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View Flats 2007-03-01 22:12:00 [Thursday, 01 March, 2007]It was a morning when inspiration died off me again. I woke up around noon and started calling the agents for appointment time. One of them told me he would like to make the appointment during weekends and I was actually quite pissed off for he could have just let me know earlier. Another two made me hold on.This afternoon was another bad day for Justus came over with Chinese book review. He did not put in enough effort and even wanted me to choose the book for him to write about.I had bad news from Kelly about Lulu and Uncle Sam, and just as expected, we were kind of being backstabbed.Finally I got confirmation from an agent and just then, Kaven told me he had made his own appointment. My sky almost turned dark for it took me lots of effort to make it work. However, he assured me the timing was alright but I had to cancel another appointment at 7pm.I walked to Hong Leong Building again to meet up with Kaven. He picked up his sister on the way and we proceeded Read more:Flats
Hougang, Bukit Timah, Clementi and Volleyball 2007-03-03 20:50:00 [Saturday, 03 March, 2007]The day did not start off good, but perhaps, it was just me.I was waked up by my mum’s numerous phone calls but decided to go back to sleep until Kaven sent me a message. I came to full conscious immediately when I read that he was meeting me at 2pm. I called him directly and realised he had cancelled his appointment and wanted to take a look around the surrounding of the Hougang flat.I remembered about Mrs Ng’s SMS a week ago about a gathering. I tried to call her but could not get through her line and thus I called Sichun instead since his name was mentioned. I realised the gathering was on this day at 1.30pm, but I had to accompany Kaven to Hougang as his agent and most importantly, a friend. Jingkun called me and asked me if I wanted to join him at Clementi
ITE. I had my sudden events aligned properly – Hougang, Mrs Ng’s house and Clementi ITE. I had intended to look for Ruoci at night but had to change the plan to the next day.I felt quite sick es Read more:Bukit
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More Than Lost 2007-03-03 19:32:00 Is it a distance which I can never reach that I can only get closed to?Is it eternity that I’m waiting for and I will be always wander about?Why must I be reminded of? Or is it just that I cannot let go off myself, and my heart is telling me I miss and I really cherish all the years.So what if I admit and persist, will it make a difference or will things worsen?I’m yielding with cowardice this time, and perhaps, I shall just stick to the once-a-year routine, and maybe I can get more than that sometimes.
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First Open Market’s Transaction 2007-03-04 20:05:00 [Sunday, 04 March, 2007]I began feeling worse and almost felt like dropping down onto the floor. The cough was irritating. However, as time passed by, I began to feel better.I was waked up a number of times in the morning. Two hours after I dozed off at around 6am, my mum unintentionally and stupidly disturbed my sleep just to switch on the fan. Afterwards, my elder brother’s girlfriend came and they made so much noise and followed by phone calls.I got up at around noon finally after Jingkun told me we were going to meet at 1.45pm. I could not finish my lunch and was eventually late for fifteen minutes. However, I had totally forgotten I was meeting the BMCC guys and I had to be late for an hour in order to match up with the latest comer. Jingkun’s girlfriend cocked up the day for us and eventually I went to Mingen’s house with only Meijun and Weitat.Mingfa was already waiting there for us. Mingen’s house was big and nice and his mum was very friendly. I stayed until Wilson arr Read more:First
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Sick Baby 2007-03-05 18:21:00 [Monday, 05 March, 2007]My sickness worsened in the early morning but I only got to sleep at 4am.I was waked up by Kaven’s SMS as early as eight plus. As I tried to get more sleep, my mum’s loud chatting voice with the neighbours tried to piss me off. I went out to have a slip of water to cool down my warm body, which could be due to fever, and I never even bothered to see who was at the door.I finally got up at 2pm but still feeling very sick. I went to meet up with Kaven downstairs his office to get some documents from him and I almost could not make it home. I overcome my giddiness.The tortoise called me to get her a FBT shorts from Queensway. This day, she became a chicken. I seriously hated people who gave empty promises like farting but it seemed like so common already; the worst thing was to take my kindness for granted. After dinner, I wanted to go to Queensway to help her but it was already too late.This night, my head was on the bed most of the time again.
