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Lost the Thrill 2007-05-05 22:29:00 [Friday, 04 May, 2007]I continued with my game which I started just before midnight. It was the very outdated Romance of The Three Kingdoms series 3 again. I played Liu Bei in year 2008 when the “Chi Pi Da Zhan” was supposed to occur. I did not want to decrease the number of my population in my capital and thus I did not recruit more soldiers. Cao Cao was already occupying the entire North East of China while I was only holding three cities.During drama shows, the idols would threaten, “If my fans were to spit at you, you would probably be drowned.” – It was similar to my situation.Even though I was playing historical mode and even volunteered to ally with Sun Quan, he revoked our alliance and attacked me at the east when he was supposed to entertain Cao Cao’s direct force since they had so many cities next to each other. Stupidly, he did not even try his best to send in his full force from two cities. At this point of time, Cao Cao moved his army towards south-west. His ar Read more:Thrill
Give a Chance 2007-05-05 21:48:00 How many of you have tasted the feeling of not able to spend your life with the one you love most?I guess almost everyone is suffering the same fate, or perhaps, it is only those who truly know whom they want are cursed.Human beings basically know when to move on. They can be tempted easily at times especially when they feel dejected and lonely. Sometimes they just foolishly think that someone else who seems better is able to help them forget the unhappiness; and only till their subconscious reach the maximum of tolerance, they realise they are wrong.Should we move on since it is hopeless but should we not since we can never forget? Life is often so contradicting that we have to stumble and feel lost. I’m not a saint and I’m just a normal person like anyone of you; I never know what to do when it comes to things that I cherish a lot.Life goes on no matter what and the earth would never stop rotating for anyone.It is foolish to be afraid of failure but not repeating of failure. We n
Meeting for Hopeless Cases 2007-05-10 01:42:00 [Monday, 07 May, 2007]I slept at 4am and waked up at 9am before lazing on the bed. I managed to make it to office at 12pm sharp and waited for the meeting. It was quite pathetic for there were only five of us inclusive of James and Francis. They announced about the JTC flats, which were passed to two teams and they claimed that our company was doing rotating of “lobangs”. In fact, we might not get the JTC flats for the next batches. In the case of our small team, we might not get many flats since we had to split with other groups. When they talked about the student hostel, I was so disappointed and did not wish to be involved. I collected the cheque for Mingfa before taking bus 145 home, which was a wrong choice for it was crowded with students.My mum got an electrician to replace the spoilt power switch inside the room and I was impressed that that guy did not turn off the main switch. I dozed off for some time before beginning my work. Just right after Mingfa was asking me about Read more:Hopeless
The Sunday’s Beach before Competition 2007-05-08 21:21:00 [Sunday
, 06 May, 2007]Working till 5.30am, I managed to crawl out of bed at 9am. My mum had prepared half boiled eggs for me again but it was overcooked like the previous. I had three small “bao”, which had filled my stomach. Finally, I could not finish even half of the green and red bean tasteless soup. Doramon cartoon was nice.I went to Vivocity’s Rip Curl to wait for Mingfa and it took only ten minutes from the bus-stop. Mingfa and Tiffany bought their beach shorts there and later, we proceeded to the Banquet at the basement. A pair of couple was leaving the place and dropped a cup of drinks. When the cleaner came over, an old auntie let off an “AIYO” sound like as if the cleaner had spilled it. That was retarded for she should have done it to the culprit instead. Just as Mingen and Tiffany got over, telling us to switch over to the other side where they were selling non halai food, the cleaner nagged at Tony in dialect, saying we did not push the chairs in. Obviously we k Read more:Beach
Screwed Up My Interview 2007-05-11 20:33:00 [Wednesday, 09 May, 2007]I worked until 4am and waked up at 9am. I was so tired that I continued to laze around on the bed even though I had planned to make my morning really meaningful.Later on, I waked up to find my certificates and even borrowed a tie from my brother. I went down to get the certificates photocopied and preceded to the Lippo Building, which was so near to my house. There was a sign asking all visitors to report to the security guard like any other office building but since I was wearing so formal, I tried to act like one of the workers and was alert enough to find the correct lift fast.I was brought to a room to fill in my particulars. It was a tedious job. Soon, I was given two sets of tests for they wanted to find out whether I was more suited to become a designer or content publisher. I checked my phone and realised Carol had replied me saying that I needed not wear a tie. I was quite lost while taking the tests for I had forgotten most of the stuffs I learnt duri Read more:Screwed
Tomorrow 2007-05-11 08:46:00 And so, I will be seeing her again soon, but playing with other guys.
