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Snow White
2007-08-28 05:30:04
Black memories racing on white horses, requesting help, requesting help, requesting help,
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White Rose
2007-08-25 09:50:30
ignore, ignore me, ignore the writer of this prose, ignore him like a dying rose, ignore the white lines, the white lies, the white noise, ignore me, I love you.
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Citizen Cocaine
2007-08-20 03:17:49
I’ll take you home after the storm, I’ll take you home after the storm, I’ll take you home after the storm, I’ll take you home after the storm, white lines in her horizon the sun is red, come clean, come clean, come clean the city with me, last night, last night of my life, last night, her nose was snowing cocaine, and blood was pouring rain, and pain she felt the pain, I’ll put a bandage on your past and drive you to your childhood, your smile a melting memory, I’ll take you home after the storm, I’ll take you home after the storm, I’ll take you home after the storm, I’ll take you home after the storm, you can stay under my umbrella, under my umbrella ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh
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Stoned she Stoned
2007-08-10 18:37:32
Her nose was snowing cocaine, my heart was pumping blood, stoned she stoned she stoned my heart, lost I found sadness standing in the middle of the street was full of madness and happiness was nowhere to be found, nowhere to be found. Tel-Aviv of empty streets, with empty people, in empty cars, in empty bars, with empty veins, with empty veins, with empty veins, her nose was snowing cocaine, my heart was pumping blood, stoned she stoned, pumping blood, stoned she stoned, pumping blood, stoned she stoned, pumping blood. check out Cocaine Naive - same incident, different eyes


Goodbye Fantasy - Hello Cocaine
2007-08-05 01:26:04
Drama queen was standing outside of the bar talking on the phone, Fred and I were sitting upstairs, she was walking back and fourth, walking in circles trying to find herself I could see she was lost and was nowhere to be found.   There were too many factors in her equation and I was not one of them, perhaps I was the answer, but tonight I wasn’t even a thought. She came upstairs, she got close to me so I could kiss her on the cheek, I gave her a long kiss, it seemed as though she was needing it, she didn’t say a word about the messages I left on her answering machine, I said call this number, there is a great job opportunity and you should call, the first message explained it all, but hang over I hang up, without remembering if I left the number or not, I called again, I apologized for being wasted and said that I was not sure if I left the number or not and just in case here it goes, and I gave her 10 numbers that she should press one after the other using a telephone.  You c
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We can’t find blood in your Red Bull Vodka
2007-08-01 17:44:07
And when I went to donate blood they said - Sir, we can’t find blood in your Red Bull Vodka! And I said WHAT? What do you mean you can’t find blood in my Red Bull Vodka? And they said zero blood 100% Red Bull Vodka,  and I said WHAT? And they YES, your blood is Red Bull Vodka, and I said are you sure? And they all said YESSSSSS. And I asked to speak to my DOCTOR, and he said, here have a taste, and I said Dr. we go way back, give me a fucking break, I am not drinking my own blood, and he opened a can of Red Bull and poured in some Vodka, and he took my blood and poured it into another glass, and he started twisting and turning the glasses and said - now taste and tell me which is your blood and which Red Bull Vodka, and I tasted them booth and they tasted the SAME, oh man what a SHAME and he said I KNOW, we told you, your blood is Red Bull Vodka and I said what does it mean? And he said, you have to stop drinking, and I said FUCK OFF DR, and he FUCKED OFF and I set there and dr


The answers in her shape
2007-07-30 16:06:12
The answers in her shape, in her hunger, in her thirst, in her smile, I lost touch, I lost control, I lost I lost it all, the answers in her shape, The answers in his shape, in his hunger, in his thirst, in his smile, I lost touch, I lost control, I lost I lost it all, the answers in his shape, The answers in our shape, in our hunger, in our thirst, in our smile, we lost touch, we lost control, we lost lost it all, the answers in our shape - is just a mere escape, life the gift of birth the birth of birth of birth of birth, the answers are inside, don’t hide, don’t smile when cry, don’t cry when smile, just promise me to try, lose control to control the lose, lose it lose it all, fall so you can stand, crawl so you can sit, sit so you can stand, not sure I do, but do you understand? The answers from within, breath in my dear, breath in, close your eyes, listen to your heart, listen to your dreams, listen to your dreams, listen to your dreams…


