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Nothings Perfect, but getting so much better 2006-12-05 13:02:00 This was a really really long weekend. We stayed home on Friday night, there was a holiday parade Saturday we wanted to attend. Daddy even though most of the time he is a stern Dom, is also a kid at heart. Christmas I think sometimes is more for him than any kid, just because he has so much enthusiasm over the holiday. It's kind of a neat thing.
Saturday on our way to Michigan to see Andrea, we blew the transmission in our van. Andrea had to drive down to get us and A came up from the club to help as well. We eventually got all of our stuff out of it, and we went back to the club with A, while Andrea took the rest of our family back home. She eventually joined us at the club.
We did the party/work thing Saturday night, and things went pretty normal. No major issues. I eventually got really tired, and told Daddy I wanted to go to bed. He tucked me in and went back to the party and Andrea. I didn't care other than the fact I am a little tired of having to fall asleep alone, but even th Read more:Perfect
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Long but good weekend 2006-11-27 14:58:00 First.....Sorry Daddy we both know it was a long weekend, so this is gonna be a long post.
We had a kind of mixed up weekend this week. Daddy I think learned a little better how to deal with things, although sometimes he can be a bit pig headed, he's starting to get it. I guess the biggest lesson he needs to learn is women sometimes change their minds and just because we say one thing this time don't expect it to always be that way. Poor guy, he doesn't have it easy. A lot of guys seem to think having 2 women is the ultimate, but it takes a lot of work to make any relationship work, throw 2 women into it and at times it can be brutal. We refer to this as the Gumby complex, being pulled in 2 different directions, Daddy knows this part all too well.
I realize this and I am really trying to not let my emotions get the best of me. I think when we started out this new relationship, I was convinced that I was the only one who had feelings and didn't stop to think about either of th
Just another awesome weekend 2006-11-20 14:24:00 Andrea came down by us Friday night. Unfortunately for us we decided to play a joke on Daddy and tell him she couldn't come. So what's he go and do? .......He decides to volunteer to work on Saturday and get in some extra hours. We figured we would just surprise him and have her show up. Unfortunately that backfired on us and instead of getting to spend a nice evening as a family, he had to go to bed early and be out the door by 3 am.
It was still a nice evening though, we weren't sure about blending our families or if everyone would get along, but it went much better than expected. She and I went to bed not too long after Daddy left for work. In the morning although Daddy was still at work the rest of us still had breakfast together, and spent a lot of time chatting and laughing. Daddy finally got home and we all finally got to spend a little time together, although the poor guy was so tired.
We all headed back up towards her house in the early afternoon, she had a commitme Read more:awesome
Punishment Time 2006-11-15 21:16:00 I guess I was do for a good spanking, it's been awhile and I know my mouth has been writing a lot of checks lately, guess it was time to pay up. It's hard sometimes trying to remember to watch my language when everyone around me is using a cuss word every other word. I am better than that though and I know it really irks Daddy to hear me use them, so I am going to try much harder to curb my lip and think before I speak.
Daddy gave me a short warm up first, but I guess because I haven't really been spanked much lately even that hurt. Then he got into the real spanking, I know I squirmed quite a bit, but to my backside it felt like he just kept hitting those same spots on each cheek and I wanted him to move off of them. I'm sure in reality he moved around quite a bit, but because these were all hard fast smacks there was no recovery time in between and I couldn't tell where one hit left and the next on fell. I'm pretty sure he just spanked until he was tired, it seemed longer th Read more:Punishment
Great Weekend 2006-11-13 12:51:00
We had an absolutely awesome weekend. Friday night we went up to the club. Poor Daddy when we got there the phones weren't working and he got put to work trying to figure out the problem. We get there pretty late on Fridays as it is and he drops me off and then continues on for another 45 minute ride to Andrea's. So the poor guy didn't get out of there until pretty late.
I still had trouble sleeping on Friday night, new room, new bed, and no daddy makes it a bit difficult. I brought up my little tv from home and hopefully by next week we will have that all set up and ready to go, sometimes I find it easier to fall asleep with the tv in the background. Daddy really surprised me by coming in at about 5:30 in the morning. Andrea had to work, so he came back to spend the day with me. It was an awesome surprise, and he and I cuddled back up and went to sleep for a few hours.