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Alert: All Singapore Property Agents 2007-05-10 19:54:00 If you get to co-broke with an agent called Vincent Chan with the number 9297138*, please be prepared that he would override your right as your clients’ agent and approach your clients directly. This act of dishonest and unprofessional might end up bringing conflicts between your clients and you.He is probably active at the west of Singapore
, wearing a spectacle. More details about this smoker shall not be disclosed in order to protect his ass.If you have the chance to bring clients to his listing, you may wish to play him out in order to educate him in order to save all Singapore’s agents and Disclaimer: I do not encourage you to destroy his creepy face even though he deserves to be castrated. I do not have liability for anything you do to him.
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First HDB Appointment with Penis Seah 2007-05-10 09:46:00 [Tuesday, 08 May, 2007]I made a miracle of sleeping at 2am. It was all for the HDB first appointment which I would be facing the bastard Penis
Seah. Since his attitude was ridiculous at times, I needed to catch more sleep in order to obtain the concentration to screw him back any time.I waked up at 6am but continued to laze on the bed for another half an hour. My mum prepared milo and dumped biscuits inside, which was a dangerous thing because it used to play prank on my stomach every time. I realised I should have ordered half boiled eggs.I took train to Toa Payoh as usual and reached by 8am. I knew for sure the buyers would be late. Fifteen minutes later, I went up to level two since JTC flats were only served there by six of the officers and the clients might have gone up there directly as indicated by the letter. Another fifteen minutes later, I saw someone who looked like Penis Seah at level one but I did not care about him for he could have called me when he could not find me and Read more:First
The Killer Phone 2007-05-15 21:03:00 [Monday, 14 May, 2007]I was trying so hard to be a good boy that I was going to bed early at 2am. Just as I was switching off the light at the living room, there was a blown sound and the kitchen was in total darkness. My elder brother called out from the toilet, telling me he was still inside and asking me why I switched off the light.I thought I can have a good rest for a day and be ready and energetic to finish up my work, but fate played on me. I was waked up by numerous calls and eventually got up before noon. Ten hours of sleep, in fact lesser than that, was actually more than sufficient to everyone but talking about sleep debt, I needed to sleep much more than that. All intelligent human being should know that the required eight hours of sleep per day should be undisturbed one. The phone calls had made me so tired.I managed to upload photos from the camera and phone into the computer finally for my brother was not at all. Carol and Kaven messaged me and took my time for some ser Read more:Killer
The Swim A Day after Beach 2007-05-15 19:58:00 [Sunday, 13 May, 2007]I dozed off before 1am for the lack of sleep and weariness; it was a new record after so many months. I waked up after 7am and started working for my shares price.I was totally disappointed when I received the news that only Yongcai and Gilbert would be going for the swim. Gilbert suggested going to Clementi instead of Jurong East since Jurong East would be more crowded.I was late after rushing through my work. Gilbert and I met Yongcai at the entrance of the swimming complex. We got changed soon and went to the Olympic pool. There were two ropes dividing the pool into three parts and there were children at both the sides. We were chatting away for we did not know which side we could swim at and there was no signboard saying which laps were booked. When we started to swim at the lanes nearest to the audience seats, we were chased off. Basically, the three lanes were occupied by the test, two lanes were occupied by some elderly and the last three lanes were occupie Read more:Beach
Ripcurl Beach Volleyball Championship 2007 – The Greatest Mockery 2007-05-14 20:18:00 [Saturday, 12 May, 2007]I hurried with my work to cover up for the previous days’ lack of update. Yuqing approached me to do a survey for him. Finally I went off at 3am.I set my alarm at 6.15am but as usual, I lazed around and only until Mingfa called me, I came to conscious. My mum was lazy to make the half boiled eggs for me and she chose to do the milo with biscuit, which caused me to empty my stomach inside the toilet like usual.I managed to catch the bus as I dashed across the road and Junrong was inside. We met up with Jinyang soon and Kachua joined us. Mingen called me to order food even though he was driving and I had to take the bus in. while I was waiting for the carrot cake, I got to chat with Kunhan. I was surprised when Ying Ying came over to join us and I was very touched for it took a lot of courage to join me and a group of people whom she had not met before when she could actually go in with Jenrine.We took the bus to the Beach
Car Park and went down to meet up with Read more:Volleyball