The Circus
2007-07-23 04:23:37
The air was sweet sweet nicotine, a microphone shadow on a yellow wall, red candle dripping tears of blood, the war was traveling to the middle east, a little kid was running shouting – the circus is coming…the circus is coming!!! I am not sure if the enemy is crossing the borders right now, not sure if I was ready to cross the borders of my fears, but no one ever asked me, not even me.  Michelle was singing the songs of her heart, I looked at the carpet and found a memory covered with dust. There she was an uninvited guest, a memory in yet another heavy suitcase, oh the dancing lessons of my life - twisting and turning my head - one step forward one step back, forgive me tonight like no other night as I was learning to be myself beside you there’s no other wise I would have stayed in you mother ship, come home dressed, undressing my understanding. Born to love the country, someone just dug the trenches, I came home and cleaned my red army boots, I ironed the irony of the
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Thirty Three Blackboards
2007-07-18 03:29:40
And I wanted to find the time to run back to the beach and rebuild the castles, but time was spent on now, and now was good for now, and days that passed erased thirty three blackboards of memories. The freedom of summer and I am a little kid, I saw us a family, a mother a father and three kids, the southern wind blows my mind, as  my little hand is a holding a kite, and all I can think of is flying, and as my legs detach, I forget the things that I remember, and as I land, I am standing on the sand and I look into the horizon and wait for him to return, and the sun sets proportions, and I walk back home, and I fall asleep remembering my Father.
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First Blood Part II
2007-07-11 16:58:19
And I was bleeding unconditional love and waited for the answers to fall upon me from above, and the answers came in her shape, and I remembered life as it should be, I am not sure if this story is about you or about me, perhaps it’s the story of my life, waiting patiently for the miracles to come, each night I wash away the sins with prayers. Yes alive I am, leaning back and fourth, the same I am and so much different, thinking out loud and crying out as loud as I can, I have nothing to lose when my pride is a weak enemy, words like swords and swords like words I swore. No tonight my love there is no need to read between the lines, today I speak in black and white. Maybe it’s the army, throwing a grenade and the truth comes crawling out, it’s my final night, awaiting my release, my enemy is out there and is thirsty for my blood, and as I wait for him I bleed for you my unconditional love.
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Ocean of Emotions
2007-07-03 16:26:53
At night deep in her ocean of emotions - she cried, I pulled her out of bed and said - let’s go to the sea, we walked fast as if they found a cure for love and they were giving it for free. We set down on the sand and listened to the waves… She: do you understand?  Me: once I understand I will cease to exist… She: as far as I am concerned you understand… Me: so…I guess it’s time for me to go She: stop! that’s not what I meant, I was  just giving you a compliment. The waves they were calling us to get in, the water was warm and I held her hand, romantic we were, but as I looked into the horizon I could read the words THE END setting into the water. She: now dive into the water with your eyes open Me: NO, but if you go first I will follow… She: NO you go first! Me: together? She: OK I counted 1,2,3 we dived into the salty water, I saw her silhouette going up and followed. She: now look at me what do you see? Me: I see you She: how do
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11 SHORT STORIES
2007-07-01 17:01:02
Maybe I am lazy, I AM, I hate excuses, I DO, there is no excuse, THERE IS NO, PLEASE forgive me for not updating - while my life is updated. I hope to get back soon to the place - where my hands hit the right keys on the keyboard. Meanwhile here is a short, LONG, list of my favourite blog postings:  1. Overdose 2:37 AM AMSTERDAM 2. Jacob’s Ladder 3. Broken Records 4. blind man + blind dog + brown dog = eyes 5. Secret Garden 6. She Said I asked I Typed 7. Taxi Driver 8. Sanity City 9. Absolute Ashtray 10. By This River 11. Killing MSN Messenger Why Google and Yahoo? I move << back and forward >> sometimes I even remain in present || Asael


Counting Hassan Nasrallah’s
2007-06-25 18:48:05
I couldn’t sleep, I woke up and checked on my blog, could be better thank you! sometimes when I can’t write, when the muse in not right, I go back in time, so I can pick up from where I last ended, I wanted to continue writing where the last posting ended, so I clicked “View site” but the last posting was gone. No, I did not delete it, not even by mistake, I was able to find a copy of an older but not the final version, and the sweet comment is missing, man what the fuck? What the hell? So now I am awake, as if a burglar just walked into my house and stole a body part, do they burglars steal body parts? maybe the surgeon burglars? Never mind forgive the tired soul, I feel like someone stole it from me, and where the hell is the brown dog? Asael: Dog, where were you when they stole my last blog posting? Rambo: eBay! Asael:  very funny! You stay here and watch the blog, I am falling asleep… Rambo: so am I! Asael: dog you were sleeping all day! Rambo: t
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She Said I asked I Typed
2007-06-25 18:16:20
She said don’t say a word, I asked her if she wanted me to shut up, she said no dear that’s not what I meant, she said listen to the silence, listen to the void between our bodies, I told her I will try, she said I am sure you can - you are the quiet type, and when I set down to write about her I typed QUIET. From her house I could hear the waves, I could smell the sand, I could taste the salt on her sweet lips, I closed my eyes and elevated, and as we disconnected, not for long just for some air, I slowly fell back to the ground, I fell and felt repaired, I looked into the sky and whispered - thank you! She said don’t speak my dear don’t speak, I said, from time to time I say a little prayer - she said Respect! and leaned forward, I froze and closed my eyes I counted 1,2,3 we touched, she touched my forehead, I felt safe, touched my neck, I felt home, I wanted to tell her - never let go, but silent I respected her command. We lost sense of time, early morning breeze softened t


