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Right on
2008-03-05 09:29:16
Right on four days later and the relief sought actually came yea like this is one of those rare times when anticipation of a desired event has brought the anticipated satisfaction desired by that event, that event being the completion of the undesired one. yea like got past a hurdle you know and like now it feels like a bit of smooth sailing ahead cuz now the only thing standing in the way is me he thought and me don't wanna stand in the way you see me just wanna let things be for a little while and that little while is like a gift yea.
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Nothing new
2008-03-01 17:13:20
there was a time when things were not so complicated so complex he thought and yet things are not so it just seems that way some times. mostly this feeling is anxiety yea tomorrow gotta do what he's done many times before although he doesn't do every day and he's feelin a little nervous about it and it sucks cuz it really isn't that nerve racking to accomplish what's gotta be done it's more like the people involved yea they kinda rack his nerves. keep wishin it was like three days later and that's not the way to be he knows but three days from now this will be behind him and of course there will be something else yea gotta get past this. help.
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Not answering the phone
2008-02-23 21:13:42
AmbivalentAnnoyanceRottingRodentMacabreMalcontent
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waxing and waiting
2008-02-21 18:37:43
got a body wax the other day yes a body wax and now i'm waiting for the tanning salon's computers to get back up and running cuz when i was there this afternoon cuz the body wax gave me a rash the power went out while i was standing in the machine and i still have four minutes coming to me so i'm gonna take it cuz i wanna maximize my potential for losing this rash before we go to mexico on monday and they recommend twenty four hours between sessions at the salon so i wanna go back tonite for my four minutes so i can go back tomorrow night for the next one and the next one's free cuz the power went out yea.


Snip it
2008-02-09 21:59:29
The thing is well she said you were funny like that's a compliment dopey. You didn't even acknowledge it. Like that's rude man you know you coulda at least well forget it like it's in the past and no he ain't been drinkin no beer and can you believe it no coffee neither and like doggie he like ain't eatin' regular like think he's lonely the girl moved in and well he just recently realized doggie's not been seein' no doggie friends like he useta and well enougha that and thinks they've gotten past their first disaggreement in like a year and yea gotta walk that guy you know been runnin like four miles every other day and you'd think well like there'd be some difference you know like in his makeup well it's like there don't seem to be much like just a hankerin to go runnin now what the and g


Muddling through
2008-01-29 05:16:39
Ok so now that he's awake and starting from scratch he just wants you all to know that well sweet supportive corny shit just don't turn him on you know. There's got to be some happy medium somewhere. It ain't his fault alright? It ain't your fault or his or hers either but he's just gotta be himself gotta be able to express himself and be critical of false modesty and self supportive aggrandizement even though he knows that these things are great. I mean they suck. Yea it's contradictory and sometimes he has a hard time dealing with the dichotomy but that's just him part of his personality. Where is the tough love?In a nutshell you are great but you didn't hear it from him.And [k]no[w] I'm not talking to you.


Pause
2008-01-27 10:52:12
Yea he just wants me to tell you that hey you know it was about a year ago that he'd said a prayer you know that well in a nutshell a prayer for friends. Aha like he felt like he didn't have any. He'd grown apart from so many over the years and after an extensive soul search realized hey he's one intolerant mofo. Yea he said it and well if anybody's out there well he just wanted me to tell you all that well he appreciates the fact that this place is one in which he can come an well ultimately find this stuff out about himself you know. He don't wanna be considered no snob ya know and well he finds that most of the time what he's expressing is just that and he just wants you to know that well it's gonna stop yea. He's tired of constantly bein' like devil's advocate cuz well when you get dow
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Hang on
2008-01-26 23:26:39
sometimes you leave the water running even though you know it's wrong you leave the water running


No title
2008-01-26 15:06:02
two seven fifty nine percents gone ok one and a half if you wanna get technical and comin to realizations never before dreamnt:number one. cut toenails


Shaved
2008-01-20 11:12:33
Welcome to your insignificant mediocre world.Imagine for a moment the pile o pubic hair you'd accumulate from the bathroom floor if you daily swept it into a corner behind the door.How long before the door pushes back?
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Bullshit
2008-01-18 06:09:28
Don't know if he can deal with much more a this anticlimactic adherance to adversity you know like it ain't him. He doesn't even know what he's talking about. Every time he sits down well it's the same not different gotta break out get some macaroni and cheese beer me and yea again same old same old sicka listenin to yer bitchin and seein yer face in his dreams tormentin and bleeding your heart all over his off white slacks.
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Just one
2008-01-11 19:12:52
I don't know like kinda feelin like real relaxed all of a sudden like and it's only like almost the enda his first beer man like granted it's a 750 9 percent but hey yesterday he had like two a them man ya know when he was like washin windows yea and are they like crystal clear or what you know and before that he had a 12 oz. 6 percent liberty and when the windows were clean he went for a drive you know and yea he was driving fast you better believe and yea he was enjoyin himself and when he got to where he was going he like had another beer yea and it was a big one and he liked it and then he went and did some business and was like waxin like intellectual with the man you know and after that well he gave his buddy a lift and you know he was takin him where ever he wanted to go you know li