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She Messaged Me – A Chat with Her Finally 2007-05-13 17:47:00 [Friday, 11 May, 2007]Mingen sent me home together with Mingfa after 1am. I was having a bad backache. In less than six hours’ time, I took my bath twice for the stupid travelling, which caused so much sweat. Finally
I was able to take my cold dinner - the noodle cooked by my mum a day ago.I continued with my work until 4am that I could not take the tiredness any longer. I waked up after 1am and continued to work. I was disappointed that I did not go out with Kaven as I could not get up in time.During the late afternoon, I had a chat with Jinyang until Kachua called me to meet me out for dinner. I told him ten minutes later but I went down immediately after giving Mingfa a call, which took me only around five minutes. Kachua was late for fifteen minutes even though he could even see me from his office, which was of a short distance from the post office. We went to the market and he took the duck rice. I ordered a cup of lemon juice without getting any food since I did not have any ap
Another Crooked Agent 2007-05-13 02:51:00 [Thursday, 10 May, 2007]After spending a few hours at Halo Bar, Mingen, Mingfa, Jianhao and I went to Bukit Timah to have supper. On the way, Mingen and Mingfa drove to the petrol station to get an ice-cream for Jianhao since they could not find a birthday cake. I had two plain prata and iced tea before Jianhao sent me home.Mingfa called me and we had a chat for almost one and half hour. I went to bathe after that and continued with my work, which lasted for so long until 8am.Mingfa waked me up at noon to inform me of a viewing session. I was so disgusted to go down for two consecutive days. When I first started off in this line, I would have done it without any complain but I knew well it was not the way for we should push appointments to the same day. Since I was the only very “free” person, I had no choice but to go down by myself. Kelly called me soon to make my situation worse for there was another appointment such that I had to go down even earlier.This afternoon I was so kee Read more:Crooked
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Singapore Waiting Hospital Yet Again 2007-05-17 21:24:00 [Wednesday, 16 May, 2007]It took me great effort to sleep at 4am. I waked up at 8.30am and went to the SingaporeWaiting
Hospital. I waited one and a half hour at Clinic ‘E’ before seeing the doctor. Somehow, he was similar to the other specialists who did not wish to write a memo to the army’s medical officer for downgrading me. He claimed that the medical officers might not follow their instructions, which was obvious but the medical officers always claimed that they needed the specialist’s letter in order to appeal for my downgrade. Basically, they were pushing the responsibilities around and I had to accept that it was life in Singapore.Since I was no longer a national service boy anymore, I was able to speak up bravely and claim my right. I told the doctor it was unfair for me if my condition was to worsen during re-service and that the medical officers had asked for the specialist letter so that they could submit my case to the medical board. I won the battle but somehow Read more:Again
I Got Home Early 2007-05-17 19:29:00 [Tuesday, 15 May, 2007]I only got to sleep at 4am and eventually waked up after noon. My right shoulder was numb upon waking up for somehow I did not sleep in proper position.I received a SMS from Jianhao and eventually he got the SPH thing done. He sent me a scanned picture of some newspapers advertisements when I told him I was in a rush to go out. Suddenly he asked if I could design an advertisement in twenty minutes and I was so stunned that I said no immediately. I had been struggling with time management that inspiration had never visited me.I left for Clementi ITE immediately. I was happy to see Andy, Kok Chiang and Mingen around as well but I was not used to having other outsiders playing together. When I tried to join in the fun, I felt really weird that I could not play properly. Then, I realised it was due to improper sleeping posture which had caused the numbness on my shoulder. My shoulder was strengthless and could never follow my heart.Since Kok Chiang and Andy wanted to Read more:Early
Takeaway for Them 2007-05-20 20:42:00 [Saturday, 19 May, 2007]While I was trying out the MindSoft Utilities XP software, Ying Ying messaged me and told me she could go for the beach outing sine her class gathering was decided to be on the day itself and not the next day. I almost wanted to worship her for being so sporting and friendly until she told me the condition the next day that she would go only if my dear sister was going and it was a sudden twist, turning me so off.Anyway, I was having this itchy hand that I clicked on the Internet Optimizer, which resulted that my MSN could not be logged in after restart. There was internet connection and that the browsers were working fine. I did a number of trial and errors on the setting but none work. In the end, I had no choice but to reinstall my MSN, which actually worked.My mum and elder brother wanted to take supper at the nearby coffee shop. I called Quek Quek to check out how he was getting on. He seemed to be drunk already and he asked who I was when I was using my mo
