Owner: 365 Days of Megan URL:http://megan365.blogspot.com/ Join Date: Mon, 04 Feb 2008 13:12:57 -0600 Rating:0 Site Description: A self portrait project with tidbits about the day. the focus is on the pictures, though Site statistics:Click here
Day 159 2008-03-09 09:47:00 I have 3 days worth of blogging to do today!!!!! So, I'll simply do it up day by day. Friday was pretty good. I went down to Newport/Jamestown/Middletown with Juli and Shannon. We were going to take pictures but the weather did not let us. We went to the Mews in Wakefield which was DELICIOUS. We tried to stop at Fort Wetherill for some pictures, but Juli and I had to pee too badly. So we headed down to Middletown to take a brewery tour at Newport Storm Brewery. Dude... this looked like some guy just set up shop in some skeevy industrial park. We drove around it and all decided that doing this with no boy around was not in our best interest! So we headed back to their house and drank some wine and talked some. I then headed to J's for some weekending. I don't remember too much o
Day 166 2008-03-14 16:01:00 I'm just not as comfortable sleeping in a bed that isn't mine. I slept through the night, but actually GETTING to sleep was a challenge.. which was weird 'cause I was falling asleep when all the lights were on and J was still home... but as soon as he left for work, it was like BOOOIIIINNNNGG cannot sleep. But I prevailed. Then, of course, he stupid got home early (5 instead of 6) and woke me up. It was rather obnoxious, oh well.. at least I got him off to the airport.And now I have 2 weeks to grow up and find the courage to never see him again.
Day 165 2008-03-13 13:04:00 It's interesting to consciously do that girl thing where you're mad at someone and not telling them why or even THAT you're mad.I may need to find me some food. It's already two??
Day 169 2008-03-17 10:17:00 Today is St. Patrick's Day. One year ago today I was making plans to head into Boston to visit Sun and Luke with Brian. The night before, I had written in my journal that my relationship was over and I was just going to do what I had to do to have a place to live. Brian got home from work and we talked. We went up to Boston and had some fun. We didn't let on at all that we had broken up that day. The next day, I went to Juli and Shannon's as not to be home.In that year, I moved back in with mom, discovered photography, met J and Anthony's friend, and have felt more like myself than ever before.That relationship was bad. Three years with a guy who just didn't give a crap. His apathy made me feel like shit about myself. He made me feel stupid and ugly. We never fought. The break-u
Day 168 2008-03-16 10:16:00 I had fun last night. I may have to look into this whole going out on Saturdays thing. SoCo and lime tastes like REALLY strong cough syrup.That's the extent of today's excitement. I'm gonna find food and then clean. fun times.
Day 167 2008-03-15 13:06:00 This outfit was too great not to turn into my 365. You're jealous, I know!So, I went to the gay club. It was fun... but there were so few people I was attracted to! Though there was this one chick I wanted to like kidnap and make my own.... there were far less hot chicks there than hot guys on a normal day. 'Cause let's face it.. I'm not very discriminating!I'm a little drunk.ok... maybe a little more than a little...
Day 171 2008-03-19 10:45:00 I have nothing to disclose on this dreary uninspired blah day...
Day 170 2008-03-18 08:34:00 Today's assignment was peace sign. How could I not join in? I flash the peace sign all the time! I'm a hippy... I really am. There isn't too much to say today. The only thing I did yesterday was work. The only thing I'm doing today is work. I really hate working nights 'cause I feel like I can't do anything before work.. but when I work in the mornings, I can do things all evening. =/ Woe is me.
Day 173 2008-03-21 23:10:00 Today is Dad's Birthday. Click on the pic to read what I have to say about him.I went picture-taking with Juli. I drank too much then sobered up... edited my pictures and now I go to sleep.That's about all the fun I plan to have this weekend...
Day 172 2008-03-20 12:33:00 My deadline for packing is Saturday. That won't be a problem. Doing a bit today.. then I have all day tomorrow and Saturday. I've had just absolutely nothing to say as of late. Maybe there will be something tomorrow...
Day 175 2008-03-23 22:42:00 There is something terrible going on in my mouth right now. I think I have to go to a dentist. Maybe get my stupid wisdom teeth out :(I failed at the whole not seeing him ever again. I imagined I would have. Maybe I can end up being strong enough to just resist the desire to spend time with him.Fuck my mouth hurts.I move in 2 days. I may end up updating this after I move. we'll see how it goes.
