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Merry Christmas 2007-12-24 10:43:00 To all;Wishing you the Spirit of Christmas
which is PeaceThe Gladness of Christmas which is HopeAnd the Heart of Christmas which is Love...although I may not exactly get what I want for Christmas (so much for the All I Want For Christmas Is You status msg on gtalk), but I'm pretty happy at the moment, and am grateful for the things that I have :D Read more:Merry
, Merry Christmas
Heeeee :D 2007-12-22 22:33:00 This is me...with a big smile on my face :)(that practically sums up yesterday night)
Instant-Hypnosis 2007-12-22 12:32:00 Hypnosis- isn't it cool? Have you ever thought that maybe hypnosis can help you conquer your problems and lessen the burden on your shoulders? Using the power of your mind to change your thoughts, attitudes and hopefully change for the better..Instant-Hypnosis is a website which provides all kind of hypnosis downloads for self improvement, personal development, overcoming fears and phobias and much much more. With nearly 300 professionally produced hypnosis sessions, you would definitely find one which could be beneficial. They even have a hypnosis session for Straighten Curly Hair! How amazing is that? That session would do me good. Hehe. I'd love to have sleek beautiful straight hair without kinks, and absolutely without the aid of a straightening iron. So probably hypnosis might help one to improve oneself, simply by providing the subconscious mind with positive suggestions. Plus Instant-Hypnosis allows you to be hypnotized at the comfort of your own home, or wherever you are.Lo Read more:Hypnosis
Couldn't agree more 2008-03-10 23:52:00 People are still talking about the election results, and almost everyone at work is dicussing it.BFF just sent me a link;’m a non-Subang Jayan although I live around 10 mins drive from Subang Jaya.But this is worthy of note and I just couldn’t agree more. This should have happened like way before but hey, I guess it’s better late than never. An excerpt from the entry;Finally, we can now look forward to just the day where all Malaysian are just Malaysian, no more Malaysian-Malay, Malaysian-Indian, Malaysian-Chinese, most of all - no Malaysian-DAN-Lain-lain! Help those whoever is truly in need regardless of Race, Gender, Religion and even Political background. No more marginalization by races!#Yay for that!Thank you, Malaysian!Let’s hope everything changes for the better.#My parents
No turning back 2008-03-10 03:17:23 This is it. It’s official. I accepted the challenge- question is, will I be strong enough to face all the challenges ahead and be fully independent?I’m scared!!I was so sure that I wanted to go. Get that career shift and all that. But once I have given my commitment, it was like "Crap, what have I gotten myself into?"Life was meant to be awesome and though there are many obstacles, every cloud has a silver lining. As they say, Carpe Diem :) Read more:turning
Ohh how my head is spinning! 2008-03-09 09:08:53 Wo zhen de hen lei! It's been a long time since I last felt so tired, like all my energy has been drained from me. Was away from Wed-Fri and though it was fun-packed with activities, it also came with a price. I came back with a flu, tan and a sore body- my arms, shoulder and practically my whole body is aching. I managed to hitch a ride back with Mr CG and after he dropped me off, I collapsed on the sofa and slept till the next morning without even having dinner.Two days of rest is just not enough. Still lacking of rest and sleep. Back to work tomorrow. What a drag!Lately I have been lacking the enthusiasm and passion to go to work. I’m trying to drive up my passion meter to actually enjoy waking up to go to work, dealing with difficult people and performing my role as a responsible, de Read more:spinning
One of those days 2008-03-03 00:00:32 Ever had one of those days where everything just seems so out of place? Everything doesn’t seem right and worse, everything seems to be your fault.Everything was not right from the point that I parked my car until now. Just ended an unpleasant conversation with this particular person. I know I’m not as senior, knowledgeable, intellectual, brilliant as she is. Everytime I say something she just has to challenge me. Why some people just have to be right all the time? Why do they have to go on and on despite being told that they’re in the wrong (got proof somemore)? Why must they always criticize others when we’re supposed to be in the same team after all?What drugs are these people taking? More importantly, where can I get some?When things like this happen, my laidback attitude imme
1st tagged 2008-02-28 07:31:23 So I've been tagged! Thanks Zhoe :)I'm actually blur on what I've to do since this is my first time. But what the heck! The theme is Love Peace, Not War. Well I think that's pretty self-explanatory. Don't you just wish that there would be more peace and goodness in this world instead of people bickering or doing evil things to each other? I certainly do.I am so full of love this week! So I am indeed in a very peaceful, wonderful, loving mood. Haha! Even if people make me upset I can still smile and not get mad. I got to meet up with one of my favourite guys in the world, and then I got to see and talk to my other favourite guy and I cannot stop smiling since. Plus today- my performance appraisal is over and done with. And get this, I am recommended for promotion! Woohoo!! Wow I didnt know
