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reciprocal
2007-10-13 15:24:05
For every bad thing out there that he has done that needs to be washed away. For every pain that he causes. I will live my life attempting to undo what he has done. To me, to others. I will be the kindest person I can be. I will support the weak, I will teach the willing, and I will better the world in anyway I can think of. Papa, know I am the exact oppisite of you.


my aunt
2007-10-12 15:11:40
I hate my aunt for reasons she knows. She’s ugly, loud and the most disgusting person I know. Everytime I think of her I am filled with disgust. I avoid going home to see my mother because I know she’ll be around. I want her to move far away so I will never have to see her again.


Confused??
2007-10-12 15:06:55
I love you so much more than you know, but I cannot tell you because you run away from people who love you, and I cannot live knowing you won’t be around…i love him a lots..cant live without him?? he is going around with somebody but does not discloses…wat do do?? shud i die??


Will Karin ever give me a chance.
2007-10-12 00:34:22
I have a rep of being a player and to tell the truth I never really cared about it, but since some months ago I´ve just decided that i wanted to change and become a nice guy, im trying to make my way into a nice and decent relationship with a friend we always date but when i told her about my feelings for her, she replied, that as friends we are allright, but that she just does´nt trust me enought to be something more than it, its tough for me, because for the firs time in my whole life im giving my heart to someone special to me, and its not like if I wanted anyone to price me for the effort, but i just dont know how to get her to belive that i mean it, to me love is a decision, AND I JUST MADE MY CHOICE I WANT TO LOVE HER AND NOBODY ELSE, HOW DEEPLY I REGRET MY OLD SELF knowing the way she feels towards me makes me feel down. The only thing that i know for sure its that whatever happens and even if i never get my chance I dont want to lose my dearest friend the most important girl


The biggest lier
2007-10-11 22:44:36
I want to confess, that i used to be a very talented lier since my child hood. My parents always trusted me and used to think that their son never tells a lie. But I was the one lieing … They used to believe my words more than any of my little brothers and sisters, am sorry i betrayed them. I confess…


Help me
2007-10-10 05:01:40
Had known this guy for last one year..we were very good friends in starting.As time proceeded we became close and close and day he demanded sex without any commitments.My reply was NO always..Now things have changed..he ignore me takes me for granted.never shows his same attention n cares towards me.For formality sakes he talks with me once in blue moon.Says me busy but when me calls up his phone goes on waiting…me in love with this guy now?Cant even confess as it was decided not to introduce all these feelings 4 me ever and if it happened i will leave you..What to do??


dear parents
2007-10-09 02:22:12
I am a lesbian. I am addicted to nice girls and I also kiss them in front of our house. I smoke weed & at times sniff coke. I am not perfect as you may think. I am not the nerd you think I am, I have a different personality then the one you both think.


Domination
2007-10-08 15:59:25
As a boy I was ritually abused sexually and the adults who were supposed to protect me were indifferent, so when a girl my age came to me and demanded sex I didn’t hesitate to satisfy her every wish. How she knew the way I was is still a mystery. Through my life I have always been vulnerable to dominant women and sometimes I think I would have been better off to have died young.


Him
2007-10-19 06:49:50
I’m a Junior in high school, and I dated this guy, let’s call him Bob, in freshman year for about a month. We only wen’t on about 4 dates and there was no real connection since we didn’t have any communication so we broke up. We didn’t really speak for the next two years because we didn’t have any classes together. This year, about a week into the school year, he commented my facebook with a cute video. After that, we started talking more and more, and since we had about 4 classes together this time, we teased each other, talked to each other, laughed and just had fun. I only thought of him as a friend, but I knew that deep inside, I kind of liked him again and I felt that I actually had a connection with him. I’ve heard from friends that he had a crush on one of my very good friends, let’s call her Susan, and was even going to try to break her up from her boyfriend at that time. I didn’t really care because I didn’t know that


guilty
2007-10-18 20:18:42
I had fallen madly in love with a guy, and with little difficulty we made our families meet. They are now happy too. I am going to get married soon next year. We have been together for 4 years. But in our last year we were not in contact with each other much, as he was away somewhere else. and just 10 months ago, I met a guy during a multiplayer game. I told him my fake name, I told him I am not engaged, reason being i came to know he lives in the same area that my to-be-husband lives. And I was scared that who knows they may be friends or may become friend and my to-be-husband will find out I have been friends with a guy which he hates(he hates it if i befriend some other guy). We are now great friends, and sometimes from his conversation I feel as if he loves me, though he hasn’t said so,once he stopped himself expressing himself,he asked me whether i love some one and i replied in negative, and when I in turn asked what if I do love someone then so he replied I will feel at lo


