Firstly - My Sister is doing OK...After days of testing, unable to eat, being jabbed like a pin cushion & in a lot of pain, it seems she has a massive stone in her gall bladder...It is the waiting that drives you crazy. The not knowing why, she is in excruciating pain. She has her first meal tonight, not having been able to consume solids since Saturday...All she said on the phone was Yum Yum Bring it On! She is doing better. Thankfully.And what is happening on the romance side? The most profound but amazing feelings are sweeping through me & after spending just a few days with him, already I am spellbound, totally smitten & completely consumed with all the wonder that he is...I actually felt an emptiness, when I left him on Monday night...When he sends me a message he addresses me as 'beautiful'. It sure makes me feel all warm 'n' fuzzy inside. I don't want to speculate too soon, but I am seeing so much goodness to come from this romance. Maybe it is a little bit of
I recently became aware that I was some one's 'Dream Man'. Let em tell you it is just a little flattering & somewhat overwhelming. Here's the scoop!I began chatting to Guy #1 about 4 years ago, we got on quite well as far as Internet mingling. Yet at the same time I was also chatting to Guy #2 who would then become my first gay partner. As it so happens the regular chats with Guy #1 dwindled to an occasional hello if we were online at the same time. Then as I became friends with my partners pals, I discovered the gay scene & the local pubs. Soon I would discover that Guy #1 worked at one of these pubs & thus if & when we went for night out, we would make sure we had a chat or a drink if he knocked off while were were still out. It was one of those distant friendships. And I certainly didn't look for anything more than that.My relationship with Guy #2 lasted almost 3 years & when we parted, it took me quite some time to get over it. I continued to see Guy #1 e
Thursday evening I was asked to escort a female friend to one of the local pubs, to meet up with two of her friends that were visiting from Cairns (Nth Queensland). Mmmm 3 Lesbians & a Poof. Anyhow while they were catching up I sipped on my Johnnie & Coke, watching the other patron's and I began to wonder about something. Whats in a look? There was one young man, 'clearly' inebriated. I could see that he was looking in my direction, straining to reach and maintain eye contact. His facial expression gave away his difficulty in trying to focus. And at that point I thought to myself, could he honestly expect anyone to find him remotely attractive, given his current state. Was he hoping I would feel charmed enough to make a move?All I wanted to do was take away that which fuelled his inhibitions & then ask management why they were not refusing him at the bar. Having worked in clubs it was easy to detect that he had consumed an unsatisfactory amount of liquor. Mind you, anyon
It is starting to really warm up here in Brissieland. With summer approaching I am not looking forward to the sweaty-stink from people who always seem to forget to buy deodoriser at the store, yet are quite content to spend a fortune on 'junk' food. I am hoping to (safely) see the return of my tan this year. And maybe tone up abit more. I think I am am shrinking with age, I just don't look the same anymore. Here's to better eating, better health & well I wont say better looking while they stil manufacture paper bags!Todays photo's are also just random shots, I am really tired at the moment, not sleeping well & having to be up at 5:30am every morning this week is taking it's toll.The two photos below are snapshots of where I work now & my previous employer, which is just down the hill & around the corner from the hospital.I will try & get some photo's tomorrow of the Parklands that I walk through everyday on my way to & from work. They are really pretty in
Sometimes, people ask me what I look for in partner, while many try to conjure their own perceptions of what I may bring to union. I have a great fondness for the Cinder Girl & her journey to finding romance, to get her prince, to find 'Love' In many ways it is the ultimate treasure in life, to have that one person you can be eternally happy with. That one special someone who loves you, unconditionally. Laughs with you & at you, the touch of their embrace that makes you want to fall into them & never leave. I love 'LOVE!... I appreciate what it means to express it, to feel it, to want it - to have it.I remember my first & only relationship (gay) there was one moment that I felt completed, we were cuddled on the sofa, looking deep into one another's eyes. Not a word was spoken. My eye's welled & as the first tear drop fell to my cheek, he smiled & knew right then, that I was emotionally captivated by the wonderful feeling of knowing he loved me. It was an a
It is 10:13pm on Wednesday night, yeah the mugshot was taken 2nite via my housemates webcam. I look impressed. My eyes are feeling a little better, but I wont go into detail as to why I am not sleeping well, as it is quite scary, enough to deter me from getting a medical check up. It's not a case of fearing a bad outcome it is knowing there will be one.This is probably my best 'physical' asset, my calves, considering how small I am they are pretty chunky & make my thighs looks like toothpicks. I have always had comments on them at some stage in my life, especially guys at school who had skinny legs, they were always in awe on sports day. Of course that was the few times when they weren't tormenting me, or putting me down to big note themselves in front of their peers. I used to bike ride 30kms twice a week as a teen so I can only guess that is why they stayed fairly toned over the years. I could sit here all night and ramble, but I do have to go to bed eventually & face th