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They Both Flew Off 2007-03-06 18:48:00 [Tuesday, 06 March, 2007]I was a good boy and thus I slept early. I went to bed at around 2am and was waked up by Gilbert’s SMS at 8am and thereafter, I could not doze off again. I checked my phone at 9am and realised the alarm had sounded but there was no noise at all. The panadols I consumed before sleeping did me good.I was quite disappointed to see the empty table for my mum had told me she wanted to get me “zhu chang fen” after returning home. She came back late and I only got to eat it at around 10am.I went to Ghim Moh to meet Kailin and before I left the house, Suimin called me. I could not find Kailin at the Ghim Moh bus interchange and later realised she was at Holland Village. Since I was a foreigner at that place, it took me quite long to find her. By then I was in bad sweat. I did not take any food except for the rojak, which I almost could not finish it.Lulu called me twice and I really wanted to shout over the phone for her attitude really sucked. She did not do Unc
An End to the Rental’s suffering 2007-03-07 20:58:00 [Wednesday, 07 March, 2007]I was too carried over by my work again and such that I could only get to sleep at 3am. Kelly waked me up in the late morning and I continued to laze about until noon time.I tried to get my ass cracking to help Cui Wei look for the condominium she was talking about and I got to surf some websites which inspired me. I continued with my property site design after that.Justus came over right after school, refusing to take his bath first. I was sure he was able to do the comprehension homework by himself but it seemed difficult to kick his bad habit off. After finishing the work, I was stunned when he told me he had to do research. Suddenly, I started to analysis by myself that surfing the net was quite difficult from the past days with the emerging of so many blog sites all over the world, which might not provide the exact information. I tried to offer some help but was not very sure what he was trying to do and in the end, he gave up.I continued the day with we Read more:Rental
A Day of Phone Calls 2007-03-08 21:58:00 [Thursday, 08 March, 2007]My mum did her usual kind of self-talking to piss me off when I was busy. This time, she claimed that she was cheated by a photograph developing shop for a forty cents photo. She gave me no lead of which shop it was and there were at least four shops downstairs my house doing the same business. It was terribly irritating. She had filtered off my advice for her to develop large quantity of photographs at one go instead of a few misery ones to cut down on the price.Work had kept me occupied throughout the entire morning. I took me so much to abandon my work so that I could get to sleep at 5am, but it was difficult to doze off with ideas racing inside my brain.I waked up late as usual. In the early afternoon, I had to listen to phone calls from nuisance and cunning agents. They totally spoiled my day and pissed Kelly off so badly. Given a chance to turn time back, I would definitely not entertain them in the first place weeks ago.During late afternoon, my mum’s
Shit Spammers 2007-03-09 20:51:00 [Friday, 09 March, 2007]Mike finally logged into MSN to share his new idea with me. We had some discussions and I managed to get some advices from him. However, when I asked him about his future company, he told me it would only be ready at around August, which meant that I had to look for other part time job meanwhile.This morning when my bad habit returned for the uncountable day, I continued to work till almost daylight.I waked up in the afternoon and only had my lunch at 3pm. Progress for work was slow but at least I got to finish updating some of the older photos. There seemed to be a problem with my router, such that for the past few days I was badly affected by the lousy connection.I was very pissed off with solicited SMSes. It was really absurd to make me delete those spam messages over and over again. The contents were always about whatever training or seminars, and I believed they were those psychologists involving in MLM. Those messages often sudden popped out gave me false
Umbrella from Espirit 2007-03-09 14:19:00 Umbrella from EspiritI’m looking for this umbrella from Espirit. It is identical to this one inside the picture, except that the one I’m looking for has a curve handle (this one is a straight one). As you can see, it is black in colour with red label. There are different sizes of it available and I’m looking for the longest one which is approximately around one metre long. Please look out for me!