And you say, stay 2008-02-24 02:28:32 Just when I thought of leaving, you asked me to stay.But you never gave a reason why.If you cant even give me a reason, why should I stay?You could have just given me any lame reason, it did not have to be about us, for there's no us to begin with.But it seems that you chickened out after asking me to stay.Why am I still hanging on to something that I don't even have, I do not know.#Dyed my hair Dark Auburn today. DIM (did it myself). Something which I haven't done in a long time. The last time I got my hair coloured was in 2005, at A Cut Above which cost me RM200. They had the colour that I so wanted- purplish brown. It was a shade of purple but with a hint of brown which was perfect because I obviously couldn't go to work with purple hair. DIM was only RM21.49 (Revlon ColorSilk). See the
An omen? 2008-02-22 07:32:49 I used to believe that if anything I own / love (especially given by someone special) gets broken or damaged or whatever…it means that something bad is going to happen.Just like when the heart shaped swan swarovski crystal given by K got shattered into pieces when I was studying abroad. No one told me about it, I only got to know and mourn over it when I got back home. Nobody knew how that happened- there wasn’t any earthquake whatsoever, and no one touched it. I took it as a sign- the so-called-perfect gift that K gave me was ruined and shortly so was our relationship after that, just like the crystal swan. Pergh. So naïve hor!My bracelet got broken recently. I wonder if it can be fixed? My right hand feels bare without it. the bracelet was given to me as a birthday gift, by someone
In need of a vacation 2008-02-22 07:26:20 I’m always excited whenever MAS is having its Travel Fair. Last year during the MATF I bought a holiday package to Hong Kong. A very good deal indeed. This year…I’m still as excited but I don’t know where to go, or if I could go for that matter.- Work commitment- if I’m no longer working in KL, will it be hard for me to take time off? And if I’m still working in KL, will it be hard for me to take time off as well? New boss that I would be reporting to doesn’t seem to be that fanatical in approving ppl’s leave.- Money commitment- already said that if I’m going to buy a house this year or next, I’ve to cut down on shopping, traveling and other misc unnecessary expenditure.But I really wanna go somewhere. My last vacation was in Bali last year. Okay so I’m going to Phuke
Sienness 2008-02-22 05:20:10 A friend asked why he seldom sees me online at night anymore. And when he does why do I always cut our conversations short by saying that I want to go to sleep. Coz I wanna go sleep lar, like duh.Well, I can’t believe I’m saying this but these days I just don’t feel like doing anything on the computer anymore. My mom used to complain that everytime I’m home- I’m either busy on the computer or in front of the tv. She has to practically force and remind me to do house chores, haha! Nowadays my computer might be on but I’m not there. Computer’s busy downloading torrents while I’m busy doing something else. Omg what’s wrong with me? I’ve lost the passion to use the computer, forward emails, chat, surf people’s blogs, visit SHE forum (havent done this in months) etc..the o
You're so positive! I like! 2008-02-19 23:06:57 I was out celebrating my best friend's birthday when she said that. Okay so she was pouring her heart out to me about how she fancies this guy but not sure if the guy likes her or if he's taken (gosh sounds familiar!). And she couldn't choose between him or her present bf. As a friend I tried to give her some advice and words of encouragement. After making the “You're so positive! I like!” remark- she asked how could I be so positive about the whole thing?The main reason was because if I was in her shoes- I wouldn't want someone to condemn the guy that I like. That would make me very upset and I would feel even more restless about the whole situation. Not to mention a decrease in my self-esteem too. Of course there's the part where we can't be thinking negative all the time, more often
Die lar, die 2008-02-18 08:48:30 Yesterday night, received a sms from him asking if I was free this weekend.My reply- For you, I’m always free.Big mistake! Paiseh lar. I kinda regretted sending that. How could I have said such a thing?! He must have thought that I’m crazy or worse, have an impression that I am head over heels with him. Ack!Ok, I admit. That’s a hint- to let him know that I do want to go out with him and that I like him. But definitely not head over heels. If he still cannot or doesn’t pick that up, I surrender.Sigh.