She Said I asked I Typed
2007-06-22 18:59:07
She said don’t say a word, I asked her if she wanted me to shut up, she said no dear that’s not what I meant, she said listen to the silence, listen to the void between our bodies, I told her I will try, she said I am sure you can - you are the quiet type, and when I set down to write about her I typed QUIET. From her house I could hear the waves, I could smell the sand, I could taste the salt on her sweet lips, I closed my eyes and elevated, and as we disconnected, not for long just for some air, I slowly fell back to the ground, I fell and felt repaired, I looked into the sky and whispered - thank you! She said don’t speak my dear don’t speak, I said, from time to time I say a little prayer - she said Respect! and leaned forward, I froze and closed my eyes I counted 1,2,3 we touched, she touched my forehead, I felt safe, touched my neck, I felt home, I wanted to tell her - never let go, but silent I respected her command. We lost sense of time, early mo


Who by Fire Fox?
2007-09-20 19:19:19
Forgive me for being myself, I promise to be myself next year, remember me when you find you, I want to finally meet you, I always knew you were in there. I found your house on Google Earth, your dad looked kind of old, your mom was making pasta, I double clicked your door, scrolled up to your room, there you were in bed, I took off your shirt, I wish I could continue but - Internet explorer has encountered an error and will now close. People please forgive my unexpected errors, my brain just went through heavy stress testing, my heart is going through rough QA, I promise to debug next year…I promise to debug.


I X Heart
2007-09-15 18:28:13
I have no heart - take it.
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HAPPY NEW YEAR
2007-09-15 18:20:22
I, I, I love you all, well most of you, well if I love you know who you are, I can’t hide, well I can, but I can’t hide my love to you, all of you, well most of you, well a small group, well only you, just one of you, well not anymore, you know what - all of you, thank you all for being out there, in here, with me, without me, all of last year, most of last year, on my mind, in my heart, in my bed, in my dreams, my tears, my smile, my happiness, my sadness, my life, forever, for better, for worse, it was worth it, one year of my life, you were all out there, in here, I am not sure if it matters to you, but all of you matter to me, and you couldn’t have said it better… and when I am old, say tomorrow, I promise to forget you all, there is no way I’ll remember you all, you’ll forget me, do you know my name, my Mothers name, my Fathers name, do you know where I start do you know where I end, do you know my fears, pain, my God, I decided to stay one


Love
2007-09-10 19:06:00
you know Love, you know my Love, now leave, because you can’t, because I am not, your love, your heart, your soul,  I am so ashamed, I am so happy, I am so empty, I am so sad,  you are so beautiful, I am so ashamed, now leave, you know Love, you know my Love, our secret handshake, my secret heart break, my secret smile, I am so happy, I am so empty, I am so sad,  you are so beautiful, I am so ashamed, now leave,


NextOrNot.com
2007-10-16 14:45:16
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We can’t find blood in your Red Bull Vodka
2007-08-01 17:44:07
And when I went to donate blood they said - Sir, we can’t find blood in your Red Bull Vodka! And I said WHAT? What do you mean you can’t find blood in my Red Bull Vodka? And they said zero blood 100% Red Bull Vodka,  and I said WHAT? And they YES, your blood [...]


Yo Momma Jokes
2008-03-18 17:28:57
Jesus H. Christ. The central figure of the Christian faith. The purported savior of humanity. The main man to 3 billion of the world’s people. And apparently the best battler on YoMomma .tv. It takes a lot of hubris to pretend to be God on a website, but whoever Jesus is, it’s working for him – [...]
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I used to 1.0
2008-04-23 18:04:50
I used to wait for hours for the minutes and the seconds that you spoke to me…


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