life insurance
2007-10-18 04:10:27
I get such huge amounts of it on both of us. The max my work place will let me and have another policy on the side. Not because I intend to kill him or think he would want to. I am so scared that if he dies I will stop funtioning like a normal person and it will take money and therapy and expensive hospital visits to bring me back. With out my husband I cannot imagine feeling whole again and I dont want my family to have to pay for any of my problems. I know if I died he too would not do well without me. We morbidly yet lovingly say "Promise me you’ll move on if I go. Promise me you’ll take care of my family. Promise me you’ll travel and see things I wanted you to know. Promise me if love finds you again please take its hand and do not flee in fear of pain." He has a dangerous job, I have a medical condition that could be very bad if I dont take care of it. I have never been more happy in my life. So of course I fear loosing… life.
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I Don’t Know Why I Did It
2007-10-17 03:27:20
You told me that sex was for after marriage. End of story. There was never any question as to what age was appropriate and what age wasn’t. I knew inherently. Still, a part of me wanted to know what it was all about. A part of me decided to ignore you. So I did it at 16. And it wasn’t great, but it wasn’t bad either. So I kept doing it, right there under your roof, and you never knew. When I finally got around to admitting it to friends, I told them I had sex when I was 18. For some reason, 18 sounded better than 16. Was it because of your incessant claims that teenagers didn’t know any better that had actually impacted on me? I don’t know. I just knew 16 sounded awful. And for the first time, I wished I hadn’t had sex back then. It’s been quite a few years now. I still lie about it. I lie about the first time. I lie about the frequency of times in that first year. I make myself sound like someone I’m actually not. But you still don&rsqu


Sticky fingers
2007-10-16 14:10:25
I’ve been stealing from work for several years now. I feel guilty but still do it because it’s so easy. I tell myself that I’m justified because they don’t pay me enough and I bust my ass everyday doing my job. It’s very physical and I’m not getting any younger. I’n not asking if I have a problem. I already know I do. I want to know if there’s a lot of people who steal from their jobs the way I do.


my secret letter
2007-10-15 14:58:04
(all names and places changed for secret reasons) Jane, I thought I had your picture. I knew I had your picture. Maybe I never did. Your friend took the picture of you holding the rose and it was black and white. We developed it in the photo lab at the high school, one of the many times Joe wasn’t there. I remember you looked like Yoko Ono in the picture but in a good way. I don’t think I ever told you it out loud. You were so pretty, you hair was so long and dark, it shocked me when you told me that you dyed it that color. Thinking back on it I never really knew you that much. I remember you telling me the story about how your dad threw you down the stairs and you were living with your grandparents. I often wondered why your sister still lived with them. It often made me wonder if you were telling the truth. I feel bad I never really believed you. I don’t remember how we met now; maybe it was in photo class. I assume now it was. We use to hang out there. You were int


guilt and love
2007-10-15 05:48:17
I am a medical student,a girl of 24 full of passion about learning medical science and full of energy. I have a big problem ,and that is, falling in love with my 40-50 male professors!don’t laugh at me!that bothers me,so that I can’t do my best in the exams.I get euphoria by thinking to their faces and kissing their lips in my mind.I live in Iran,with religeous people and many cultural limitations.I am a moslem,and my professors too.Here in Iran you can’t tell someone that you love him,specially when he has wife!even if you tell him,he won’t show a pleasant raection!
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it never goes away, I wish I could forget
2007-10-24 01:54:27
[mature content] I’m 21 now and even though I don’t live where this happened, it’s with me always and I think if I share it I will take a load off? I don’t know, but not being able to talk about something because of being judged or losing friends is a terrible feeling. (more…)


love
2007-10-22 13:16:26
at present i want to get over a guy whose not right for me.my problem is i always end up falling for the wrong ones and when i do i fall big time and get hurt like to the corage . worst part being i still keep in touch with them and m v.kind like to the core to them and part of me still expects they will ask me for second chance which rarely happens.if it happens i mess it up , if it doesnt i wait !! what m i suppose to do ? how do i get over such guys n move on =( after the love phase then the hatred phase then im back to the love phase n this is wher im lost at ! i want to get over such guys n move on but its so difficult to let go even after remindin myself of the hurt ! god need guidance big time


Hypocrites
2007-10-22 01:29:05
After years of being on the ‘outside’, I am finally on the ‘inside’. But I still resent it because I know people are only being nice to the money- not ME. If I had walked into that BMW dealership this time last week they would have looked down their noses at me and told me to get lost. Now everyone kisses my ass. ME. Look at ME. Look at who I AM. First you only took me for the brown skin and frizzy hair and treated me like I was less of a person because of it- now you treat me like I am the center of the universe- but it has nothing to do with ME. You’re attracted to the money. As if I might carry a cool million in my back pocket and hand it out at anytime. Like NOW I’m a good luck charm- everyone wants to be around me NOW. Oh- here comes lucky lottery girl! Luck nothing- you treated me like crap then without getting to know me. Now I’m everyone’s ‘best friend’- and you still don’t know me. And they said me winning and h