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Just Be There Will Do 2007-03-11 08:16:00 When I say I’m bored, it is not that I have nothing to do but plentiful of tedious tasks to establish.Sometimes I just wish to get out of everything and not let thoughts jeopardise my mind. I just need someone carefree to be besides me at a quiet place and even there is not much conversation, just be appreciative will do.
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A Need to Strengthen My Weak Injured Knees 2007-03-10 20:53:00 [Saturday, 10 March, 2007]I did not sleep early as usual. Tze Khit woke me up at around 11am and then I started to call people for the volleyball game at Clementi ITE. Tze Khit’s plan was to play at 4pm and leave at 7pm when the outsiders came but response was terrible.I checked my phone and saw a message from Suimin and I was so stunned for she was in China. I supposed my phone missed her messages so much that it played on me.Out of more than ten people I contacted for volleyball, only Ou Xiang was available. Perhaps, it was not really my day or I should just accept the fact that everybody had their own activities other than playing volleyball with us.I went back to sleep after all the disappointments and woke up to realise I was running late. However, since Ou Xiang was planning her bath so late, I could easily guess that she would be late but not for almost half an hour. As usual, I waited at the seats once I got out from the train instead of going out of the control station and I Read more:Knees
A Call From Anqi’s Mum 2007-03-11 21:50:00 [Sunday, 11 March, 2007]I was exhausted by the volleyball game hours ago. Going to bed was a disappointment once again. My younger brother was back from camp and thus I had to squeeze into the queen size bed with him and my mum. In the past, my mum would sleep in the centre but for these two days, my mum slept by the outer side while my younger brother took both the centre and inner side. It was difficult to squeeze a place inside quietly and gently so that I would not wake any of them up.Kaven called me in the afternoon when I was only half awaken. When I wanted to have a game of Condition Zero, Tze Khit messaged me in MSN and we started discussing about websites. Afterwards, I spent hours on my websites.It would be a usual day for me with my sites and television set if not for a phone call from Anqi’s mum. I was quite surprised to hear from her and she was very concerned about my current work. She also explained that the previous time when we went to her house to “bai nian”, sh
MLM Scandals 2007-03-11 19:41:00 “Enyouth’s leader,start our week early by attending our morning grouping!Get ur news guy also!Learn from e best!1.30pm level 3!Miss it sure regret!” - From the owner of the number 90255061 at 0112h in the early morning.After ignoring some of the SMSes, 96860324, 97457395, 90255061 continued to bug me and I knew it is not accidentally sending of message to the wrong person.Finally I realise which group of morons have been flooding my phone. If my research’s result is correct, they are from a MLM company. I have never believed in such Multi-level-networking’s crappy products.My mum is a victim of such scram before and has wasted thousands of bucks on magnetic mattresses. Seriously, after trying the rubbish for years, I can honestly declare that they are pieces of shit.Do you still keep your conscious while you try to make your imaginary first million dollars? Obviously some beasts are money-grabbers and they can do anything like bluffing money from the poor people, especially u
Top 10 Impressive Young Man 2007-01-10 19:31:00 The hunkIn this week's Top 10 Impressive
Young Man, we are featuring Chung Tze Khit, the hunk into his twenty first year of life.With a very good family background, he excelled his in "O" level examinations, bringing glory to his previous secondary school, Chung Cheng High (Main). Then, he continued to further his studies at one of the top junior colleges in Singapore, Temasek Junior College. He made a unique decision later on to take up Physiotherapy at Nanyang Polytechnic, which is his current institute of education.He had led his schools' volleyball teams into finals in the national championship. As a key player in the Bukit Merah Community Centre volleyball team, he helped his team to top the Youth Cup in year 2001, beating all the well-known teams in Singapore. He was selected for the volleyball team in Singapore Arms Forces during his national service days.Tze Khit is the youngest son of the family with two successful brothers who are already family men. He is staying with his
Bank Loan for Kaven 2007-03-12 20:52:00 [Monday, 12 March, 2007]This early morning began with screwing someone over the phone for the spam SMS. Followed by some work, I went to bed late again.I set four alarms in my phone but I only got up after eleven instead of ten o’clock. Then, I got dressed up and left my house immediately. I was around fifteen minutes earlier from the appointment at Hong Leong Building. I met up with Kaven