Once we were both awake we headed out for some food and shopping. We had just an awesome time. Andrea met up with Read more:Great
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Things Moving Along 2006-12-13 19:15:00 I don't always know if I should feel angry or hurt or just chalk some things up to lack of experience. There are certain time though when I really feel like Andrea doesn't always consider my feeling when she wants something. Usually what she wants is time alone with Daddy, and I am really sympathetic to that, I know she doesn't physically get to spend time with him during the week, and I try to accommodate her where we can.
This past Friday Daddy was spending the night with her, and I was at the club. That's the norm, although I did ask that I get a VCR or DVD player or something for our room before they did that again, and we did buy one but it was broke and we have yet to replace it. So I was a little upset about that, since there really is nothing else for me to do, but no major issue there. My issue with Friday night came about when the furnace that heats the portion of the club our room is in went out. It was really cold on Friday night and there was actually a good sized Read more:Moving
Things at home are really more of the same. Daddy ... 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Things at home are really more of the same. Daddy
working a lot, and it would figure last week when he actually did get home earlier, I had to work. I've been spending a lot of time at the office the past 2 weeks because we've been moving to another building, so I guess having something else to do gives me less time to dwell on missing him so much.We did get to go to the club on Friday this weekend, Fridays are always so nice we just get to sit and relax and not do much of anything. The parties are much smaller and there's not really anything we need to take care of by the time we get there. Saturday morning we get up and then get busy getting things ready for the party that night.My problems with 2 of the staff members blew up this weekend and A seemed to want to pick a fight in the middle of the party. He was angry because I added another staff member without consulting him. A and his wife M don't seem to get the fact it isn't their club, we are all trying to help out P and noth
Theories 1970-01-01 00:59:59 I have a huge post to work on about this past weekend but first I want to ponder something and maybe get the readers opinions on how this works.Daddy seems to naturally attract submissive women, and I seem to find myself attracted to more dominant men, but how does this work. In the club situation, we have people come in from all sorts of backgrounds, and yet when Daddy gets together with a lady or I am talking about a male I find attractive they always seem to fit somewhere into those roles. Without too much of a conversation with a woman I can also pick out the submissives as well. So what is it about us that gives off that clue?Our first example of this was with Anne, she actually sought Daddy out. Was it because there is a way he looks or acts that would attract a submissive woman to choose a more dominant male? And was it her submissiveness that he gave into rather than thinking she would just be fun to play with?The second one is A, now when A asked about coming to the club she a Read more:Theories
Calming down, looking up 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Things have calmed down at home a lot. Daddy has been working a few less hours a week, and my life at work is more back to normal. Last week Daddy and I had an argument that unfortunately carried us through most of the week. Mostly due to me, I was not only being visited by the devil of a monthly, but I also ran out of my thyroid medication that for what ever reason seems to keep me a little more balanced.Don't really feel like discussing more about that, we've fixed it and moved on. Friday night Daddy actually got off of work before I did, so we headed up to the club early. I was exhausted by the time we got there but also not feeling really good. I stayed up and chatted for a while, but turned in on the early side. I guess that was a good thing because I woke up very early Saturday morning really not feeling good. I started feeling better about an hour after I woke up and took some meds, so I managed to get the floor swept and mopped. I would have liked to have had it done before a
Squirming 1970-01-01 00:59:59 I got my first punishment spanking in a long time last night. I was a smart ass on the phone when Daddy called, and I was really just trying to be funny but he saw it as disrespectful and ignorant, so a spanking was in order.I was pretty scared before hand, it's been quite a while since I was spanked for anything other than play. So over his lap I went and he started out slow. He would give me about 5 swats and then the lecture in between. At one point while I was squirming, and I am allowed a certain amount of squirm, I guess Daddy felt as if I was trying to get away. That was so totally not the case. I think I was actually trying to keep myself on his lap and balance better. In all the years we've been doing this I have done that once, and I would never even consider it again. When I am in trouble I willingly submit to his punishment and take it gratefully. Now I may squirm because he has hit a tender spot one too many times, but getting away is not something I would try and do. Wh
