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Saviour of the Broken 1970-01-01 00:59:59 I'm lost, confused you could say. I'm only sixteen and a junior in high school. But my time is almost up. I graduate in May of 2008 maybe even in December of 07 I'll be through and still don't know what I want t do. I'm lost confused u could say. Two paths I could choose. One I really wanna do but then that path has many paths leading from it. Or I could choose the other and do what I know I'll be successful at. I'm lost, confused u could say. I'm top fuckin' 5 in my class. Damn that makes me happy to say that but I could give a fukin' shit about that. High school is okay but damn I can't wait to leave. To leave this city of the dead. To leave these people that I don't know, but they swear they know me. Nobody fuckin' knows me. My own parents don't know me, how are you going to know me if I won't tear down these walls for my own flesh and blood. I can truly say only four people know who the real me is and I'm one of them. But I only have mysel Read more:Broken
Aint No Fun, Less We All Get Some 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Tuesday, is only one day away from hump day, which is one week from my birthday. So woo for me. But my problem for the day is if i find out i failed my AP US History test, and all the lil' white people plus one passed then I'm gonna be upset. Because for the first time I didn't cheat. I don't have a problem with the cheating only they didn't include me, so lets hope for the best.But todays Tuesday so Veronica Mars= Happiness!
the Great Black Hope 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Why must I be singled out every year? It never fails. It sometimes makes me want to fail academically. Being the smart black kid. Why can't I just be a black kid, why must I be placed with that adjective? I guess there are worse words that could describe me, but that one bothers more than anything. Here's the situation. I'm smart, and yea I'm conceited enough to know that. But the problem comes when I get singed out. Why whenever I go to some award ceremony am I one of the few blacks, and why must the black community leaders come p to me when they see I'm alone and speak some words of wisdom in my ear. Telling me if I ever need anything that they're there for me. Well I need a fuckin' car, are they gone buy me one. Not likely. That event happens to me every year, and I always see it coming and I try my best to leave before it happens. But then I have teachers that do it to me. Just the other day it happened. I was sitting in my desk, by myself like a wound Read more:Black
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Smells Like Teen Spirit 1970-01-01 00:59:59 It's Thursday. The day after hump day. And it smells like teen spirit where I'm sitting. Today at school we had a pep rally. Why? To show the community and everyone in the school that this town isn't only about football, but who are we kidding? It wasn't the best pep rally, but it wasn't the worst either. Hell it had funny moments. The teachers versus the students in a fuckin dance off. Have you seen teachers doing the motorcycle? What about teachers tryin' their hardest to "walk it out" or even do a little chicken noodle soup. Well neither have I, unfortunately. The dance off was just the teachers and students doing the cha cha slide. Who came up with that. And then for the inter-grade competition they had members from each grade limboing. Guess who won. Nobody. Another failure. But at least they tried. SO maybe we do have some kind of teen spirit. Read more:Smells
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the Usual Suspects 1970-01-01 00:59:59 It's that time of year again. Black History 365 with McDonald's yet I only hear that in th month of February. Hmmmmmm. Suspicious just a little. But why must we have month dedicated to the usual suspects. It's black history, but can I learn about some new people. Or some people making black history today. I can only stand to relearn about the usual suspects you kno who I'm talking about. Martin Luther King, Harriet Tubman, Malcom X, Muhammad Ali and the list goes on. We all know there story what about the ones we don't know about. Are they not important enough or are they the ones the Caucasians want us to know. No offense though its not their fault, we only have ourselves to blame. But I'm in high school now I know the last two years when February came around not one teacher said anything about it. Two years. I can remember my K-8 years when we would do coloring sheets and reports on them. But not in high school, so I found it refreshing that the new principal
the Glory Days 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Lately when I'm sitting at home exhausted from work or school I seem to find myself watching more MTV. If it was still 2000 and I was still 10 then it wouldn't be a problem. But I'm older and you can only watch their pathetic attempts of throwing in real life issues in between drunken, sex sex sex, craved twenty-somethings on the Real World. And the all but scripted Laguna Beaches of MTV. But lately that feeling hasn't come over me. I find myself looking at the clock so I don't miss a beat on their new line ups. It's not all about the 10 spot anymore and at times the new schedule benefits me but also leaves me confused. Some shows start at 9 now, and not at 10 but I think I'm use to it now. The new season of MTV shows are different. They're interesting to say the least. I'm still upset that this new Road Rules is a bust. Viewer's Challenge. What the hell. I don't even get to see when the people get eliminated now. And Veronica's gone after the first chal
nu layout 1970-01-01 00:59:59 as you can see im having an identity crisis but im working out the finer details. so more update later. Read more:layout
W-2 1970-01-01 00:59:59 I got my W-2 form the other day and finally decided that I was going to file my taxes for the first time. Thats epic in my book. I'm not even 17 and I'm filing taxes. Hell I still don't even know why I filed and why I'm getting money back.I didn't decide to file until all my friends at my job peer pressured me into doing it, and I must say I'm happy I did. I'll be getting around 240 from federal taxes and around 96 for state taxes, and I filed all by myself with help from Turbo Tax.So I thought I had done did something, but then I got this email late today saying my filing had been rejected. Setback in my mind. So I followed TurboTax advice and they showed me what i did wrong. I freakin put the wrong information into a box. So everything should be good now. Now to figure out what I'm going to buy with all that moolah.