after noon and Kelly soon arrived. We went to May Bank together to see the banker to settle Kaven’s loan.After that, Kaven and I went to China Square for lunch. The place was so badly packed and it turned me off. I queued up for the Japanese food but ended up going over to the MacDonald’s, which had no business. After ordering the MacChicken meal, I finally realised why so many people did not take my wrong footsteps. The food tasted lousy and the Mandarin water drinks was diluted.After reaching home, I had a good chat with some friends online. Into evening, I dozed off for a while and continued
The Chicken Tortoise Was Back 2007-03-14 21:00:00 [Wednesday, 14 March, 2007]The repeated old show on channel 8 was nice. I had a rare chat initiated by Ruoci and I started bombarding her for not replying to my message the day before when I was at Bedok. At times, I felt like deleting the contacts on my phone of friends who did not bother about me. It took me long to finish up my work and thus slept late again.I was eventually waken up by Kelly who told me to do SD as soon as possible for the block 219 Ang Mo Kio flat but since I knew it was not very urgent, I told her I would probably do it some other days. To me, it was stupid to go all the way down to Bukit Merah HDB branch office just to do it and I would prefer to do it on the way if I had to go to the office.I woke up around noon eventually and saw Suimin’s Friendster being updated and I knew this chicken-tortoise had returned to Singapore. She could have sent me a SMS once she touched down from the plane.Justus came over to my house and bugged me for very long with his Chines Read more:Chicken
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Worst of the Worst Day 2007-03-13 22:18:00 [Tuesday, 13 March, 2007]I tried to sleep as early as possible but it did not seem to work after all. Kelly woke me up at around 9am and sent the Bedok block 204 to my house. I had wrong estimation of time again and reached there around fifty minutes earlier.I started taking out my book and tried to scribble something onto it. The neighbours’ kids got home and they stared at me innocently. Later on, George came up with the contractor and the kids started surrounding the door. I started talking to them and even helped them to take photos. Their liveliness was envious. Actually, I could not figure out their words properly for they were around four and five years old, and a few were younger. They were Malays, very hyperactive and friendly. I was quite worried for their loud noises might interrupt the conversation of George and the contractor. I also hoped they would not pose too great problems in future because George and his wife loved quietness. I left the place reluctantly because th
Headache 2007-03-15 21:00:00 [Thursday, 15 March, 2007]Before I could realise, it was already near 5am. After waking up in the afternoon, I started my daily routine of clearing my emails. I was basically waiting for my mum to come back with my meal and also Kelly to message me the particulars of the buyers for the flats.After she gave me the details, she sent me another message to ask if I would mind that she disband the group. It was unfair to her all along that Jenny, Mingfa and I were kind of dragging her since she was doing most of the work and that Jenny did not even appear once. Looking at the other angle, also mentioned by friends, Kelly was too busy to really teach us.I did not finish my lunch and left home at around 3pm as I was afraid the HDB branch office would not wait for me. After reaching the office, I was a bit weary somehow. The two attachment students were at Regina’s counter and the cute one looked quite expressionless. However, I met Regina just outside the photocopier room and she was smilin Read more:Headache
Loner Hates MSN 2007-03-16 18:09:00 [Friday, 16 March, 2007]Mike told me he was going to find an office space the week after but I did not want to give myself too high hopes for the moment. We had some discussions again and I worked till late as usual. I was waked up by Kelly to get CPF statement from Kaven and then I went back to sleep as usual.I woke up late and my mum called home to check if I was hungry a not and I answered “no” for I thought she have important thing to do but would be home soon. Eventually, she came home at 3am and I really regretted it. I had just finished two slices of breads and thus had no appetite for the packet rice by then.I went to find Kaven at 4pm. This time, I cycled in my singlet into the crowded business district. Even though it was such a short distance, I was dead beat upon reaching there. After giving back his bank loan papers and collecting his CPF statement, I took the route at Ah Moy Street home. Just after passing by the food centre, a driver of a parked car opened the door w Read more:Hates
Escape 2007-03-16 16:05:00 Whenever my pictures come across your head, what do you think of?Whenever you need help, am I the first and only person you can think of? But when you are having fun with other friends, have you ever wondered where I am?Are humans born to be selfish? Are good people fated to be made used of?There are things which I used to be able to do and there are things which I cannot afford the time to do now.If I have the time and capability, I would make everybody happy.
