! Read more:Geared
Tagged by Graham 1970-01-01 00:59:59 OK after being Tagged
by Graham
-Thankyou babe! I have submitted my 5 answers. Only 4 of which are TRUE. Can you guess which one is a big fat WHAMMY? I believe Sue & Mike have also been tagged, make sure you check their answers too.I love eating RAW EGGS for breakfast.I have a TWINI love jetting about on an aeroplaneI skipped 16 weeks of 2nd year highschool.I do not own a DVD player
Plant Your Kiss 2007-03-03 00:01:00 Dont forget to floss, brush & rinse first. *winks*Who would you 'tonsil tango' with? Read more:Plant
Fresh Buns 2007-03-01 23:43:00 You can always tell when a bun is fresh. The moment to bite down on it, it is firm on the outside , soft and fluffy underneath.I really like my buns smothered in hot chocolate sauce, lick-lick all over!Have you been to the bakery today?What you thought just because of todays post-pics I was talking dirty....HUHKnow where your mind is!Shame on you!
No Help to the Homeless 2007-03-04 10:53:00 Last night I encountered an irritable guest who spent her entire night in the lobby, scouring through paperwork, which is fine, but a little strange considering she had paid for a room. But it was at 5am when we had a group of guests check-out & order the 'Boxed Breakfast' For those not aware, a boxed breaky is simply pre-packed for those that need to eat on the run. The group decided to eat in the foyer, to which I was quite annoyed at the mess they made all over the clean carpet. However it was when I was cleaning up the mess, this girl decided to ask, what do I do with the left over food? I said we discard it. Her objection was profound & she clearly stated the food would be much better served to the homeless that shelter in the park across the road.While I agree that the leftovers are a waste, it is not ethical to hand out food that has been handled by others in case someone happens to fall ill, thus the liability falls into the hotels lap. I explained this policy to her but
The weakness in me! 2007-03-06 02:39:00 Today I wandered into darkness, my past. I weakened during a moment of dismay over "Love" I have been fighting these demons for months now. Unwilling to except defeat in my thinking it will all come back as it once was. I am talking about my past relationship & the love for him that resides deep inside me. We failed as companions, both sharing a wicked passion for drinking & gambling. It was a time of great discomfort in our lives, a time when all that should have been sacred to us was not. Fun became addiction, addiction became madness & through that rage we became distant, each blaming one another for bad times & poor living. Today I lost my battle & indulged once again in booze & the filling of the club coffers, with no respect for myself or anyone else. I let my emotional state cloud my judgement & walked away penniless & even more dismayed. It doesn't matter how confident I feel, how much I think I have won the battle. It only takes the smallest of heartbreaks, th Read more:weakness
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