If I could be in two places at once: Heaven & HellIf I could give away a fortune - to who: HIV & Aids ResearchIf I could sing one song to a loved one it would be: Live for Love - Anthony CalleaIf I could fly - I'd spread my wings here: EgyptIf I could make one dream come true - it would be: To build my own shack in the bushIf I could change one thing about my image: NoseIf I could clone a physique it would be: Chris RockwayIf I could choose the lead role in any movie it would be: Morgan Freeman's character in Kiss the GirlsIf I could turn back time I would: Not be a in the closet for so longIf I could fix one thing is this world it would be: PovertyI am not going to tag anyone for this meme. But it would be interesting to see some of the responses. So come on I took the time to create it, spare a few minutes to do it. *winks*The questions have been copied to the comments box, just cut & paste to save some time. See I'm just to nice! *giggle*
Yes - My non smoking campaign has taken a turn for the worse & once again I am puffing away on those 'cancer sticks'. I lasted 5 days, smoked for a day, off for a few more days & now back on them. I'd kick my own ass if it helped. No doubt I will try again, in a few days! It has to work sometime right? I tried the quit centre - again. Hopeless! They really only tell you what you already know & what you have already tried. I truly believe that 'will power' is the only way one can give up. Of course you have to 'want to'. The days have been quite pleasant up here in Brissie. I quite enjoyed my day off yesterday. After working 11 hours on Tuesday. I am yet to hit the town, one weekend soon. It never happened last weekend. I went to my parents for dinner Saturday night. 2 months away from the scene, the noise, the crowds really hasn't been all that bad. Except for the fact my Prince Charming wont know where to find me. Or I wont find him stuck inside these 4 walls! Then again
I think she is so cute is this photo - Quite a poser! Nothing better than a snapshot - unknown to the subjectOoh I think she might be peeking!Sooooooooooooooo adorable! Ok I was trying to look rough & mean- think I pulled it off?Told you I was growing my hair, it's kinda messy though! U can laugh at the way I wear my hat - It's geeky!
Sunday morning, clear blue skies & mid 20's temps. One could not ask for a better day outside yet here I am indoors! Don't ask! There is not a great deal happening in Blog Shaney World. Been getting plenty of work, which keeps me out of mischief. There is a highly infectious virus going around at the moment which has seen 6 patients being quarantined. Just to enter their room we have to put on a full length plastic suit, gloves, mask & goggles. I really feel for the patients not being able to leave the room. It has been just over a week already.Love - Is all you need someone famous once sang. Someone else told me Love was like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it will elude you. But if you sit & wait patiently, it will come & rest itself upon your shoulder. I need it, I have waited for it & it is still no where in sight! I recently deleted any online profiles like gaydar, myspace & the likes because no matter how many guys sent word they were interested, I just cou
Exclusive interview with talented artist - Michael Breyette 1. At what age did you come to realise that you had a talent for drawing/painting? Well usually I get asked when did I start drawing, and that is since I can remember. When did I realize I had a talent for it? Hmmm I guess it was in my early teens. That's when I can really remember people commenting on my stuff and realizing that drawing and painting was my 'thing'. That's what was gonna identify me. I was the 'artist guy'.2. You mention in your biography, you almost gave up 'the brush'. How did that make you feel? In a way it was freeing. I had become frustrated with it. It was more of a burden than fun. Later I realized my frustration came from not allowing myself to paint and draw what I wanted. I had to conform my artwork to what my family would accept, all while trying to work in the subject matter that I desired to render.3. Did you ever expect to make a living painting gay erotica and has it been financially rew
Welcome to my new Blog'Restless Desires'Here you will find the erotic happenings of my unfulfilled fantasies and images of my ultimate fantasy man Chris Rockway and many more in time.With plenty of links to Chris & much more...Do you dare to come into my sexual haven!
I had a little time on my hands today so I created my own PC wallpaper. I would like your comments on whether or not it looks good enough sitting on your monitor screen. I cant make that decision, it is my work. Dont be nice if you think it is crappy. Sometimes the worst criticisms are the most helpful. Thankyou in advance for your judgement! Size = 800x600 if that helps.
Ok here is my 2nd attempt at a desktop wallpaper it is 600x800 & is for a centred layout (not stretch) so you can put what ever colour you like behind it. I almost went nutz getting the right effect for his eyes. Maybe this wallpaper buso should be left to the pro's. But it was fun anyways.