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Swim, and the Most Enjoyable Volleyball before Dinner 2007-03-17 21:14:00 [Saturday, 17 March, 2007]Together with vex, lack of sleep and desperation to sleep early, I started work earlier and thus able to go to bed at 2am. Since my younger brother was back from camp, I had to squeeze into the queen size bed with him and my mum. I was not sure why he wanted to sleep in the middle for the second week and he occupied more to the inner size where only a very small space was left for me. I was only able to bury myself into that corner and did not bear to wake him up so that he could sleep a little more to my mum.I was not sure how long it took for me to wake up with my right arm numbed. Somehow, due to the space constrain, I had slept sideway and forcing my body on the right side. I knew for sure my arm would be a gone case for volleyball in the later part of the day.A ridiculous incident happened during my sleep again. My mum woke me up to ask if I was having enough space and she offered to join my elder brother in the other room. That was really stupid for she Read more:Volleyball
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Lost Near My House 2007-03-18 19:47:00 [Sunday, 18 March, 2007]Weitat was sending Junrong, Jingkun, Junyang and I home. He went to Beach Road first before taking the ECP to my house. I was a road idiot and since it was at night and my eyes were so tired after swimming and playing volleyball, I was unable to guide the way. The problem with me was that I rarely take that route since I was always taking public transport but not cab. Moreover, I was sitting at the back with my astigmatism.First, we took the wrong exit out and Weitat drove towards ECP once again by making a right turn instead of going straight. We went back to Forte Road once again and passed by Suntec City. When we were near the MRT station, I told Weitat to keep left and be prepared to turn left. However, he did not catch that small path and we went into Ah Moy Street instead and had to take the Chinatown road back to my house. It was really challenging to drive to my house for each path taken wrongly would require you to make a big round.Blogging and updating Read more:House
Ten Bucks Shaking 2007-03-19 22:02:00 [Monday, 19 March, 2007]It was a pathetic morning to see my ten-dollar-per-day plan reducing its value. Actually I had expected it but never knew it would be so soon. I got to be more innovative! I did manage to sleep at around 4am after having a game of Condition Zero with my elder brother.In the day, I was pretty distracted again from my family. I started off with web design but did not really like to do anything when I was not alone. I cherished my privacy too much. I had a few rounds of Condition Zero with my brother again to relief my stress.Kelly called me and told me I had to let Kaven re-sign some documents and that added loads to my brain; we had been troubling Kaven quite a number of times, which would certainly give him bad impression of our service. But this time, it was not within our measures.The MP came to visit every house in my block and then I realised they come just to persuade every household to give positive reply in regarding the upgrading of lift; it was quite a Read more:Shaking
Blogspot’s Problem 2007-03-21 20:21:00 [Wednesday, 21 March, 2007]I demonstrated my hardworking spirit since before the start of the new day. One of the three new fishes that my brother bought was found dead when I tuned my head to the fish tank; it was quite sad. Daylight finally ended my work.Louis waked me up at around noon for he realised I was holding to the Ang Mo Kio block 219 keys which I had forgotten to return. I thought I could wait till the next week so that I needed not go back to the office just for that.When I realised I could not get back to sleep anymore, I decided to start the day soon. It was pretty rewarding to stay up till the morning for somehow it aided to my ten-bucks-per-day project. Actually, I was not sure if it really helped.I spent the afternoon editing photos to update my old blog entries. Besides that, web editing was a routine.Into late evening, I was dealt a blow when I witnessed the fact that Blogger did not allow too many entries at a day. I saw the verification column but when everything Read more:Problem