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Get To Know You SurveySTATISTICSName?: Trish Birthplace?:Current Location?:Hometown?:Nationality?: Irish, Italian, German Eye Color?: Grey Hair Color?: Red Height?: 5'6" Glasses or contacts?: glasses Piercings or tattoos?: ears Single or taken:?: taken Siblings names (if any)?:Right Handed or Left Handed?: right Any pets?: 2 dogs, 1 cat Your greatest strength?: ability to love Your Weakness?: untrusting Your parents names?:FAVORITESFavorite color?: green Favorite flower?: tulip Favorite college basketball team?: notre dame 5 favorite movies and one you wouldn't want anyone to find out about?: Braveheart,Beauty and the Beast, Little Mermaid, Annie,Yours Mine and Ours, Grease Favorite holiday?: Halloween Favorite physical feature on yourself?: back Your favorite pizza toppings?: sausage Favorite alcoholic drink of choice?: anything sweet where you can't taste the alcohol Favorite guilty pleasure?: orgasm Your favorite lunch meat?: roast
Labor Day Weekend 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Sorry it took me so long to get to this post, this has been a really busy week for me. I'm still interested in hearing more replies on the last post. The comment that was left already was great. I think the post even provoked some more thoughts for Daddy. Anyway the weekend was really long. I spent most of it making sure everyone else would have a good time. You know the club we go to and are on staff at has a whole "team" of staff members, and sometimes it just feels like only a few of them really want to be there. We have 1 in particular who seems to think unless it's her idea or she planned it then she doesn't have to do a damn thing. She really pissed me off this weekend and by the time we left, I had lost all hope of a reconciled friendship, because after all of these past weeks dealing with all her drama, I could care less anymore. P the lady that owns the club is as sweet as they come, she will literally give you the shirt off her back if you just mention you like it. So my h Read more:Weekend
Selfish Brat 1970-01-01 00:59:59 I guess I'm feeling pretty low tonight. These past few weeks Daddy hasn't had much time for me. Not because he doesn't want to but because he really just hasn't had the time. I know this, deep down I know that, but it doesn't make it any better.Since he started his new job, I have been really pushing myself to be a good submissive wife. I've been taking care of everything I can think of that needs my attention, and probably more. Trying to figure out exactly what he will need before he needs it, and I know I've done a good job. Yet sometimes it's very hard to be submissive, when there's no dominant to correct you for the things you did do wrong. Maybe that sounds a little crazy, and no I'm not the bratty sub I once used to be, I don't purposely brat him into punishing me, but I do desire for him to give me things to do and punish me when I fall short or don't live up to his expectations.I've realized a few things about myself lately. The first there is a big difference bet
Friday Night Fight 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Last week ended on some fun. We headed up to the club on Friday
for the first time in a long time. Daddy and I got to spend some time together doing some shopping before we left. I broke my cell phone and anyone who read this knows Daddy likes to be able to communicate with me all the time so I needed a new one. We headed over to the mall, we didn't really shop for anything else other than the phone but we did pick up some food to eat on the drive up.Finally after what seemed like hours of driving we got up to the club, we spent some time talking with P, finding out about all the new stuff going on and showing her the new baskets I bought for the tables. We've been spending a lot of energy on helping her make improvements to the club, something we've also messed up what we thought was a good friendship over.A & M have been helping out there for years, and we've had a good relationship with them for at least the past 2 years. That was until we realized that M doesn't like to ha Read more:Night
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Quizzes again 1970-01-01 00:59:59 You scored as Donald Duck. Your alter ego is Donald Duck! Try as you might, you have a nasty temper that is hard to control. But you try hard to please, and you arn't one to go down without a fight.Donald Duck81%Goofy75%The Beast63%Cinderella63%Peter Pan63%Pinocchio50%Ariel50%Sleeping Beauty44%Snow White31%Cruella De Ville25%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.comYou scored as Hardcore Spanko. You are a spanko through and through. It's both in your genes and in your jeans. Spanking is a thrill you definitely want as part of your life.This quiz was brought to you by My Bottom Smarts.Hardcore Spanko68%Softcore Spanko8%Am I a Hardcore Spanko?created with QuizFarm.com Read more:Quizzes
As promised....Saturday Night 1970-01-01 00:59:59 So Saturday