syte 1970-01-01 00:59:59 the syte wil b bak up and running by saturday. i have a new direction i thynk i want to do.
Dear Kelly, 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Dear Kelly, This is South. A fan of yours. Your first album great, something new and different I still listen to "Stole" But we both know you can do better and deserve better. But enough with the pleasantries, lets get down to the bidness. Kelly, Kelly, Kelly what the hell are you thinking. You're a beautiful black woman and a successful one at that. There are more black women in the world that look like you, so why let that whitewashed Beyonce' still your shine. Yea I already know you grew up with her. She's like a sister to you. Mama Tina and Papa Knowles are like a second set of parents and you would nothing to betray them. I understand you're a loyal bitch. More loyal then me, and that may be your downfall. Its one thing to have your album pushed back for Beyonce's catastrophe of an album. Don't get me wrong the album was good, but you could tell it was rushed. From everything from the single choices to the videos. Within four or five months she ha
TI vs. Bow Wow 1970-01-01 00:59:59 First off I guess Kelly got my letter, because today her first single off her upcoming album "Miss Kelly" ha been leaking like a bad faucet all over the net. Its nice I'll wait to post it till the HQ version drops.A new R. Kelly track has been floating around lately but I have two versions. One with TI and T-Pain, and then the other with the Young Bow Wow
. Now the only difference between the tracks are the features. Nothing else between the two change. Both tracks are a must to download because both are hits, but which is better.TI does TI and T-Pain does his half sung half computer generated voice he's know for and they both shine. But Bow Wow spits a nice sixteen. I can't even hate cause I'm actually impressed. I'm getting use to the new and improved Bow, but for me to fully accept him as a grown man who can spit hard he has to stop putting out the candy coated tracks like "Shorty Like Mine."I'm A Flirt ft TI and T-PainI'm A Flirt ft Bow Wow
Fanbook 1970-01-01 00:59:59 I'm partnering with Jordan from BreatheHeavy to help him spread the word about a project he's spearheading. The whole thin revolves around Britney Spears and showing her that her fans really care about her, and with her latest antic, shaving her head, he felt it was our time to step in. Here's what he had to say.Several days ago I decided to start a project for Britney. A fanbook just for her, where her fans can write a letter explaining why she is such an inspiration to them. I created a layout for it, and made the sections. The next day Britney was reported to be in rehab, and this confirmed to me the project must launch sooner than expected. That same day, horrifying pictures of Britney shaving her head, and looking sad and alone surfaced. I cannot sit and watch Britney fade away, and a project like this is long overdue. This fanbook is being funded and made by BreatheHeavy.com for Britney Spears. This fanbook's purpose is to show Britney that her true fans support her, love her
I Got Issues 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Well the weekends over and school starts back tomorrow, but I have some problems I have to solve before my life can resume back to normal. Basically they're similar but different at the same time. Problem 1. Involves me and this girl, lets call her Veronica or V for short. Me and V have been best friends since the dawn of time. We use to do everything together. We had similar interests we just clicked. But then puberty hit. And feelings of friendship grew. And we started dating. Well you know the rest.It didn't last, I guess t was doomed from the start. But we gave it a chance, and boy was it good while it lasted but things have never been the same since. There was a period after the breakup where we couldn't talk, look at each other, or be near each other without some outburst of hate or anger. I never quit understood why that was, but she couldn't do it. I just wanted my friend back.But time goes on we're juniors now and we're friends again. Not as close as we were before but f Read more:Issues
Joke of the Month 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Black History Month
is a lose lose for everyone. Blacks have to learn about history and whites have to pretend to care.
