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Alter Ego 2008-03-05 16:15:57 Emigration creates stressful limit-situations when person loses his identification:
work, friends, relatives, property, language, life and career prospects
Can you stand this collapse of identifications?
- Being 47, I must run around in Vienna as homeless dog looking for institutions
who would approve what I am doing.
Feeling lucky to sell photo to newspaper once in season for 30 euros!
-You [...] Read more:Alter Ego
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Street photography 2008-03-03 17:08:42 Why the bird sings? Maybe because of joy.
Streetphotography
which depicts recognizable faces can survive only on pages of private blogs
Blogs which bring to author nothing except two-three duty comments and tons of spam
To go on like that photographer must be bird
Who sings because of pure joy and does not bother herself
about value and purpose [...]
Die Presse 2008-03-02 08:20:20 Sunday: Putin and company
I dialed many times before something clicked in enigmatic telecom spaces and voice told: “Privet!”
It is always miracle to hear sounds of your own tongue as if after morning cup of Sunday coffee over “der Standard” you make amazing blitz-trip in your past
My Austrian acquaintances demonstrating common competence often talk about countries [...] Read more:Presse
Grenzlozes Erdbeerefeld 2008-02-27 03:42:33 As I already wrote before its always major part of life negativities unavoidable. Oddly enough all my depressing experiences concentrated in sphere of relations. It is like sado-maso games with your own gastronomic perceptiveness. When being invited to occasional restaurant I am hardly appreciative, though never complain, perceiving product freshness and also hygienic conditions [...]
Journalism 2008-02-24 12:50:41 Serbian demonstration against Kosovo independence,
Vienna, Heldenplatz, 24.02.08, 13.00
As I have no more reliable source of information about Vienna events than FM-4 and Internet sites,
I arrived at place more than two hours earlier equipped with three lenses which I eventually didn’t use
When demo started, it was fun to shoot people together with other 4-5 male photographers
But [...]
Abend 2008-02-23 04:44:39 I become more and more dissatisfied with possibilities Nikon D200 provides fo shooting indoors.
Sometimes I feel completely desperate looking through dark and unclear shots I made in cafe. From one side big professional camera can not suit spy and voyeuristic tendencies I have, from the other side small camera compromises quality especially in poor [...]
No title 2008-02-20 08:59:21 Boy from the right told patronizingly touching my shoulder that
Nikon D200 is somewhat old
It was fun to shoot them
It is always easy to shoot young people
Older persons are often suspicious about something and full of false
apprehensions: “Are you going to sell picture of me?
Are you from newspaper? Are you private detective?”
It is close to impossibility [...]
Mutti 2008-02-16 17:22:52 Saturday visit
It was cold windy morning. I made snapshot of this group near Westbahnhof
May be I idealize family relationships being deprived of them
You love man so much that it hurts and when he betrays you-
you want to die
But time goes on, and soon you can not recollect his name.
When I ask men what do they [...]
What young photographer must know 2008-02-13 10:45:45 Normally people don’t like their own photos even of high quality. Portrait photography is the special art of flattery. Everybody has own vision of himself that can be broken by cruel frankness of digital camera vision. Image we perceive with our eyes is processed by multiple filters of our brain. People don’t like their own [...] Read more:young
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Circles 2008-02-07 16:59:10 If life were ever joyful, it would be very hard to become old and die.
We know that everyday and every hour we become a little more dead than before, we do exactly this - we approach slowly but surely our individual border of physical existence and non-existence.
Good news is that there are many things in [...]
Kunst 2008-02-04 18:14:58 Christoph Exler
Everybody has his own concept of love and art
And love is the only form of art where everybody
considers himself to be highly professional
Faces 2008-03-09 14:45:05 You are welcome to my recent flash gallery created with Lightroom and Autoviewer
“Everything, a bird, a tree, even a simple stone, and certainly a human being, is ultimately unknowable”
From “A New Earth” by Eckhart Tolle
Memories 2008-03-13 17:09:42 The Flash Player and a browser with Javascript support are needed..