night was interesting. We had 8 new couples visit the club. We were supposed to be playing naughty black jack, only no one really wanted to play. There were 3 ladies who decided to try it and eventually a couple joined them, and they all had a really good time with it, we could hear them laughing all the way upstairs.A & M weren't there which was nice for a change. I ended up working the door most of the night, while Daddy mixed and mingled downstairs. For awhile there the door was really busy, checking in new couples takes a few minutes and the poor double D's every time they would finish with a tour there would be another one.Later after everything calmed down and P took over the door again, I joined Daddy downstairs, he was sitting with one of the new couples. They weren't new to swinging, just new to our club, they had membership cards from other clubs in our area. They were the double J's, now the male J, says something when I first sit down that makes me feel rath Read more:Night
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Very interesting weekend 1970-01-01 00:59:59 We went up to the club on Friday, it was pretty busy for a Friday, but I was exhausted and went to bed early. I know Daddy played a bit with a couple, but I really haven't asked him much about it. The poor guy with all the rain the past few days his knees are killing him, so I know because of that he never did finish.Saturday I mopped the entire bar area/dance floor, boy did it need it. We went out for breakfast with C and P and I went back and took a short nap. That felt good. The party Saturday night was really interesting
. It was the first time in a long time that there was hardly anyone downstairs, there were like 3 groups of people all playing upstairs in 3 different rooms, and each one was having a blast. I watched the door for most of the evening, P was pretty tired, but I enjoy watching the door, and I'm damn good at customer service and handling people with an attitude. We've had some issues over our new membership card policy and even though it's P's club, she feels bad
Guilt from Daddy? 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Daddy I guess is feeling a little guilty lately. I'm not sure if that's good or bad. I know he's worried that this whole thing with Andrea will go the way Anne did and I know that's not what he wants, besides I'm pretty sure he's much more head over heels about this one. He asked me, well not really asked, but questioned out loud as to why I let him do what he gets to do. I'm not sure I have an answer for him. I love watching him with another woman, let's me see kind of from the outside looking in, I can't explain it, it's just cool to watch. Him having an emotional attachment, makes it just that much cooler. Do I have fears, you bet, I even question myself sometimes as to the whys and what ifs. I can't live for what ifs though, I figure if it's what he wants, I am more than willing to give it to him even if that means me giving up a little of him to do so. I like Andrea, she's really sweet, and I love the fact she's completely open and honest with me. I love her as a per Read more:Daddy
Catching up 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Sorry I haven't posted in a while, there's a lot going on. This may bounce around a bit. Andrea is still a part of Daddy's life, and there's a lot of emotions and all that good stuff to go along with that. I am dealing with everything day by day doing my best to adapt. I am thankful for the moment she doesn't live closer and this is an on the weekend relationship for now. Although maybe it would be better with her closer. Things are a bit confused. On one hand I feel left out, like I'm not apart of them, because I don't talk with her like Daddy does, and they seem to have their own thing going on. I guess my letting Daddy go and stay with her on Friday nights doesn't help that any at the moment, but we are all working through it. On the other hand, maybe not feeling connected is a good thing, I don't know. Like I said things are pretty confusing at the moment. I know Daddy loves me, and I know he loves her. This is a totally different situation though then we've ever been in
So far so good 1970-01-01 00:59:59 So this has been a good week so far. Andrea and I have been talking a lot more, and Tuesday we even played a joke on Daddy together, although it wasn't a really nice joke and our timing was really bad considering our past weekend.I supposed Daddy didn't find it so funny, he came home from work Tuesday night and wouldn't speak to either of us. That sucked big time and I felt horrible, so much so that I actually asked him to please call her even if he didn't talk to me because it wasn't fair to her she was so far away and couldn't at least see he was ok. He eventually talked to both of us and he and I had sex that night although I found it very difficult to reach orgasm because of guilt. He even tried punishing me so I would feel better, and I did eventually have one, but I still felt really bad. Funny how my brain works and it denies me pleasure when I've done something wrong. The spanking he gave me was a pretty good one too, and at the moment I almost wished she was there to sh