Life Is Getting Too Messed Up 2007-05-19 22:14:00 We need a change soon probably because somehow this life is getting too messed up.It is stupid if you cannot pick up your courage to talk to your ice candy when she is reachable just because she shows no time for you and you probably have no chance to convert your dream to reality. It does not matter how presentable you are but you can count yourself a failure when you lose out to some fatso in terms of getting near to her.It will definitely take years to become successful in order to gain back the confidence to try your luck again. Are you yielding to reality? Do you wish to sit by and wait for someone to take her to tour the moon and that you would wish her happiness?If you do not only live for love, work on others.In order to progress, we have no choice but to forsake some stuff. Be it an interest or hobby, or be it your rice bowl, you have to make a decision; at least you get to choose this time whether which one to give up.Have you been reading my lengthy paragraphs? Have you unde
I Got the Job 2007-05-19 11:23:00 [Friday, 18 May, 2007]I only managed to sleep at 4am but had to wake up early. After lazing around on the bed as usual instead of beginning work as planned, I managed to reach the company before 10am. Iris conducted the interview with me and it seemed more like a chit-chat session. She talked more than me to explain about the company's vision and current situation, and all the questions prepared were not asked.I went home to rest immediately. I frequented the bedroom often while doing my work and finally left for Toa Payoh before 3pm. I got there in less than half an hour and waited there while playing game. I met up with Rahman and Kelly before 4pm and when Mr Low was going to pass me the money, I was stunned. At first I saw that there were only ten-dollar notes and it was weird to hold over hundred pieces of them. Rahman did not bring the invoice despite I had reminded him severe times. Everything was settled fast for there was no loan. Kelly had a chat with me outside as I looked
Back to Stagmont Camp Finally 2007-05-19 08:59:00 [Thursday, 17 May, 2007]I was rushing my work and only got to sleep at around 3am. I waked up at 9.30am, lazed around and finally left my house after 11am. I thought I had to queue long at the Cheezy Junior pastries shop but in fact it was not opened yet. Since I saw people inside, I approached them but they told me I had to wait for another ten minutes. Ten minutes later, they were not ready to open the shop yet but one of the guys decided to serve me first while not every flavour was available yet.I left for the MRT station happily with the two big boxes of pastries. It was a long journey to Choa Chu Kang and there was only an ice candy boarding the train at Bukit Batok. I had to transit to bus and afterwards, walk the slope up to exchange the camp pass at the Stagmont camp guard house. I was disturbed by two aunties who were working in the camp and the guards did not stop me for any checking.Quek and Ivan were already at the Spec Mess. Then, I gave a call to Kengster to ask him and Read more:Finally
First Day of Work at WPH 2007-05-24 12:41:00 [Wednesday, 23 May, 2007]I worked till after 2am before going to bed and had to wake up before 8am. I took a deep breath before pressing the door belt. Carol was there already and she introduced me to Sheila, who I was taking over her job from.This is my first full-time at Web Professional House Pte Ltd (http://wph.com.sg). It is basically a web design company, providing web solution for clients. We help to build up website from scratch and revamp existing websites. We deal with big clients like government sectors and I suppose we are one of the top web design companies in Singapore. My position is called Web Support and my main task is to handle requests from existing clients about their websites done by us. At the same time, I had to transfer contents of clients’ existing websites into the new websites we designed for them.The pay may not be high but overall is good. Since I have been maintaining my own websites, I’m sure I can cope with my financial problem together with this st Read more:First
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The New Job 2007-05-24 10:11:00 Life is very poor for me. I’m working at an established company with good prospect that I cannot worry about retrenchment. There is medical benefit, which allows me to fall sick. The boss allows me to take leave during my probation period, such that I might waste my leave in future. Colleagues are too nice to me and it is difficult for them to see my flaws. The job scope I’m facing is manageable so far that I cannot complain. Everyday I have to worry about the time to leave my house for I cannot judge the exact timing to reach the company, which is within five to ten minutes; and I have a headache to decide whether if I should go home for a nap during lunch hour daily.