Layin' the floor
2008-01-07 21:52:30
yea the plan oh yea well what plan i thought i could count on you well shit you were supposed to...nuffa that now well here it is gonna call a professional yea and dat well makes him feel confident ya know like hey he'll buy all the supplies and make the coffee but hey listen like even if he could do it and you better believe he could well he ain't gonna take the time ya know like it ain't worth it like these guys like do this shit in their sleep and well he's contributin' to their well bein' an well he's all right wit dat you know like as soon as he's gettin started wit that shit it's like the phone's like ringin off the hook an shit you know yea you know like gonna call that guy you know the guy like it's the right thing to do. Yea.


Brainwashed
2008-01-03 09:58:59
This is not a battle between two thoughts. It's just words. Words. Yea and they're not designed for anyone or to influence others to go and do stuff. Oh boy do i wish so many more people would read this and come by and tell me how great i am. If only everyone would stop what they were doing and watch me create stuff or even better tell me what to do. Let's tell each other what to do. You go do this and then I'll go do that and then you can get back to me and tell me how clever I am. That would be great. Oh by the way there is a place where you can go to tell others to come back here so I can have even more people tell me how clever I am and confirm my misinterpretations and misguided untruths. Sweet.
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Gratitude
2007-12-24 13:29:40
And yea well different things are important to him this year and he just wanted to make note of it you know like friends yea he's happy he's got 'em an' well they're there for him and he kinda just wanted to acknowledge this fact and say hey thanks for bein' there. You know like we all get caught up in things like all the time like the speed of life like it gets kinda outta control and well this year he's finally been able to slow things down an eensy bit just enough to well like he's already said like take stocka his life a little bit and say hey you know appreciation it's like there man. Like he appreciates all he's got and he realizes he's like gotta lot man like more than he's ever had and it's like community you know that's what he's realized is the important thing you know. He wants


No title
2007-12-22 13:51:39
Some people enjoy bad-mouthing others because they have nothing better to do. Some people think that if they don't like what others are doing then what they are doing is better. Then they take the time to tell everyone to agree with them.Every person on earth has a role to play in the grand scheme of things and every person does different work in order for everything to be accomplished for the good of all. The beauty is all are called to do something different, not better or worse, different.What is truly beautiful are all those who do and create things for the sheer joy of doing or creating, not to achieve a reaction. Unfortunately most of what people do and create or copy and say they created is based on vanity and ego and the world would be better off with a lot less of both and more se


Lightbulb
2007-12-06 21:59:51
...And the plan was hey yea to pay a lot less attention to the things he'd payed so much attention to and to see what would happen...
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Delayed reminder
2007-12-05 09:24:29
Well anyway it's been too long ya know and he's sorry about that like feels disjointed an' all like waitin' til all this travellin's done and then...well stop and start and sit and enjoy your company for a spell.Gonna go see mom today. She's recoverin' from knee replacement surgery. Hasn't seen her since the end of october. Watched west side story last night and cried a lot cuz it reminds him of his late sister MaryBeth her favorite movie. Her anniversary was december second and she always has a way of makin' him not forget her... As if he would.


More of the same
2007-10-29 06:49:00
Part of the problem or the solution? Why come to work at all? The perpetual victim. It's so easy to blame everyone else for the current state of affairs. Don't you realize you are spreading just as much negativity as you are complaining about just by talking about how negative it is...be courageous and spread some positive or just shut your mouth and stop crying. You're not so different. But if you are let's see.


Hidden thought
2007-10-11 20:04:56
Sympathy yea had that idea sittin' on his desk all week like had somethin' to say about it and now it's like can't remember. Always the way hey. Yea like feelin' real creative like gungho about a topic you know like got a point to make and then he like lets it go. Where did it go? What a cool bunch a shit he was gonna say about it and now it's like wtf?Well yea he's sympathetic to well you know others and well sometimes he's like in need of it you know? Yea feelin' sympathetic.
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Calgon take me away
2007-10-05 09:34:23
Can we talk? Like don't know which end is up like back from trip and same old same old. No time to breathe...to digest what's been going on in his life. Again it's all about everybody else. That's great cuz he likes it when the emphasis ain't on him but now it's like understanding why she takes a day to go pamper herself at the spa. Gotta create some kinda like spa day. Don't know where that's goin' but yea well you get the point.
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Not so bad
2007-09-23 08:34:25
'Mazing how time changes everything you know? Like nothin' stays the same 'specially feelings. Like you think you got it all figured out and then like a couple days later it's like don't know nothin'. That's the beauty of it right? Yea as long as you're willing to go with the flow and not take it personally. As long as you realize it ain't all about you. People are gonna be the way they're gonna be, they're gonna do what they're gonna do. It ain't got much to do with you, ya know what I mean? Yea like stay outta the way and maintain a good repoire wit yerself that's key yea. They're gonna come, they're gonna go but yer stuck wit you and that's not a bad thing no it ain't no how. Keep keepin' on and enjoy yerself yea you enjoy yourself. You're all you can count on when it comes right down