Pretty Decent Weekend 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Warning: Way Long Post AheadWell as the last few weekends go this one was one of the good ones. Daddy and I headed up to the club on Friday. There had been some debate the week before about arrangements for Friday night. One of our friends, who lives fairly close to Andrea, was having a party on Saturday afternoon, and the entire staff from the club was invited. Daddy and I planned on attending this party even before Andrea was apart of our lives, so of course that wouldn't change but, the whole getting there was probably going to change. I think I mentioned this before, probably should have gone back and read my last post, but I am not comfortable staying at Andrea's for one, and the other is we were supposed to bring another friend of ours along with us from the club. So the easy thing would have been for Daddy to spend Friday night with me at the club and we go to our friends from there on Saturday afternoon, and maybe even throw in a visit with Andrea. I know Daddy and Andrea wer Read more:Weekend
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Although a good lightning storm is my favorite I'm... 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Although a good lightning
storm is my favorite I'm not sure this is the best description of me, but I'll take it.You Are LightningBeautiful yet dangerousPeople will stop and watch you when you appearEven though you're capable of random violenceYou are best known for: your powerYour dominant state: performingWhat Type of Weather Are You? Read more:Although
A So-So Weekend 1970-01-01 00:59:59 I managed to get through the majority of last week without too much trouble on my side. A few little screw ups but nothing major. Daddy is being pretty patient considering everything that's going on.Well as weekends go this one definitely had it's ups and downs. Friday Andrea had to be out of town so that meant Daddy stayed with me at the club, needless to say I was happier this way. He and I had a great time Friday night together, despite the fact there were a lot of other people at the club, that was kind of annoying, I've gotten used to it being just a couple of people. It was nice just having some time for us.Saturday was extremely busy, we got woken up early, did the breakfast thing, got all the shopping done we needed to for the Halloween party, and went back to the club to set everything up. There was a lot to do, we were also moving our personal room and opening up the one we were in to be a play room again. Daddy worked on all the dance floor stuff, he had lighting to hang Read more:Weekend
Punishment, Trios, and Problems...OH MY 1970-01-01 00:59:59 Friday night Daddy and I stayed home because I had to work on Saturday. My mouth had run away with me again on Friday and I was due for a spanking. Daddy and I both know if we get a punishment out of the way as soon as possible before the rest of life has to go on we both function much better. I was pretty tired Friday night and was really tired of waiting for Daddy and Andrea to get off the phone, so I went to bed pretty much sulking because I wanted my punishment over with. Once Daddy did get off the phone and joined me in the bedroom I was already on the verge of dozing off, so he thought he was being nice to me and just had me turn over and instead of being OTK just spanked me while I laid on my tummy on the bed. We've done it this way before, and really I'm not sure what changed but we both noticed that this didn't work for either of us. Something just wasn't right. So we talked about it for a long time, trying to figure out exactly why it wasn't right. We discussed a lot of Read more:Punishment
My Blog is going private 1970-01-01 00:59:59 I feel like I have a hard time going through all the gory details sometimes because my posts are so out there in the open. I think I need to spend more time working on my feelings and being honest with myself and sometimes knowing my blog is public makes that difficult. I am so afraid of negativity, and being in the situation we are in, I get enough of that in the real world. The truth of the matter is I am in a 24/7, D/s or DD relationship how ever you want to tag it, with my husband of almost 21 years. Yes we are swingers and yes he has a girlfriend and I love her like a sister and best friend. There are times when I wish she didn't exist, but the fact of that matter is I'm sure there are a lot of times when she wishes I don't too. We both love the man I am married to with all our hearts and we both love each other. It's not an easy road we chose and there are going to be problems. I feel like here and every where else when we have the smallest problem and I write about it someo
Coming Back to life 2008-05-07 04:15:00 My Blog has lacked attention for a very long time. I know many of you have written to me and asked how we are doing, my response, fantastic. A lot has happened over the last year or so. First and foremost, Andrea is no longer with us. She decided she needed more than to share, she wanted Daddy all to herself, but that was never in the cards for her. So she has moved on. Daddy and I have grown and moved on too. We are much more active with the BDSM side of our lives. We have many more lifestyle people who come to our club, so we've actually formed real relationships with some wonderful people within the community. Daddy is much more confident as a Dom, and we have sort of moved away from that LDD life into a more Dom/sub lifestyle, which is fine with me. We are still managing the swing clu
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