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A Policeman for a Day and Dinner with Gilberto and Bunnie 2007-05-23 13:34:00 [Tuesday, 22 May, 2007]I was busy with work and had my supper after 2am. Finally, I went to bed at around 4am. I waked up at 8am and set off for MediaCorp.By the time I reached the Radio Gate, Wanyu called me and I got to find out the instructions from her. I went over to the guard at the guard house and asked him whether I had to register somewhere in order to go in. he answered in a sarcastic manner like as if I was born to know all the procedures.I walked to the wrong direction but managed to find my way to the costume department with the aid of a lady. The auntie at the counter was not as polite. She told me to find a suitable pair of leather shoes which were hung outside and since the sizes were not indicated properly, I had to take extra time to compare the sizes. Suddenly she called me in a rude tone and said that I could have told her if I could not find it, as if I knew she had many more shoes inside the store. If she had the brain, she would have told me earlier that she coul Read more:Policeman
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Sichun’s Cookie Baking at Mrs Ng’s House 2007-05-23 12:41:00 [Monday, 21 May, 2007]I worked till 3am and gave up for I was nodding badly. I got up at 8am to check email. There was no reply from Iris and my plan to go earlier to the company to sign contract gone with the wind. At around 10.30am, I went over to Lippo Centre but I was told by Kimmy that Iris was on medical leave. She gave a call to Iris and Iris told me to go over to the company on Wednesday to report for work as well as to sign the contract.I went home and took a panadols before going down to UOB bank to open a saving account. My POSBank account was almost drained after withdrawing the money from there and I had to open my old red packets to top up the money for the new account. There was only a person queuing in front of me but I waited for very long before getting to talk to Miss Foo. I got myself a Visa so that I could purchase stuffs online, mainly for my website invasion.I had to go back home to put the documents before finding my mum for lunch. Her friend treated us and I fe Read more:Cookie
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Beach and Thai Disco 2007-05-22 13:09:00 [Sunday, 20 May, 2007]It was yet another tough work and I finally got to sleep at around 4am. I got up before 8am to go for my haircut appointment. After that, I came home, bathed and dozed off again after some work.I overslept and did not give Weitat morning call on time but he did not wake up despite calling him at later hour. I went to Harbourfront’s Seah Lm food centre and waited there alone. Mingfa was only on his way to meet Wilson up and Anqi as usual, was still asleep. I could have waited and hopped onto Wilson’s car but I had to wait for Ken for I was the one inviting him to join us. He came along with Clarence and I realised I could have spent the time more useful by eating first since they did not want to take any food.We went in by bus and that was the first time they took the bus directly to beach car park. We went to the hotel at Siloso beach straight away because Ken wanted to get changed whereas I needed to pee. After that, we met up with Wilson and Mingfa who had a Read more:Beach
The Worst Bank in Singapore 2007-05-26 13:05:00 [Friday, 25 May, 2007]I got to sleep from 2am to 8am and was satisfied with my performance to sleep early. I continued with some work before setting off to my company.I was intending to fulfil the client’s request by changing an advertisement banner of the S-League website but somehow there was no changes reflected on the actual site. It was only till an hour later, Sheila dropped by and told me I was only uploading it to the company’s server and not the actual one. That was the IP which she saw in my email and told me to transfer the new file into. It seemed like I had to put in much more effort to really figure out everything.I continued with transferring of contents from an old website to the developing site and I was getting a better hand of it. However, I was not sure of my speed and the most important thing was to meet the deadline. Liza told me it was okay for I was only a beginner but that did not justify the speed of my work. I had been working so hard, trying to avoid err Read more:Singapore