First award! 2008-02-15 12:14:47 Wow I received my first award ever- You Are Toadally Awesome from Jesie! Thanks so much- it was so toadally sweet of you!! I feel so honoured hehe... :DToadally cute, eh? ^___^ Read more:First
Lazy Friday 2008-02-15 00:59:40 Today as any other Friday
s, I have no mood to do any work! In fact I havent done a single thing- except for went to watch Jumper during lunch break (not a bad movie!), chatting and downloading songs, and now blogging- if you call those doing something. Taking a break from things today, haha! Like dat also can.This week has been crazy. Busy all the way with problems here and there. Client was raging mad and chased after us because some unexpected error occurred on the second day that the system went live. Masa UAT hari tu takde pulak problem? Bila go live banyak pulak hiccups. Tension betul. Emails reporting on the error kept flooding my inbox and dealing with a dissatisfied client was definitely not fun at all. Stressful I must say. Usually at work I listen to music using an earphone monau
V-Day is coming 2008-02-11 06:31:11 My romance doesn't need a thing but you~(just can't seem to get that out of my head. been hearing Ralph Lauren's Romance perfume commercial over and over again these days)Every year I’d get wishes- whether it’s from a particular special someone or just normal friends. This year would probably be the same, minus that particular special someone hahah.Sometimes I’m not sure what’s so great about V-Day. I think the whole thing is overrated. Cliché, I know. Even when I was seeing someone I still thought that it was rather over-hyped. Everything’s exceptionally expensive and you expect your other half to be extra special and loving to you on that day. Not to mention gotta buy gifts and go out for dinner somemore.This Valentine, I would be extremely busy. With work, that is :) Our comp
CNY 2008 2008-02-09 09:36:51 Gong Xi Fa Cai! (Better late than never, right?)Well this CNY hols hasn't been too good. Mostly because I'm still unwell. My tummy is still giving me problems and I've yet to regain my appetite. I've not eaten in 2 days! Sucks because I love to eat, yet ppl are still envious of my petiteness. I don't know why people "care" so much- I hate to be petite, for God's sake!!?! Just leave me alone lar. If I don't comment on your body size-be it big or small, don't start talking about mine. I'm very sensitive about this. Very.Suffered from a massive gastric attack yesterday night. Was up all night and I was dying for a cup of iced milo, but I couldn't get up at all. Stomach pain was literally killing me until I was seriously contemplating whether I should call my mom on her mobile to wake her up h
Bad case of food poisoning 2008-02-06 03:35:46 On medical leave today.Had a bad case of food poisoning
since yesterday. I've been going in and out of the loo! Yucks but not funny okay! Suspect it was the chicken & mushroom pie that i had for lunch. By the time work finished I was seriously feeling ill. Thank God nothing happened on the train coz I threw up a couple of times when I reached home. Gross I know. Lol. Went to the doctor after that.I haven't had anything to eat since lunch yesterday. Yesterday night I was so hungry that I just could cry because I wanted to eat so badly but didn't have the appetite to eat a single thing. The doc advised me not to eat yet but drink plenty of fluid especially 100 plus or coconut water. Today when I got up I felt like eating porridge but I just couldn't. Still no appetite. I feel bloated tho
Still undecided 2008-02-04 00:27:55 When I got to the office today, my boss has started to pack his stuff. I was like holy shit, dah nak kena pergi ke? I was talking to my best friend this morning about it. She said if it was her- she’d go. After all, it’s only 3 years and time flies fast. In addition to that, will get new experience and learn new things, yadda yadda yadda...she did mention that to be far away from ehem-ehem or the feeling of no life- that’s all temporary.Well, there’s nothing for me here nor there- so I might just as well go. Or something.Anyway, whatever it is, Phuket is still on this May!!Argh!! Bos asked me twice today if I had decided or not. I’ll try to give the answer by next week, after the CNY hols. Yikes. Doesn’t leave me much time to think.