Day 174 2008-03-22 09:33:00 So, I have worked my butt off this week to push certain people out of my thoughts. I have failed miserably. I blame God... or my Tivo. Anyway, tonight will be my test of will. Tomorrow and during the week will be easy... but tonight? If confronted with this person, I'll be hard-pressed to resist. My only consolation is that if he's doing *anything* tonight, it's probably poker. But I can do it! I can.... I think...Also... I think I'm going to look into a website. I'm hoping the person I was talking to about it yesterday remembers.... but it'll showcase some photography. Good times. Even if I have to do it alone... I just really wanna see what I can do with this "talent" I seem to have....Hope your day is magical :D
Day 177 2008-03-25 05:02:00 I have to call the dentist today. I hope I can get in today or tomorrow. I hope he tells me to man up and that i don't need my wisdom teeth taken out. :(
Day 176 2008-03-24 14:34:00 I'm just taking things one minute at a time. My room is packed. Tomorrow I'm gonna work on moving a bunch of boxes. I wish I had some money so I could rent a truck =/oh well... I'll just spend the $ on gas.I forgot to put the vacuum away. Crap.I don't have time for this. I have to shower now!
Day 179 2008-03-28 10:41:00 I can't wait until they are done laying the wood floors. I can't wait until the old apartment is finished. I can't wait until I'm unpacked. I can't wait until my wisdom teeth are out and i feel better. Everything should be settled just in time for vacation on 4/10.
Day 178 2008-03-28 10:39:00 Moving day.Went to the dentist.
Day 182 2008-03-30 20:02:00 I don't really know what to say anymore. I keep thinking about the wisdom teeth thing. I keep worrying about unpacking. I keep... i dunno... I just keep thinking about things. It's terrible... really!
Day 181 2008-03-29 22:52:00 How in the world am i supposed to get over and evict someone from my life who is just flat out there for me when I need him.I don't even want to think about today =/
Day 180 2008-03-28 22:04:00 I'm effin' beat!I have to clean up my unpacking mess so I can sleep.I'm so tired.*yawn* this is going to be a busy weekend...
Day 184 2008-04-01 22:43:00 i don't feel well :(the small pic on the bottom all the way to the right is today's pic..
Day 183 2008-03-31 10:43:00 Today's plan was to wake up, unpack, take a pic, empty the car, go to work. Sleeping until almost 11 has turned that into wake up, take my pic, make my bed, go to work. It's terrible!I am half way through my 365! Yippee! I'm not thinking "oh my god, I can't believe i've made it so far!" but more like "holy crap! I've taken a picture of myself every day for 6 months... I've blogged for every day for 6 months!" It's kinda crazy!
Day 187 2008-04-04 10:37:00 I'm sore.. my face/jaw hurts. But it's ok. I'll live.I just changed my car insurance from Progressive to State Farm. I went from paying over $600 every 6 months to paying just over $200 every 6 months. I'm pretty effin' stoked.My brother finally checked in on me.. I wonder if my mom made him.
Day 186 2008-04-03 09:30:00 I'm watching election 'cause I haven't seen it in a long long long time.My pain has increased a bit since yesterday. i took a percocet and it's feeling a little bit better. I like me some percocets :) But my goal is *not* take them... so I'll be popping aleve instead... if I can find it.Have I mentioned how much I love my new room? It's so spacious and bright! It's girly and full of my goofy nick knacks that that just let you know I'm not your average chick with purple sheets :)
Day 185 2008-04-02 13:47:00 In a post-surgery world, my jaw hurts, I'm full of gauze, and I'm thirsty! But mom promised to get me ice cream which makes me happy!The pain isn't too bad yet. The novocain has warn off so it's just starting to be sore. I just hope the bleeding stops soon so I can 86 the gauze.I'm still just thinking about the ice cream. I'm thinking cookie dough! :)Time for more TV!
Day 189 2008-04-06 14:19:00 i'm feeling pretty sick. I have to empty my car and go back to the apartment to get more stuff.Really, all I want to do is lay in bed. :(
Day 188 2008-04-06 14:16:00 I hung out with Greg then J today. I felt nauseated and wished I hadn't taken any medication.Also... I won poker! Woo :)
Day 190 2008-04-07 09:52:00 I can't even begin to tell you how nauseous I still feel. It's terrible. I hope it goes away soon. With the nausea comes dizziness and it really just makes me want to stay in bed all day.I wish I had stayed in bed all weekend. I mean, I kinda did 'cause when I was at J's I felt so sick I just had to lay down. I was no fun.I really don't blog at length on here. I was thinking about that the other day. i'm kinda glad I don't. Writing a whole lot for 366 days would be a bit much!Ugh... I don't feel well.
Day 192 2008-04-09 10:20:00 I want, so bad, to write something honest and true. Something raw and meaningful. Something amazing and soul wrenching. I am, however, at a loss for words. I just want to curl up on my bed and watch TV. Instead, I do homework until work. It's an exciting life I live.
Day 191 2008-04-08 21:17:00 You may have to click on this picture to get the full gist. I love this picture. I love what it represents and the way it makes me feel. I think I want to print it out and have it plastered on the refrigerator.I'm thinking about starting a project... It will be kinda like my 365... It may be a secret, though... maybe a 52 week thing... hmm...
Day 193 2008-04-10 13:17:00 Stupid thoughts and feelings running through my head! The Office is new tonight which is wicked exciting for me! However it brought up some memories in my head and now I want to vomit..