Kinda teamin' up
2007-09-22 19:13:56
Like all right he can deal with that. If that's the way it's gonna be like yea he was caught off guard by it like but it's like a compliment you know like rubbin' somebody the right way. Can't really complain 'bout rubbin' somebody the right way when he knows he's been like rubbin' 'em the wrong way here and there and like walkin' on eggshells 'n' shit. He ain't gonna compete though just gonna go with the flow and see how it goes you know. Well...all right then.
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Fixin' to...
2007-09-19 07:57:19
It isn't really what he wanted but it was there and he accepted it. He told her not to do it and she did it anyway. Just the way she is. He's got his way she's got hers. They don't really meet in the middle. Some things you just gotta accept for what they are. She says one thing and does another. Yea a contradiction. He's a contradiction too so he knows when he sees one. Anyway enough about that. Right now the season is changing and he's like what will I get done this year that I didn't get done last year. Like there is a definite deadline involved with outdoor chores. Gotta get yard work done. Gotta paint the fence, the concrete, the garage door. Definitely got his work cut out for him at this time of year no doubt.


Wake up!
2007-08-08 16:15:30
All joking aside it's time to stand up and be counted. Do you want to be just going through the motions day in and day out? You make accomplishments but afterward do you stop and realize what a gift you've been given to be able to take part in them? It's not just you. It's a relationship just like any other, one you need to foster, nourish. Yea you're depressed. It's part of being an artist. You gotta deal with extreme extremes. The way outta that feeling is to bust out of your impression of yourself. You are beautiful. Yea you are. And you do beautiful things. Part of what you do is otherworldly. It can't be interpreted by conventional means. You gotta cross over! Unfortunately you gotta come back and that's difficult yea difficult. Gratitude for the glimpse of what's beyond is your solac


no more than this
2008-03-07 13:06:12
gotta go gotta go go go what else is new looking for that special place outside of mind where we can go me and I and he yea the three and be just be for a spell a small one and well here we find is where we want to be after all the cold thoughts and the requests for more and well the calls for you know what we're talkin bout we're all gratified to know yea to know it's knowing now that we are comfy again cozy in the known a nice place.


not chicken
2008-03-06 14:56:37
she said some stuff yea some interestin stuff like stuff he can use and yea he'd already gone and got the canvases like anticipatin that advice and that extra special concern and well she was right like there was some strange connection that day he'd found that book she'd gotten special for him and intercepted her abstractly and yet directly the answer was clear and she'd helped yea like immensely. me thinks that connection was a good one and again like all that self study all that reflective glancin like could it be any more obvious what he had to do what he meant whom he had to be paintin like duh. yea duh.


chicken
2008-03-06 13:08:55
yea that's good then yea good gotta continue on that line in that vein gotta keep it good the only one ever standing in the way a that is me sometimes miss the therapy you know and thought by now today the easel would have a canvas sitting atop waiting for paint but that hasn't happened why not all this stuff standing in the way and yet not it's cold this fleece so cozy warm i miss this yea as soon as me get outta this chair me miss this gotta keep in touch keep in touch with that the mystery yea keepin me interested in me this soup tasty this beer inspiring please help me to be the me i'm s'posed ta be can't getta nougha that me gotta have it makin me think good thought gonna bring that thing up you know outta the basement been dreamin bout lookin fer a knife a pallet knife thing is and h


to whom it may concern who ast you
2008-03-16 14:42:11
yes still comfycozy and really like that buffalo chicken pizza but next time let's order it without all that blue cheese dressing drizzled all over it cuz what me likes about buffalo chicken is the buffalo sauce not the blue cheese it really dominates the overall taste of the za you know and that mushroom and pepperoni to die for and this was a total impulse you know like around eleven pm she's like really want some pizza yea.


less is more
2008-03-21 11:23:08
the right pocket on his coat doesn't open cuz the material inside is caught in the zipper so he can't use that pocket anymore and at first it really bothered him you know and then like all of a sudden today it was like hey he's not bothered by it anymore like gonna use the other pocket you know to put stuff.


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