Got facebook? 2008-02-01 13:40:51 Since last year i've been getting lotsa emails saying that so and so has added me on facebook or check out my facebook profile and what not. Some even asked me directly if i have facebook so that they can add me. Aiseh. I don't have facebook lar. Call me outdated or whatever but I'm not really a fan of these social networks thingie. I barely have time to update nor check it or go thru friends profile and photos. And I dun like to upload my own photos on those kinda sites- that's why i dont upload photos on my friendster, only grabbed them from friends. That's if I happened to come across their photos with me in it. When I bought my baby (car) last year, everyone was like "hey upload a photo of your car on friendster lar" ...?!? erm why would i want to upload a photo of my car on friendster
New baby 2008-01-31 11:33:45 Presenting my new baby~Sony Vaio CR VGN-CR23G/P in Luxury Pink. Like. No. Other.I swear the photos above doesn’t do justice to the laptop. So here;Isn’t it stunning? I am SO in love with my new pink laptop! It’s uber-chic, neat and stylish. It’s so me! Haha.I’m a sucker for anything pink. Another pink gadget for me. I already have a pink sony ericsson mobile phone. Next on the list- a pink digital camera! But that’s not going to happen anytime soon because I already have a plain, boring silver digi cam. I used to want a pink ipod nano but ipods are so ridiculously expensive here and I’d rather use the money to buy shoes or bag or clothes..I "exchanged" my previous laptop- Sony Vaio VGN-SZ28 for this one. I wanted to get the matching pink mouse but bloody hell, it’s RM179 fo
Cuti lagi :D 2008-01-30 20:37:16 Another public holiday tomorrow, Federal Territory Day (Kuala Lumpur was declared as a Federal Territory on 1st Feb 1972). Since I work in KL, I get the day off. Tapi Selangor macam lagi banyak public holiday kan? Anyway, loads of stuff to be done tomorrow. So many things yet so little time.Next week is CNY, cuti lagi for 2 days. Long weekend somemore. I wanna watch fireworks lar, up close this time. Missed that during the new year. So I’m not going to miss it during CNY. Will be going up to Genting and spending the night there on CNY eve to catch the fireworks display :DOn the first day of CNY, Astro AEC will be showing S.H.E’s KL concert which I attended last month. I hope I’ll be home to watch it, and that no one has plans to watch anything else on tv! But astro sure have repeats
Tough decision & choices 2008-01-29 08:16:38 Boss wanted to have a private chat with me this morning. I was like holy crap, did he find out about me playing hooky? Thank goodness no! haha. It was about the restructuring thingie. Since it’s not certain where I’d go or what I’d be doing when the new org structure takes place, my boss offered me something. He wants me to be a part of his team for his project in EM.Wow. That’s like such an honour. Of course there are pros and cons. One of the drawbacks is that I am required to stay there for 3 YEARS!! 3 years in god knows what remote place?! Career wise- it’s a freaking good opportunity as I will be attached to a very high profile project and I will be worth more when this project has been successfully implemented. I’ll be exposed to far more things, get to learn and do new s Read more:Tough
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-.-" 2008-01-26 11:28:04 Was talking to a friend yesterday night;Friend: wanna go out? so long never go out with u already. why like so hard to ask u out nowadays?Me: eh? where got?Friend: u bz going out with him only, ditch me :(Me: ?!?!Friend: u not going out with him tomorrow? wanna date u can or not?Me: chey..not so soon lar go out with himFriend: but if he likes u, shouldn’t he be asking u out every weekend?Me: that’s because he doesn’t like me lar, like duh!!Friend: but cannot be what…he got no balls is it?-.-"True right? That got me thinking. But don't say him until so bad lar. I feel like such a loser suddenly. C'mon, why would he want to ask me out every weekend? I’m sure he has other stuff to attend to as well. I myself have my own things to do and other friends that I wanna go out with, not on