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I miss Graz an
Memories-2 2008-03-16 16:04:51 It was nice sunny day - with expectation of happiness in the air. Antifascist demonstration started at Morzinplatz, at 15 o’clock. Small gallery presented here is only what I managed to process today. Unfortunately could not accomplish all. Perhaps as in every other activity professional future of photographer depends mostly on his industriousness and patience. [...]
Attachments (Die Bindungen) Part1 2008-03-19 18:06:36 The Flash Player and a browser with Javascript support are needed..
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With my first
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Most probable,
Structures and tissues 2008-03-27 18:15:30 (Photo: unrecognized suicide attempt at U3 underground line at 12.15, man with long blond hair jumped down at railways, but changed his mind to die and started to cry; when being pulled back at platform by two passengers, he imitated being sick, dizzy and that he fell down by chance)
Life can be hard, but [...] Read more:Structures
Galina als Putzfrau 2008-03-29 15:07:50 The Flash Player and a browser with Javascript support are needed..
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Open email to chancellor Alfred Gusenbauer 2008-04-04 02:27:09 Dear Mr. Gusenbauer!
Excuse me for breaking rules and sending you photo with a piece of nudity, but I do not see other way to attract your attention to the point.
I am freelance photographer and journalist, and once you posed for me and other photographers during election campaign in Graz in autumn of 2006. Unfortunately, [...] Read more:Alfred
No title 2008-04-09 03:10:57 Neonazis demonstrieren ungeniert in Wien
Wien (OTS) - “Neonazis in aller Öffentlichkeit bei Demos sind in den vergangenen Wochen und Monaten leider zur erschreckenden Normalität in Wien geworden” zeigt sich David Ellensohn, Stadtrat der Grünen Wien, erschüttert. Eine erschreckende Kontinuität zeigt sich in den vergangenen Wochen und Monaten bei diversen Kundgebungen in Wien. Ellensohn mit [...]
Press 2008-04-08 16:32:09 It was gloomy morning, and feeling worthless, I wept for three hours.
I always die during such paroxysms of desperation. But life always comes back to me. It comes and fills the body with warmth. Looking at the middle-aged woman with gray hair and two swollen rabbit eyes in the mirror I made a few telephone [...] Read more:Press
Action of the Greens 2008-04-11 17:36:02 Action in defense of same-gender partnership
It was rather hot morning, and I felt the gravity of my photo bag, walking by zigzags and asking every pedestrian where civil registry office is. I anticipated picturesque manifestation at the place, but found only small group there. As usual, I photographed persons whose faces I found to [...] Read more:Action
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My sweet home Steiermark 2008-04-14 09:44:04 I do not know where my motherland is, and to what nationality I belong. When I caught a glimpse of green Steiermark colors at Rathauspaltz of Vienna, where traditional national festivity took place, my heart gave a leap. I had feeling that after long journey I had come back home.
I could again smell aroma of [...]
Spielsucht 2008-04-19 07:08:23 It was sunny and clear autumn day with slight chill in the air.
I was at the main square of Graz observing flock of pigeons in front of city council with nobody around me except of two men on ecstasy who just bought their supply and old drunkard stretching on bank in booze doze.
It was my [...]
Ideal lover 2008-04-23 16:12:53 Contemplating over my own intimate relationships and those of others I conclude that ideal lover
for me could be only duplicate of me. Imagine, you meet somebody with equal sensitivity and quickness, equally changeable and bizarre; you have endless topics for conversation, eternal understanding and adore.
You feel hands – wise as your own - caressing [...]
Relationships 2008-04-27 17:25:23 Why all of them come to an end
All around us is moving, transforming and vibrating. World is constant change. Existence is a sort of motion with terminal station unknown.
I would draw it as vector or arrow directed in the future at targets, which do not exist yet. What really makes our progress along spirals of [...] Read more:Relationships
Banned nudity 2008-04-29 15:14:37 Aware resources
The personality Page
A website about Psychological Type, based upon the works of Carl G. Jung, pioneer psychologist, and of Isabel Briggs Myers, creator of the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator
Spiritwalk library
Collection of Essential Spiritual Literature
Online Russian library
Online free library of spiritual, psychological, motivational, sexology and health literature
I AM THAT
Dialogues with Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj
(Real World is Beyond [...] Read more:Banned
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