It’s A Raining Day 2007-03-21 13:49:00 It’s the rain that hides your weepingYou claim the sun makes your eyes redIndeed it’s shinning vigorously somewhereI offer you an umbrella but you push it awaySo that you can shower with Mother NatureI stumble at your recklessly dashesYou trip and fall but never want me to offer you a handFor you never believe someone would helpYou yell towards the sky and you roar at the streetlightsAnd you say you are practising singingYou kneel on the flooded roadWhere the ongoing cars splash water over your bodyYou thank them for their donationYou finally sing a song of properBut you make heart-breaking too obviousSome things take too long to forgetIt’s pretty obvious but you join in the pretenceYou just sit there and let the rain wash time awayYou give up because you think it’s useless
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Recovering From Failure 2007-03-20 23:16:00 [Tuesday, 20 March, 2007]Halfway through my work, I was distracted by my elder brother to play Condition Zero game again. We stopped at 4am after a few rounds of reaction training. My brother started to catch the soccer replay between Manchester United and Middlesbrough while I continued to finish up my work. I joined him at the second half of the match to witness the only goal of the game. It was a penalty kick for Ronaldo. I preferred a normal scoring, which would be much more exciting.Kelly waked me up at around noon and came over my house’s carpark to let me sign the OTP for Kaven. Afterwards, I continued with my beauty sleep.It was pretty disappointing to witness the failure of my ten-bucks-per-day project. It was a secret and thus should not be mentioned. However, the dejection drove me to strive even harder and thus the entire day was spent on web designing. I did not even want to go out with my family for dinner.During late evening, Chicken-tortoise called me again. Usually,
Work and Brother’s Chalet 2007-01-28 16:37:00 [Saturday, 27 January, 2007]610, Ang Mo Kio Avenue 4 - living room and kitchen3 bedroomsAs the daily routine proceeded, I was lack of sleep once again. I managed to reach Lorong Ah Soo at 12pm and met up with Kelly. We did the final documents for the flat before Kelly sent me over to Ang Mo Kio. We went to block 610 straight before rushing to block 219.We met up with Jeff and he sounded better in real person than on phone. His client was a very nice and easygoing guy. Throughout the showing of the flat, Kelly out-performed Jeff so much that I was afraid Jeff would be jealous of her. Anyway, Kelly did it on purpose for he was muttering to his client all along.Kelly and I went to near her place to pass her son money for dinner. Then, we went in the rain to my house where Kelly used the internet to check for client’s enquires. Later, we went down to meet Uncle Sam and David. Things came to a good progress finally.I went down to Jurong East straight away. Walking there with a total empty Read more:Brother
First Encounter at HDB Hub 2007-03-22 19:02:00 [Thursday, 22 March, 2007]Hard work saturated into my brain again and this day I worked till daylight once again. I had some discussion with Irwin before I went off to bed.Kelly waked me up at around noon time and told me to go and get some document from Kaven to submit to HDB hub on the same day. I was in quite a mess for I had to pass the Ang Mo Kio keys back to Louis in the office as well.I called Kaven to inform him that I was going over and soon left my house without eating anything. I walked to Hong Leong Building again and after collecting the documents from Kaven, I lost my way while I was in search of the Raffles’ Place MRT station. It was probably because of the lack of sleep that my brain was not functioning properly and went in wrong direction.Anyway, the trip was fruitful for I got to see some pretty businesswomen and later at the train, I saw cute school girls.I went to HDB hub straight away at counter A and requested to see the officer at counter 28. I was glad that th Read more:First
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