Not quite myself 2008-01-25 10:31:45 This week has been really crappy. I’m in a no good mood at all. Everything seems to tick me off!Just tired of dealing with some people. So not in the mood.Person #1 – always seem to condemn me without any valid/good reason. When all I’ve done is tried to be a good friend and lend an ear whenever he needs to vent; but he can’t be supportive at all whenever I have problems. Everything seems to be my fault. Dude, I need some words of encouragement, not the other way around!Person #2 – just loves to ask me out but makes a hell lot of noise when I say that I wanna go back early. Dude, I need to get some sleep ok? I might be a nocturnal person but I need to sleep too. Easy for him to complain, he practically doesn’t sleep all night and is free to go out anytime he wants. I on the oth Read more:myself
Yay esok cuti! :D 2008-01-21 19:08:09 They should have made Thaipusam a public holiday for Federal Territory a long time ago. There are people working in KL who celebrate Thaipusam also maa..these ppl have to take leave, while those working in Selangor gets a day off. Not fair lar.Thanks PM, Samy Vellu and whoever…since there’s no work tomorrow- I can sleep late to finish up some chores (and maybe Gtalk keke) and wake up late too! WooHoo! Hmm..wonder if PM would have announced that Thaipusam holiday is extended to Kuala Lumpur & Putrajaya if the general elections were not around the corner?Eh. So much for wanting to do chores until late at night. Or maybe I do have time. Coz my drink session doesn’t start until midnight till wee hours. Might not have time to Gtalk after all. Darn.
Alive & smiling 2008-01-20 05:22:30 Well at this point I just couldn't be bothered if he thinks that I like him, because that's the truth anyway. Buat tak tahu je la. Thing is, I won't ever get to know if the feeling is mutual or not. But then again, why would you want to treat some normal friend/colleague/whatever at TGIF and spend RM121+ just for a meal for two? Puzzling keke. Not to mention movie tickets, popcorn + drink....hmm.Anyway, Cloverfield- i thought it was just normal, like Godzilla or something. I wouldn't watch such a movie at the theater, but nevermind. When it ended, I was like, "is that it?" Pretty dumb lar haha. But the company that I had put a smile on my face so even if the movie sucked, who cares?I so wanna watch 27 Dresses! Katherine Heigl- my favourite! :D But he's not into chick flicks and it's not ou Read more:Alive
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The cold battle 2008-03-12 07:53:43 I have a running nose and it sounds as if I’m crying.I have tons of work and I cant concentrate because of my nose.I have difficulty sleeping because my nose gets all stuffy at night.My voice is different- hope it wont get worse and turn into some sort of sore throat.My face is all red- because of my cold and because my skin is peeling (sunburn mah).Last but not least, I have difficulty breathing! Argh! This is so annoying!! T___T
Brain jam 2008-03-16 02:13:00 I’m supposed to be doing work but I am having a serious case of brain jam at the moment. Cant seem to think properly. Yep, I gotta do work at home during the weekend, sucks. Friday was mad, I didn’t have time to care about anything else except work! It was really hard to concentrate though, when I have to crack my brain- that’s when the time colleagues start talking and discussing things with each other loudly, bickering with each other like nobody’s business. I felt like telling them to shut the crap up. Like hello, some people got work to do okay!!But Friday turned out to be good in the end. I got to see him! And yesterday too :) Happy giler.Queued up at J.Co for around half and hour yesterday and it was quite a disappointment, I must say. The variety of flavours sucked- there we Read more:Brain
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