Second Day of Work 2007-05-25 13:26:00 [Thursday, 24 May, 2007]I was struggling with my websites until around 3.30am and finally got to sleep.I waked up before 8am to continue with my work and managed to reach my new office before 9am. Work resumed when the office was still almost empty.Lunch was together with the guys in other department whereas the girls over my side had prepared their own food to dine inside the office. It would be good if I could do that as well since I was lazy to go out to buy food. In another point of view, going out to have dinner was taking a break from the office. I was together with Han Seng and the intern guy most of the time. Sadly, I still could not differentiate the Indians.It was a boring afternoon. I was finally tasked to handle client’s request for the S-league website but it was not a fun thing when my mailbox was flooded badly by the system. Maybe it was really a good experience so that I could become a good forum administer in future.I spent of my time on transferring texts from exist Read more:Second
Met Felicia Chin at Ichiban Boshi 2007-05-30 15:39:00 [Tuesday, 29 May, 2007]Being sad brought me to bed early as usual. I dozed off in disappointments as early as before 2am. I waked up at 7.45am to continue with updating of my websites.Most of them were late for work as usual but I supposed they did it on purpose because they did not want to leave at 6pm and squeeze with the working people on train. I began working right after stepping into the office in order to cover up for my slowness as a beginner.Work was filling my time in my new job and I supposed it would be terrible very soon. After all, the nice people would probably make my days better. The changing of new carpets gave excitements. Even though the moodiness was still suffocating me on my chest, I did not show it on my face and even tried to crap around.We went out for lunch at Ichiban Boshi at the Esplanade. The six of us – Sheila, Liza, Niza, Carol, Eugene and I – took two cabs to go over. I had a set of Chicken Katsudon and Eugene had a much bigger feast even though he
Too Slow 2007-05-29 13:20:00 [Monday, 28 May, 2007]I began the day with applying SP services for Kaven through internet. It was my first time but for most property agents, they should be used to it already.I went to sleep at around 4am and waked up four hours later. After updating my websites, I left for work.There were new chairs in the office and they actually produced a weird smell. I received the ClinicPlus member card, which was used for seeing doctors, such that I would only need to fork out five dollars at selected clinics; it was of course not as good as Gilbert’s one - free-of-charge.Lunch was with the new intern, Eugene, Elgin and a few other developers. I took the duck rice for three bucks at the same stall which I bought char siew rice for two fifty, and basically they both sucked. I supposed the place was not as cheap as what they really thought.It was actually a bad work day for the interruptions of my phone. I hated to be disturbed when I was trying to concentrate on my work but many things, such
Unproductive Sunday 2007-05-29 09:15:00 [Sunday
, 27 May, 2007]I had another round of dash for work but it seemed helpless when the shares price refused to go up.It was a boring day, waking up at around noon to continue with my work and soon, dozing off again as predicted the day before. My plan to touch on my photos to upload them into the older blog entries failed totally; it was a disappointing day for the lack of production.I did some blogging during evening and managed to drag myself to start checking my wardrobe. I found three formal long sleeve shirts wrapped and thus knowing I did not get anymore since I was not required to wear so formal for my current job. Perhaps, I had too many old clothes that I did not bear to part with.
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I Suck 2007-05-28 12:04:00 I’m in a messed up now.I forget to update some things in my previous blog entries.I have been dragging on and only get to update my blog two days after the actual date.I have not uploaded photos for the entire months.I have not added captions to an entry during January.I fail to lie again to save myself from fatigue.My share price has been dropping despite I have tried so hard everyday to update the site.I have registered too late for the NTUC beach volleyball when Tze Khit has agreed to play for me.I dare not tell a person, “Hey you owed me a date since more than two years ago, and so are you free since you are on holidays?”
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