my 1st confession
2007-10-21 13:03:28
i hate a cousin of mine so much.. she’s been a total bitch to me since we were five.. she talks behind me back spreading malicious rumors about me.. she tells all her bfs and friends that i have drinkin issuses n that im a prostitute, i get with guys who would pay me.. i also hate her because she’s so passive-aggressive.. she acts that she loves me and that enjoys my company, but really it’s all the opposite of what’s true. i wish that i could tell that bitch to just back off..
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Help
2007-10-27 17:13:14
[mature content] I’m afraid I may be a gay. (more…)


lonesome
2007-10-26 15:39:15
lately i have noticed i m developing a sort of allergy to my relatives and family members . being v.distant and indifferent to them . i dont talk to any of them voluntarily n dont even feel like coz i dont like formal relationships . i like 2 b among carefree people who r basically my frienz where i can totally be informal any myself .so mostly at family functions i find myself lonesome.nothing to do .no interest to talk with any1.i wish i could go far away from all of them .atleast distance wud bring in positive changes.


Dream
2007-10-25 01:45:02
Ok i had this weird dream twice in a row: I was walking down a street in a small abandoned town, which was sort of looked like it was from the movie or video game Silent Hill. Anyway I was walking down the street and all of a sudden, it went pitch black, so I pulled a flashlight out my purse and kept going. I saw someone walking, so I decided to follow them. I finally caught up with the person, and I found out, it was the guy I like. I looked at him odd and asked “What are you doing here?” He looked at me, his blue eyes shining, (sorry I get lost in his eyes a lot.) and said “I was wondering the same.” Then he smiled at me. I felt like something was wrong, but I just decided it was the fact I was in this creepy town. So I started talking to him, but after awhile, he pulled me close to him. “You should watch out. I don’t want anything bad to happen to you.” he said to me. I looked up at him, still in his embrace. “What about Kaylee?”
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BRING IT
2007-11-01 15:57:29
My family made me so miserable I moved away from them. And because I moved away they did everything to hurt me like calling on the phone and being nasty and rude. They even called child services on me and said I was doing drugs and starving the children. Unlike the highschool dropouts who accused me of this, I happen to have a degree in early childhood education and I ended up contacting the local district attorney over all the harassment and they abruptly stopped their s h * t. Then by a divine piece of good fortune, I came into money. Suddenly, everyone wants to be my best friend. (NATURALLY.) They are just ‘so concerned’ about how me and the boys are doing…being syrupy sweet and just always calling to say ‘hi’ and being SOOO disgustingly polite. First I was a ‘ b * t c h’ now I’m the funniest thing ever- everyone just adores anything I have to say- even if its ‘I have to go to the bathroom’. All of it just makes me want to throw up. But- what they don’t know is


Father
2007-10-31 05:20:15
I always wonder if my father thinks about me. I wish he would call again. It’s been twenty-two years and I still remember out last phone coverstation word for word. I’ll never forget him.
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tierd of bein
2007-10-30 03:22:22
im so tired of bein fat inever was so fat in my life i was always this beautiful girl that everone wanted to be an since i have had my kids it aint da same anymo now im ashamed and i feel embarrassed for my husband that has to be seen with this blob


Papa
2007-10-29 15:00:47
It is a strange thing to grow up knowing your father who lives with you everyday and is part of your life does not know you, has no wish to know you, and what he does know of you he does not like. I can say not in a wounded lashing out way but matter of factly- my father never loved me.


Friends with benefits
2007-10-29 03:10:00
[mature content] My husband and I are swingers..and it kills me to have to keep it a secret. (more…)
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Stole
2007-11-05 12:16:43
When I Was In 8th Grade. I Was Used To Stole Things From My Friends Bags But I now have Left Every Thing God Plzzzzzzzzz Forgive Me.


I love my stepfather
2007-11-03 16:03:33
I have grown up spending summers with my dad and the rest of the year with my stepfather and mother. I call my stepfather Dad and feel closer to him than I do with my real dad who is a drunk and a loser. I know I call him dad and he acts like a dad but I don’t understand why I love him like a person loves someone they love, not like a dad. Sometimes I think I wish my mom would leave and then I would be with him and he would want me to be like his wife then. I’m 21 now and still live at home. He has been my dad since I was 8 and I love him so much, I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! when I hug him, I want to kiss him and go crazy but I don’t. I want to really touch him, but I don’t, I don’t feel closer to anyone but him! I want him to look at me like he loves me, but he looks at me like a dad would. Sometimes I hate my mom and am jealous of her. He understands me, no one understands me the way he does, I could be with him forever and be totally happy. I want to


broken as always
2007-11-02 17:35:59
my crux likes some other girl so i was cryin last night he didnt care that i was hurt so the other day he said hes gonna tell me somethin he said that he cant separate his heart into 2 and his heart already belongs to the other girl he said he loves me somehow and he knows that i love him because he sees how much i do he said he just has some other girl.. he has to stay with her so…i dont know what i feel now if im happy or sad im happy cuz he luvd me somehow but im feelin sad cuz he loves the other girl much!! seriously..i dont know if i luv him or not cuz i dont want to be hurt!! buti jzt cant 4get him!! this is jealousy but its another category!
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