Amanda 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Here is a short story I wrote a while back. Hope you enjoy. And all the feedback I can get will be appreciated. I thought I was in love. I thought he was the one. I thought we'd be together forever. I thought I knew what I was doing. I thought I knew what I was getting into. I thought I knew what I was feeling, but whatever it was it must've been a lie. I never realized how alone I was until I, felt the cold black chair, begin to numb my naked butt and back. The numbness awoke me from my utopian state and brought me back to reality. Here I am sitting on this cold chair alone, in this damp grey hospital gown about to get an abortion, all alone again. No mom. No dad. All alone and no one knows, but him. He gave me the money so this must be what I want. I'm only sixteen I can't take care of a baby. If this baby had a choice, I know it would choose not to live in this cold cruel. A world that I fear everyday, I wouldn't want to be relegated to this city. A city of broken dreams Read more:Amanda
Bak Again 2007-03-03 21:01:00 Damn i feel like i haven't posted in years. But this past week has been a rough one. So this will be a short post til' Monday. I will say this, the past week of my life has been drama filled. A little too much for me. Feel like i'm on the fuckin' Hills or some shit like that. From the tornadoes touching down to me and K having a fall out. What the hell is happening. Guess I really am 17. Read more:Again
Life Sux 2007-03-07 23:56:00 Why zis my life so insignificant and sucky. Im a nice person. I dont smoke, i dont drink, i dont do drugs. So why isnt my life full of prosperity. I make good grades, Im nice to everyone. So why must my life suck while i watch everyone around me smile and laugh while i sit and watch.Guess good guys do finish last. But why must i. SHould i change, is there something wrong with me. I watch people around me who i cant stand complain about how horrible theirlaugh is while i sit at home a night in the dark thinking. Thinking about whats next. When will my life change. Today, tomorrow, next yea. When will i get a chance to just smile and laugh without someone unobtrusively wondering why is he smiling/laughing.Because i fuckin' can, let me have my light once please. Is that too much to ask for? Just because i wear black doesn't mean im depressed. It doesnt mean im depressed. It doesnt mean im emo. It means i like the shirt im wearing and it happens to be black. It means i wear a size 16 an
Cupids Chokehold 2007-03-07 23:45:00 While everyone around me seemed to be breathless, due to the chokehold cupid had n them last week i am still on the hunt to find him. The find the little baby with his bows and arrows he used to come shoot me. Because of him i now have one less of a friend.You all remember K, from the previous post well we work together. Work together is what we do. Nothing more nothing less. But the other night it went further to my dismay. I know better i do, but when tha feeling gets a hold of me i'm useless.Its not the first time its happened to me, and thats why i feel so retarded. Now here i am stuck in a hole i will never be able to refill. You can't turn a ho into a housewife i kno, but the challenge is wht i like.AT work, i went up the K and we kissed. It was good but she pulled away and i understand> wE'RE BOTH AT WORK AND WHILE I MAY BE TRYING TO GET FIRED SHE NEEDS HER JOB. sHE HAS GAS, CAR, AND OTHER BILLS TO PAY. I dont. So i left after that didn't think anything of it.She took me hom
Daylight Savings Time 2007-03-12 04:44:00 I hate daylight savings time. Maybe i should move to Arizona, heard they don't recognize it. So does that mean if i left here now and it took a hour to get there, did i even go anywhere or did i just time travel. But really how stoopid is it. Someone even told me that they did it three weeks too early, to save electricity. Bump electricity, i had to go to work and hour early even though i still showed up an hour late. i hate daylight savings. dont you. Read more:Daylight
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